You was once somebody I’ve loved
You sat in the clear view of my world and I’ve watched you from close view move further into the distance
You went far beyond my reach that I seen what appeared to be a dark spot
In the end I couldn’t chase you even if I wasn’t that far away
You was once somebody I’ve loved
It seemed like we breathed each other’s air in the only thing is you’ve taken all of mine away
In the end I’m at lost
By: Relaire
Jul 19, 2020
Jul 19, 2020 at 4:30 PM UTC
A flame settled
And my soul rested
My passion became the depths of that settlement
I don’t seek helping hands
I seek the end of this meaning
I don’t wanna find out the end but create my end by the forces of my willpower
My willpower pushes me to jump
Jump with a splash of faith that I’ll wake up from this nightmare
God take me away
Faithful end take me by the soul and leave this shell behind to decay into soil
I can’t do this
I don’t wanna keep pushing and world take my seeds of living into consideration
Allow them to forget the past
I don’t wanna do this anymore
By: leory Santana dawn
Jul 15, 2020
Jul 15, 2020 at 3:06 AM UTC
I’ll become a stain in your sheets
Let myself go to be without you
A fragment without choice
Reason
Dye your dreams vividly
By: Ilah Relaire
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 1:25 PM UTC
Maybe I'm use to you
Desiring all your love
Touching me with your weight
Brushing your hands against me
Your hair falling free upon my chest
Your fragrance heightening my senses
Your breath touching upon my skin
Maybe I'm just as faulty as your love
A single touch can tell lies
A single kiss can mean so much
And you're like weeds ready to root
I'm use to you... Maybe
Maybe your thorns have spread
Maybe I like the pluck
Each thorn goes a little deeper
Each bruise over-layered
Maybe you're not as bad
I'm use to you
By: Ilah Relaire
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 12:53 PM UTC
If it sounded too good to be true
I've never chose you
I just came here
Life just threw you
I've never looked so hard
I just let it go
Let the time escape
Watch you pass by
If it wasn't so good
I would let it go
I would let you drift
I would let this fall
If the time was wrong
Then I’ll watch you
Watch you walk away
No feelings no attachment
When the timing was right
Did it matter?
Did it matter that I loved you
Was in love with you?
When the timing was wrong
Did it matter?
Did it matter that I still wanted you?
If it sounded too good
I never looked for you
Life just drew you here
Life just went too far
if it wasn't for love
Then I'd let it go
Let you go from here
Watch the tides
Fall Apart
By: Ilah Relaire
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 11:52 AM UTC
When life begins to fold within itself... Will it capture us?
All that beauty and art that we can become together in this madness.
Shall we become a ball of crumble would our love get caught in the mixture of this tangled mess? Or will we despair?
If life undressed us down to the soul will you see me and
be my equal?
Or will you see past me?
If we were stuck together would I be within you or would you be within me?
Whatever gets you here
Or gets me there... Is worth the capture and unravel.
By: Ilah Relaire
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 11:33 AM UTC
Plant this pain within your womb; all the emotions at it's finest print and all these senses at it's developing core
Flower this soul with it's remaining roots
Dry and brittle
But worth saving.
Spring this heart into a fern but firm with steadiness. Birth this development into belief.
By: Ilah Relaire
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 11:24 AM UTC
“Never going to be” when is love ever pure you honestly don’t know life and love. People fight, people are different Within a relationship than they are themselves. The first thing a person does before entering a relationship is sacrifice their sanity, dignity, character and emotional trauma; to fulfill somebody else’s life and existence. Love is not a finding the perfect person it’s about picking the fruit that has a little sourness and sweet; you talk about not having things in common but yet we did and a lot of things. You decided to change on me, I happen to like the same things I’ve liked three years ago while being with you and you look at me differently. I didn’t change you did; the only thing that changed was my attitude dealing with you.
I’ve never changed
I’m more hurt at the fact that you never seen what you’ve been doing to me than me reminding you that I’m hurt.
By: 𝓩𝓮𝓸𝓻𝔂
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 12:55 AM UTC
They say be happy about the days God give you to live to experience another breath and all the humanly things that makes a person human. But I can't stress it enough on how ungreatful I am to even be alive and go through the things that makes me think. On a daily note I wake up with my own germs and the thought of aging simply for nothing. I once thought as you age things will get better though there would be minor setbacks; however life has taught me well to never underestimate. In my dreams I see my death as beautiful as ever some in which I'm hanging from the rope tied to the ceiling of my fan and some where I'm walking upstairs in my apartment to make it to the top of the world falling from the edge. When I awake I'm left to feel misery of another day. I've met God and the devil... They look like me just on the flip side they have power over what's to come in my unneeded life
By: Leory Santana dawn
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 12:31 AM UTC