My very first poem published was back in 2018, my very last poem published was in 2020.
I've been gone for 3 years collecting my thoughts and getting better, I will be writing new poetry.
I'm back and better than ever!
Jan 9, 2023
Jan 9, 2023 at 3:08 PM UTC
One month,
hopefully many more.
you see, there's so many things I haven't told you,
the reasons why I blush at everything you say,
why I smile when your name pops up on my phone.
you see,
you have this thing about you,
you always know what to say and you always choose to be optimistic.
you're always smiling and laughing, I love that about you.
you make me better.
you need to know,
you are worth much more then you give yourself credit for,
I promise I will show you how amazingly incredible you are,
there is never a time where I feel like you have done me wrong.
for that I want to thank you.
no,
this isn't all I want to tell you,
this is only part of it and the reason for that,
is because when I see you in person again
I will tell you the rest.
the rest of how amazing you truly are.
Apr 16, 2020
Apr 16, 2020 at 11:11 PM UTC
this was written 10/20/16 I wasn't very stable in my own mind and I was going through a lot, please don't read if you get triggered easily, please don't read if it gives you memories. if you still choose to read it will be in your hands.
its cold outside
I'm inside thinking
that's not good
the voices are speaking
telling me to give up
I yell at the to STOP!
they yell for me to JUMP!
I cant do this
"no one will miss you" they said
"no one will care" they said
I stand up
I go downstairs
"grab the rope"
"grab the chair"
I did it, I never thought twice
I stood on the chair
tied the rope
"put it on"
I did
"jump"
its cold outside
and so is my body
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 10:42 PM UTC
From the moment I saw you I knew what I wanted,
I'm not much for words but I can say it in a poem,
the way I feel for you just cant be described,
but the way we just clicked,
I knew that id love you.
Nov 30, 2019
Nov 30, 2019 at 12:37 PM UTC
I'm complicated
it's easy to see.
I argue a lot
I cant admit when I'm wrong
and I always blame you.
but at the end of the day
there isn't another person who will love and care for you
more than me.
Nov 29, 2019
Nov 29, 2019 at 5:05 PM UTC
yours to keep
do you see me
as I see you? in the darkest times, you're
the only thing I keep in my heart
she said to him, ill
be your rock, stay
by your side, there
I will be forever
Nov 29, 2019
Nov 29, 2019 at 1:20 PM UTC
I believed all your lies.
How dumb does that sound?
"I believed all your lies"
Imagine saying that to someone who doesn't give a **** about you,
Someone who once said they would do anything for you.
I believed it when you said I was the one for you.
I believed it when you lied and said I was the one you wanted.
I believed all your lies.
Nov 10, 2019
Nov 10, 2019 at 10:04 PM UTC
I break myself down, to lift you up.
I say that I love you, not just to say it.
but to remind you, I'm there for you.
to remind you I have your back, no matter what.
I break myself down, to show you that through thick and thin, I will be by your side.
if that doesn't show you how much you mean to me.
then there's nothing left I can do.
but to wish you well, and hope I never fall in love again.
because I cant go through another heartbreak.
I gave up once, and you convinced me to let you in.
at this time,
right here...
right now...
convince me again to not give up, and tell me this wasn't a mistake.
Oct 21, 2019
Oct 21, 2019 at 10:10 AM UTC
I've got bruises on my arms from your late night drinking, scars on my body from your words, you hate me at night, the next day you love me. I put up with it night after night and day after day, because I love you, and I care enough to help you. you tell me you're sorry, "I'll never do it again", and I believe you. then night comes again and it takes over you, and you hate me all over again. still, I don't give up. I put up with it over and over again. until I can't anymore.
Aug 23, 2019
Aug 23, 2019 at 9:39 PM UTC
I know it may not seem like it,
I lose my temper, raise my voice,
I let it all out on you.
I make you feel like its all your fault.
I make you feel like you aren't good enough,
but trust me when I say,
you are everything I need,
you are everything I want,
don't let my words make you feel any less than you truly are,
because to me,
you are perfect.
Jul 18, 2019
Jul 18, 2019 at 9:40 PM UTC