You’re the reason I am me
Along with all that we’ve been through
So when I think
All my thoughts
Are tinged with signs of you
And it’s painful for me to see
You buy a ring for someone new
Even when it hurts
I’ll support anything
You do
Apr 5, 2022
Apr 5, 2022 at 9:20 PM UTC
Time unravels the complexities of my feelings,
And time is the only thing that can heal it.
Apr 3, 2022
Apr 3, 2022 at 12:23 PM UTC
It’s a gentle kind of pain.
It’s a two fold to the heart.
Apr 3, 2022
Apr 3, 2022 at 12:13 AM UTC
2013.
I know it's only my mind contouring his mouth into a smile and when I turn to walk away the velcro on his lips part; words like a choke-chain. But he has lyrics that remind him of somebody else etched into his hands, and she'll always be part of the plan.
He hums her song into my throat and we both pretend I don't understand.
2022
I know its only my mind conturing these memories
into a highlight reel
And when I think I have healed, once more I unfold.
But I have words he spoke etched deeply in the fibre of my soul.
I always thought he would be part of the plan.
He doesn’t sing for me and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts,
But I understand.
Apr 2, 2022
Apr 2, 2022 at 11:55 PM UTC
You strike your match
To light my wick;
My wax doesn’t drip for you.
Jan 2, 2022
Jan 2, 2022 at 1:44 PM UTC
He wants to take a dip
In my bottomless sea;
But is unable to swim.
Jan 2, 2022
Jan 2, 2022 at 1:40 PM UTC
I know I am meant to be a mother with all that I am.
I close my eyes to see my child’s face and feel their little hands.
I open my eyes and the bliss shifts to pain as fear heavier than anything I could explain cuts through my chest like a rip tide.
What means the world to me
may have been
forever
taken from me by a man
I meant nothing to.
Jan 1, 2022
Jan 1, 2022 at 11:24 PM UTC
His lips designed
to sweeten my poor name,
I find him gone
as quickly as he came.
Could it be that he, dear he
Takes pleasure in my pain.
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 10:36 PM UTC
He sends ripples though me.
He’s a good man, or so it seemed.
I must wean off the idea
That he is for me.
Dec 24, 2021
Dec 24, 2021 at 1:32 AM UTC
I reason with myself
to no avail.
I know
he is no good.
As long as he’s involved
I will run from my lesson,
I will find another excuse.
I will not
ever ever learn.
Dec 23, 2021
Dec 23, 2021 at 11:09 PM UTC