.
I once sent a picture saying “I am scared of you”
Although I’ve never stated this but I’m scared of the power you wield over me
Living in this nice delusional world is beautiful and all
But
When reality sets in I’ll be the biggest loser
I am not afraid to lose, I am ready to risk it all
But
What I fear is the despondent state this will leave me
Untouched yet unfit for anyone else
I can bounce back from anything
But
I can’t bounce back from you
This is why I hide from you
Sep 20, 2024
Sep 20, 2024 at 6:34 PM UTC
I spake fruitful words
Took sincerity to what I might call home
But they bounced off walls
Held here all alone feeling loom
Did I endanger our fate
Did you play me all along
Did I lose faith
Where did it go wrong
I adored you; wait, I worshipped you
You were my god
You are always going to be you
I sit here searching for the good
But drowned in the misery
♚
Kunbi dia
Sep 11, 2024
Sep 11, 2024 at 1:20 PM UTC
I am searching for a literary agent who would assist me in publishing my poetry compilation if you know anyone please send me a message, including their contacts
Thank you
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 5:13 PM UTC
I sat on top of the world; everyone knew my name
Now I try to find my way back, all I know is shame
My cars; crashed into parties, everyone wanted to be in my fancy wear
Why didn’t I look up investing and insuring; now I don’t mind if its rag, please just give me something to wear
My name was held in high esteem, white line called to me from Whitney’s rear
She never came back for me, but watched as I derail
Day and Night, I looked up to Whiskey, it became my religion
Now at the altar in search of salvation from the true religion
♚
Kunbi Dia
Dec 14, 2020
Dec 14, 2020 at 6:56 PM UTC
You told me yourself that “little things to you matter”
Being around you I’ve unconsciously adapted that feeling when it comes to you.
You say these things and the side of my brain that usually never gets what it wants is being feed.
Building emotions on the words you say
Building emotions on originally empty words
You don’t do drugs but you parade it around an addict .
You are very aware I’m trying to dispose of my feelings for you.
Seeing you the way you see me
But you make it difficult every time you call out with “psst”
I don’t want to lose you, that is one awful big mistake.
I hope you get past your shyness and let me in
Or maybe... maybe you are just afraid you might lose me when you really open up on how you really feel.
I really wish you’ll stop playing games even when deep down I feel you enjoy it.
So talk to me or make my coping mechanism easy for me
Pal
♚
Kunbi_dia
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 4:27 AM UTC
Lost in my sanctuary
Might make it out eventually
Is this my reality ?
And my imagination is becoming a frivolity?
Questioning the existence of life that surrounds me
Rather I’m the one without life in me
Lost lost lost lust lust lust
In an island filled with unhealthy lust
♚
Kunbi_dia
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 8:02 AM UTC
I’m nothing but an instrument to make you feel good about yourself
I’m nothing but a tool to make you feel powerful about your look
I’m nothing and the scenery is vague to you
I’m nothing but I see us clearly
Huge impossibilities
Left daydreaming
I probably need an unraveller
But I push them away cause I’m nothing
I’m nothing but I enjoy this sickly state
I know I’m nothing and I still want to be here
♚
Kunbi_dia
Jul 31, 2019
Jul 31, 2019 at 10:32 AM UTC
You believe poet tell lies
Yes they do
You believe poet fantasize
Yes they do
You believe poet paint unrealistic imagination
Yes we all do
But I am here to tell you
I am here to tell you
I am here to tell you
I won’t lie to you
I am not fantasizing
I’m definitely not here to sweet you up
Because
You will always be beautiful to me
♚
Kunbi_dia
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 11:16 AM UTC
Now it ends.
The lies and the deception.
Now it ends.
What I thought we really had, a connection?
Now it ends.
All the love and affection.
Now it ends.
Take your luggage and find a new destination.
All I wanted was to share your real emotions.
But you showed me you were more than just a distraction.
When you leave I hope my life recovers from this state of depression.
Now it ends.
Who you are.
Now it ends.
Who I am.
Now it ends.
My daily conception.
Leave my wretched soul because I am not giving you anymore attention.
♚
Kunbi_dia
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 5:48 PM UTC
Now it ends
All the lies
Now it ends
What we have
Now it ends
Who you are
Now it ends
Who I am
Now it ends
All the distraction
Now it ends
My daily conception
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 6:12 AM UTC