Kolko - Hello Poetry

Fighting. I cannot ******* stop fighting this. Waking up smiling, not clutching at my chest willing the pain to go away. What happened to that gaping hole he left me trying to fill? What happened to the shattered heart and broken soul he left me with? I don't remember fixing myself, I don't even remember wanting to be fixed. What have you done? What are you doing to me? I'm smiling, dancing in the rain again. I gotta stop this before you leave, once again abandoning me unable to breathe. I cannot stop fighting this.

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Sep 15, 2015

Sep 15, 2015 at 6:18 PM UTC

What Have You Done

Fighting. I cannot ******* stop fighting this. Waking up smiling, not clutching at my chest willing the pain to go away. What happened to that gaping hole he left me trying to fill? What happened to the shattered heart and broken soul he left me with? I don't remember fixing myself, I don't even remember wanting to be fixed. What have you done? What are you doing to me? I'm smiling, dancing in the rain again. I gotta stop this before you leave, once again abandoning me unable to breathe. I cannot stop fighting this.

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Before there was you There was him. He didn't love me though, He just shattered me. Pieces of me still line these rust stained floors. I never asked to be put back together, But yet here you are Stringing me back with your thread. Soon you may learn I'm not quite worth this. Because before there was a you There was a him.

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Aug 28, 2015

Aug 28, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC

Before You

Before there was you There was him. He didn't love me though, He just shattered me. Pieces of me still line these rust stained floors. I never asked to be put back together, But yet here you are Stringing me back with your thread. Soon you may learn I'm not quite worth this. Because before there was a you There was a him.

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You're trying to save me Baby I'm un-savable. You're wanting me, But God you're consuming me You're drowning me. Please just ******* disarm me Trying to disentangle my thoughts I gotta be numb for this. My minds a hell you can't forgive This'll lead you to leaving me And officially unraveling me.

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Jul 24, 2015

Jul 24, 2015 at 3:09 PM UTC

Trying

You're trying to save me Baby I'm un-savable. You're wanting me, But God you're consuming me You're drowning me. Please just ******* disarm me Trying to disentangle my thoughts I gotta be numb for this. My minds a hell you can't forgive This'll lead you to leaving me And officially unraveling me.

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I can't breathe. You're drowning me I'm crying, screaming While you're holding me Why are you choosing someone like me You're branding me, but I'm chaotic Resistance. I've given up so just leave me be, Cause all you're doing is just Hurting me.

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Jul 22, 2015

Jul 22, 2015 at 12:05 PM UTC

Chaotic Resistance

I can't breathe. You're drowning me I'm crying, screaming While you're holding me Why are you choosing someone like me You're branding me, but I'm chaotic Resistance. I've given up so just leave me be, Cause all you're doing is just Hurting me.

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Starving But I'm not hungry. Fulfilled But yet I always end up Empty. You continue to recede I'm reaching out But what's there to hold on to?

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Jul 14, 2015

Jul 14, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC

Empty

Starving But I'm not hungry. Fulfilled But yet I always end up Empty. You continue to recede I'm reaching out But what's there to hold on to?

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Loving you loving me Is this a dream? I have you here But I can tell you want to be there. You savaging soul Just go. But I'll still be here Loving you loving me Wishing this was just a dream.

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Jun 15, 2015

Jun 15, 2015 at 7:10 PM UTC

Dream

Loving you loving me Is this a dream? I have you here But I can tell you want to be there. You savaging soul Just go. But I'll still be here Loving you loving me Wishing this was just a dream.

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You are this overpowering element that is quickly becoming my sole undoing. Watching you watch her I can't breath. You stand there while I stand here begging you to take away my pain I'm so consumed in everything you Who's so entangled in everything her. You're actions promise falsities As yours words lose their meaning Cuz your eyes show your lies, I guess You never really were mine.

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Jun 13, 2015

Jun 13, 2015 at 4:45 PM UTC

You

You are this overpowering element that is quickly becoming my sole undoing. Watching you watch her I can't breath. You stand there while I stand here begging you to take away my pain I'm so consumed in everything you Who's so entangled in everything her. You're actions promise falsities As yours words lose their meaning Cuz your eyes show your lies, I guess You never really were mine.

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Snorting, Coughing, Drowning the pain when did I resort to such a shame? I thought you changed but really I've just been drained. I struggled, I fought, thought I could hold you back. claws just dug too deep you ripped my seams. I thought his thread could hold me together he's proven to be too weak. These burning sensations will have to do, I'll just keep on crushing, keep on pouring, keep on numbing the rest of this **** is only a dream, cause I now have no seams.

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Jun 10, 2015

Jun 10, 2015 at 4:19 AM UTC

Seams

Snorting, Coughing, Drowning the pain when did I resort to such a shame? I thought you changed but really I've just been drained. I struggled, I fought, thought I could hold you back. claws just dug too deep you ripped my seams. I thought his thread could hold me together he's proven to be too weak. These burning sensations will have to do, I'll just keep on crushing, keep on pouring, keep on numbing the rest of this **** is only a dream, cause I now have no seams.

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