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Know1knowsMe2
just a poet learning my craft!
There is nothing left to say. You declared with audacity how I was an impediment. I recollected how pitiable I was, desperate for nothing, because it wouldn't, it didn't alter anything. So enamored was I with you, I relinquished half of myself to appease you. The superior parts of me I surrendered willingly to you, as I permitted myself to become illicitly compliant in the scheme of deceiving myself. I believed the half-truths, the falsehoods, and the empty promises. You made a wreck of me, exposing me to such debasingly immoral things. I thought I could trust you after everything we shared. I never knew such passions; I never felt such care. How was I to know none of it was genuine? Time has elapsed, and I have healed. I have moved on, not as swiftly as you, and it didn't take another to get me here. So, the emails, the texts, the contacting my family needs to cease. It doesn't matter if I'm single. What mattered was that I had so much fight in me to save us I was a willing participant, my own collateral damage when it came to you. I allowed so much and pleaded for so long for you to see me, to love me as I did you. Like you once used to. The fool I played, for it wasn't love at all. It wasn't even lust; it was mere 'usage.' I contorted myself to fit into your world. I reinvented myself to a lower self in place of the worldly woman I once was. I infringed on my intellect and played dumb, forever the fool, all for you. And it still wasn't enough. You told me I was too strong, too independent, and so I diminished myself. My integrity be ****** I lowered my standards and discarded my boundaries to please you. All for what? For you to do exactly what I implored you not to do: to toy with me, to lie and deceive, to harm and torture, to manipulate and abuse. And even then, it wasn't enough. I was never enough. No matter now. I have healed myself, and I have moved on. How wonderful it is to see I am nowhere near where I used to be, and the me I am today you'll never get close to. So, for all the attempts at contacting me and wanting to talk, I must let it be known I have nothing left to say!
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Dec 30, 2024
Dec 30, 2024 at 7:37 AM UTC
Nothing Left To Say.
There is nothing left to say. You declared with audacity how I was an impediment. I recollected how pitiable I was, desperate for nothing, because it wouldn't, it didn't alter anything. So enamored was I with you, I relinquished half of myself to appease you. The superior parts of me I surrendered willingly to you, as I permitted myself to become illicitly compliant in the scheme of deceiving myself. I believed the half-truths, the falsehoods, and the empty promises. You made a wreck of me, exposing me to such debasingly immoral things. I thought I could trust you after everything we shared. I never knew such passions; I never felt such care. How was I to know none of it was genuine? Time has elapsed, and I have healed. I have moved on, not as swiftly as you, and it didn't take another to get me here. So, the emails, the texts, the contacting my family needs to cease. It doesn't matter if I'm single. What mattered was that I had so much fight in me to save us I was a willing participant, my own collateral damage when it came to you. I allowed so much and pleaded for so long for you to see me, to love me as I did you. Like you once used to. The fool I played, for it wasn't love at all. It wasn't even lust; it was mere 'usage.' I contorted myself to fit into your world. I reinvented myself to a lower self in place of the worldly woman I once was. I infringed on my intellect and played dumb, forever the fool, all for you. And it still wasn't enough. You told me I was too strong, too independent, and so I diminished myself. My integrity be ****** I lowered my standards and discarded my boundaries to please you. All for what? For you to do exactly what I implored you not to do: to toy with me, to lie and deceive, to harm and torture, to manipulate and abuse. And even then, it wasn't enough. I was never enough. No matter now. I have healed myself, and I have moved on. How wonderful it is to see I am nowhere near where I used to be, and the me I am today you'll never get close to. So, for all the attempts at contacting me and wanting to talk, I must let it be known I have nothing left to say!
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*I've waited a long time for this                     craved you with all of my five senses                                               conjured you up in a dream, in my minds eye                            I see how this will play out, yet holding on to hope            that you'll sooth my achy heart &    fill my body,                                                  All I can do is                 hold in my anticipation as                  You're ********** me,                           I love foreplay but not right now &        I love that you've left the lights on......           I'm watching you as you're gazing at me                     with that boyish devilish look BABY it's going to be magical                          Oh my you've just entered me so slow,                     deeply penetrating                               the very essence            of my tight honey ***                                           Love how you've just                         put your hand on                                my delicate throbbing bud               stroking it as you ****** in & out                                        of my velveteen flower                            my legs spread wider on their own                      as each                   ****** produces a diphthong sound                        I can hear it         and            it's like a rising acoustic sound as our bodies collide together-                                    reverberating off these walls.                              Your lustful assault     has me gripping the sheets.                           I have to cry out! Oh my God................ I can't take it!!! Oooo               You're so deep,                    swelling and as you do so my sugar walls tighten up I can feel myself getting wetter                                   can fee it, the look on ya face say you do.... You're massive member is                                     driving in me   like a drill             thrilling all five of my sense, Baby the smell of us,                 is in the air The feel of us meshed together                        tantalizing every part of my skin Your my sinful addiction Mr. D...                             Moaning out your name over        and over my voice is almost hoarse can you feel it like I do,                 is it good to you like its good to me my unyielding tormentor?                             Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh              You feel so good       &           I believe I'm about to erupt*......                                WAIT,                                     Why'd you stop                              &                 PULL OUT!? By: ~KnowOneKnowsMe~
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Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 3:54 PM UTC
PULLOUT!?!
*I've waited a long time for this                     craved you with all of my five senses                                               conjured you up in a dream, in my minds eye                            I see how this will play out, yet holding on to hope            that you'll sooth my achy heart &    fill my body,                                                  All I can do is                 hold in my anticipation as                  You're ********** me,                           I love foreplay but not right now &        I love that you've left the lights on......           I'm watching you as you're gazing at me                     with that boyish devilish look BABY it's going to be magical                          Oh my you've just entered me so slow,                     deeply penetrating                               the very essence            of my tight honey ***                                           Love how you've just                         put your hand on                                my delicate throbbing bud               stroking it as you ****** in & out                                        of my velveteen flower                            my legs spread wider on their own                      as each                   ****** produces a diphthong sound                        I can hear it         and            it's like a rising acoustic sound as our bodies collide together-                                    reverberating off these walls.                              Your lustful assault     has me gripping the sheets.                           I have to cry out! Oh my God................ I can't take it!!! Oooo               You're so deep,                    swelling and as you do so my sugar walls tighten up I can feel myself getting wetter                                   can fee it, the look on ya face say you do.... You're massive member is                                     driving in me   like a drill             thrilling all five of my sense, Baby the smell of us,                 is in the air The feel of us meshed together                        tantalizing every part of my skin Your my sinful addiction Mr. D...                             Moaning out your name over        and over my voice is almost hoarse can you feel it like I do,                 is it good to you like its good to me my unyielding tormentor?                             Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh              You feel so good       &           I believe I'm about to erupt*......                                WAIT,                                     Why'd you stop                              &                 PULL OUT!? By: ~KnowOneKnowsMe~
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Drip drop Drip as if a faucets dripping, drip drop drip drop, sing song sing, bleeding limbs, bruised cut wrists. Tequila & pills easing me into a sedation of sweet oblivion. limbs, wrists, tears stinging blending together meshing in & out, insistingly extracting, melting round & round. pins drop soundlessly on the carpet. Blue & red lights flash brightly out the window, I can't hear, I can't feel, I'm fading.... colors blend, faces fade, shadows dim. I see nothing, blurred shapes like the kaleidoscope, twinkling starlight's shimmering brightly before my eyes I see nothing... Only Smudges. By: ~KnowOneKnowsMe2~
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Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 3:23 AM UTC
Smudges
Drip drop Drip as if a faucets dripping, drip drop drip drop, sing song sing, bleeding limbs, bruised cut wrists. Tequila & pills easing me into a sedation into sweet oblivion blending together meshing in & out, insistingly extracting, melting round & round. pins drop soundlessly on the carpet. Blue & red lights flash brightly out the window, I can't hear, I can't feel, I'm fading.... colors blend, faces fade, shadows dim. I see nothing, blurred shapes like the kaleidoscope, twinkling starlight's shimmering brightly before my eyes I see nothing... Only Smudges. By: ~KnowOneKnowsMe2~
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Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 3:10 AM UTC
Smudges