Don't look at me
with those hypnotic eyes
forcing me to fall weak
Don't speak to me
with that entrancing voice
that portrays lies, spells that lures me to you
Don't hold me
with that enchanted touch
that keeps me spellbound
Don't kiss me at night
with the moon bright outside
as it gives you power and temptation
Don't try
for I know the truth
I know what you are
Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 11:32 AM UTC
when we hugged
I was the perfect size
to lay my head on your chest and hear your heat beat
When we made love
my ******* were the perfect size
for your hands to fill
When we held hand
the spaces were the right size
for every finger to interlock with yours
When we kissed
my head was the perfect size
for you to hold with one hand and gently rub with your thumb
But in real life
am I the perfect girl
to live the rest of my life with you and to build a future with?
Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 1:54 PM UTC
Oh dear luster.
Today I felt your lips after a long time. The immediate intimacy is still there but this time i felt another on your lips, you did not taste like how I remembered you. I looked into your eyes and I did not see me, so I kept them closed but still I could feel another on your lips.
I could feel her because you tasted like regret, I could feel her because you touched me with remorse. So I looked into your eyes once more but all I saw was thirst. You had me turnt me into a savage - one that knew nothing about feelings for it was never practiced. It died within and it was then I realise the regret and remorse I tasted on you came from within me, how could I have let you in again after I knew you will never by my lover for you only practice lust.
You're my luster
Mar 21, 2017
Mar 21, 2017 at 8:39 AM UTC
"It's not the words of the bully that hurt me
It's the silence of my friends"
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC
This is so hard
Different than i thought
Maybe I'm just not suited here
Outcast!
That's what I am
My poems,
If they even worthy enough to be called one.
They can't even compare to the poems here.
Maybe I'm not suited here
Outcast!
That's what I am
I want my words to flow like yours
For everyone to read with hungry eyes
Respect my work
But maybe I'm not suited here
Outcast!
That's what I am
Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 4:39 AM UTC
"But your life's perfect" they tell me
Haha if only they knew
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 5:25 PM UTC
"Whats wrong with you?" You ask
With that careless tone in your voice
Just standing there and asking
Like you have no choice
Frown on your face
as you watch my tears fall
I stare at you thinking
Dont you care at all?
"What wrong?!" you ask again
This time with frustration
And i know you're thinking
That im just looking for attention
A thousand reasons
But none you'll understand
So i simply shake my head
And wipe the tears with my hand
You moan and leave the room
Not understanding my pain
But how can i ask you to
If you always think im insane
I know things are different now
After your stroke
But you always treat me
As if im a joke
I want things to be back to normal
For everything to change
Where im your little girl
And just start a new page
Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 2:20 PM UTC
Time to hide again
To place her mask on
That shines beautiful smiles
For hundreds of miles
But her eyes
How could they betray her?
The hurt and weariness stays
For everyone to gaze
Years of hurt and suffering
She is too weak to keep it in
Tears fall from her eyes
From her soul that slowly dies
No one would take her serious
For they won't understand
No one should hear her cries
If so, she simply denies
Time to hide again
To place her mask on
But it's slowly breaking
By her heart that's aching
Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 1:36 AM UTC
*Freedom is just a word to me.
Freedom is what I long for!
Sitting on this jail bed
Wishing to escape:
These constant fights
These burglar bars
These lonely nights
and emotional scars
Freedom is just a word to me.
Freedom is what I long for!*
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 11:03 AM UTC