I think regret is a flame that continues to burn you.
The same old sting yet the capacities differ
It is our knowledge of the what if's that plagues us
The if i could have one more moment i would do it different
It yells in our ear like a forgotten premonition
The embrace of disappointment yet self inflicted
I just didn't love the right way
and No I can never forget it
I love to see you happy
but wish it was because of my actions
It will never happen
I Cannot Go backwards the doors are one way
I hope the regret doesn't suffocate me each day
I hope you know that things be as it may
I hope to see you overly happy
and me in dismay
Aug 27, 2019
Aug 27, 2019 at 9:32 AM UTC
The gateway to a different dimension
Dreams are an instant life
Wiped from existence
Whatever linger is in bits and pieces
However dreams of you
Are a forever memory
The day the world lost you
The dreams I no longer see of hear them
My dreams and hopes have become superstition
So now instead chasing them
I tend to fear them because once they are accomplished
the world may end it
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 10:58 AM UTC
I am Full of Flame
as it burn ever bright
do i put the flame out or
do I let it consume me
As its glass case melts away
do I let it burn
the beautiful of the flame
the way its identity flows
or shall I let this flame continue to burn
it is a part of every identity
or should I suffocate it
or let it cinder the rest of me.
I burned bright for you but you never fed my flames
caught up in the beauty you let it die now
all that is left the ashes for the a new flame to burn out
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 2:53 AM UTC
I believe that every conscious being travels this road
Where nothing is completely given or reached
Where everything completely stop but never goes
This road diverged into either the left path or right
plagued with the decision of making a choice
The pressure of that inner voice
Speaking to you
of the consequences of each action
the good never out weigh the bad
The consequences never worth the results
The action of always sacrificing something in terms of ganging
It is the road that you cannot venture away
No matter where you turn
you always end up returning
this road is one who tampers with your mental capacity
Your morality
Your happiness
Your individuality
It happened too those before
and will to those after me
what a progressional tragedy
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 2:50 AM UTC
Love
Give me that undeniable ,
even at times you don’t know why that it’s justifiable,
whenever we need each other no question reliable,
near or far it’s just a flight or two,
if it comes down to it I’d die with you ,
in my heart and in mind there is no denying you,
When I’m with you soul connecting is forever lasting not just one night with you,
In this dream of you , I pray I
This is only facts no mistake in you
You were made in his image
He yomust have been for patient with you
Perfectly imperfect
There was and is never a mistake in u
Such a beautifully designed being
Stars themselves shine at your meaning
May this beautiful day be whatever you believe it
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 11:32 AM UTC
Holding on to past Recollection of happiness
Itching to gain back the people that we were
at Some point, no save point , we lost where we were
We had dreams and made schemes for our future endeavors together
Like erosion our foundation became weathered
With time, Will we rebuild each other or will this ship perish and sink beneath the vision of unforgotten finish line.
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
You
Shall I tell the the ways I admire you?
Should i tell you that everyday I wake from slumber
And you’re absent I long for you
Shall I tell you that you are my sweetest dream manifested
My forbidden fruit that I’d die to taste
So that I can become your nutrients so that you won’t ever wither away
Shall I tell thee that no woman compares in my eyes
A love undefined unrefined
The greatest scientific element
Nothing else holds relevance
To say that one would die for you and mean it
Is trivial in the aspect
You’re more than beautiful
I’d eternally live to make you smile everyday
This is no opinion to assess
Question arise when the thought arises do you feel that same?
Will I ever find the right words to say?
Or will this heart continue to bleed with the ink from this page
Someday I may never know
Someday the truth will be answered
Until then my heart sleeps
For the day I enjoy your embrace
Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 7:06 AM UTC
Love#
Give me that undeniable ,
even at times you don’t know why that it’s justifiable,
whenever we need each other no question reliable,
near or far it’s just a flight or two,
if it comes down to it I’d die with you ,
in my heart and in mind there is no denying you,
When I’m with you soul connecting is forever lasting not just one night with you,
In this dream of you , I pray I never wake from you
This is only facts no mistake in you
You were made in his image
He must have been for patient with you
Perfectly imperfect
There was and is never a mistake in u
Such a beautifully designed being
Stars themselves shine at your meaning
May this beautiful day be whatever you believe it
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 8:04 AM UTC
Lately I stared at myself in disgust ,
how could you ?
It was something so beautiful ,
destroy it ..why would you ?
It was your everything and you reduced it nothing
,how dare you ?
You let lies, deceit, and paranoia ensnare you,
why would you ?
It was our one true piece of happiness our future and you sabotaged it,
Who are you ?
Maybe its time I suppress you
And Progress without you
Because when it comes to our happiness you’ve constantly shown no concern
It’s time to let you drift like the beautiful embers in the wind as the Phoenix burns
You were our greatest obstacle
There with every turn
I guess it took our final loss
For me to learn
Goodbye My doubt, good bye my insecurity,
I have lived my life with you pursuing and
Sabotaging me
I am finally comprehending who I really am
Those false pretenses no longer shackle my hands and wings
May I fly like Phoenix and you drift away like the embers in the breeze
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 10:47 AM UTC
When you compared me to them in your mind I became them
I was destined to depart from your presence
I fought for what we had but this ship sailed in its own direction
Cutting through the waves instead of simply letting them take us on this journey of self understanding and companionship
It became a constant battle between the tides of opinions and mistrust
What happened to us ?
What happened to the reason that made your presence just enough ?
What happened to love and effort being enough ?
Although this book is reaching or has reached its last chapter
With tears sweeping away my ****** expressions like high tide in the sand
I’m hoping your happily ever after is within the reach of your hand
Sep 22, 2017
Sep 22, 2017 at 8:58 PM UTC