If she was the garden of eden
I would eat the apple willing
God is her word
And as the poison invades my lungs
My last words will be her name
Dec 28, 2023
Dec 28, 2023 at 2:05 AM UTC
I want to date for the fun of it
Wake up in someone’s bed because I can
But I keep scattering my heart about in hopes someone will see me
Choose me
And stay
Mar 5, 2023
Mar 5, 2023 at 11:28 AM UTC
I don’t want to be embraced and told it’s ok to be this way I want to be moved not told to stay
Mar 5, 2023
Mar 5, 2023 at 11:25 AM UTC
We didn’t even date and yet you get angry like you have a claim to my person
We didn’t even date and yet you try and change my choices
We didn’t even date
Mar 5, 2023
Mar 5, 2023 at 11:25 AM UTC
I made a playlist while we were together and it’s been left untouched because you left before I got the chance to give you songs that reminded me of you
Mar 5, 2023
Mar 5, 2023 at 11:23 AM UTC
Am I in love with you?
Or just wanting you to like me
Is it a fear of commitment
Or am I confused
Sometimes I think this feeling is jealousy
But when I think of you kissing someone else I don’t really care
Do I love you
Or the idea that you love me
Is it attention I want
Or your arms wrapped around me
Am I scared of loving you
Or loving the idea of being loved
Aug 14, 2022
Aug 14, 2022 at 11:13 AM UTC
I fell in love with you
In everything you do
Your scent your smile
Your anger your happiness
I fell in love because I liked the way you contemplate which Ice cream to get
How you explained why stars are beautiful
I fell in love with how you loved
I fell in love with how you felt
I fell in love with everything that makes
You
Jul 31, 2022
Jul 31, 2022 at 4:38 AM UTC
I’m scared of living to late
That I’ll miss the best chance of feeling alive
Because I can’t take failure
I’m tired of spending days trying to feel okay again
And one day I know I will need to fail
To go through the feelings of being alive
I don’t know if I can handle that
Jul 31, 2022
Jul 31, 2022 at 4:34 AM UTC
I’m walking through fog
The future Blurry and Unknown
I wish I could say I like surprises
That I look forward to where I end up
I’m terrified
I’ll make one mistake and there’s no retry
No quick fix and I’ll end up walking miles to nothing
Jul 31, 2022
Jul 31, 2022 at 4:30 AM UTC