Kaweqamon - Hello Poetry

Like old horror movie slime engulfing an entire city-so she has taken over my mind She pushes the levers in the space that was once a clean circuit between my heart and brain. You see I am trapped For the one I hate the most is fused with the one I love the most. How do you run from and towards the same thing? After a while you just stay put. So here I am tonight stifling my cold hate again. I know she loves me more, but fear is a powerful thing. So I will stay because I love my mother more than anything. Maybe even my own dreams.

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Jul 29, 2015

Jul 29, 2015 at 9:58 PM UTC

Stepmother

Like old horror movie slime engulfing an entire city-so she has taken over my mind She pushes the levers in the space that was once a clean circuit between my heart and brain. You see I am trapped For the one I hate the most is fused with the one I love the most. How do you run from and towards the same thing? After a while you just stay put. So here I am tonight stifling my cold hate again. I know she loves me more, but fear is a powerful thing. So I will stay because I love my mother more than anything. Maybe even my own dreams.

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So what was your first impression? hesitant sigh "He was a nice enough guy, seemed genuine it's just..it felt too polite, like he was running a script of all the right things to say. He came off as easygoing but inside it felt like he was on 10 - there was a frenetic energy around his brain you know?..and internal grind..and it's not bad or good it's just oh sweety he's got some stuff goin on." I raised my brow and nodded in reluctant agreement. There's a certain kind of heartache that comes when you glimpse into someone's private suffering. When you have fallen for their act that carries them through the real world. A solid oak turned out to be a scared shaky leaf.

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Sep 2, 2014

Sep 2, 2014 at 8:29 PM UTC

Fragility

So what was your first impression? hesitant sigh "He was a nice enough guy, seemed genuine it's just..it felt too polite, like he was running a script of all the right things to say. He came off as easygoing but inside it felt like he was on 10 - there was a frenetic energy around his brain you know?..and internal grind..and it's not bad or good it's just oh sweety he's got some stuff goin on." I raised my brow and nodded in reluctant agreement. There's a certain kind of heartache that comes when you glimpse into someone's private suffering. When you have fallen for their act that carries them through the real world. A solid oak turned out to be a scared shaky leaf.

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So aching to be in love You romanticize the few good moments And turn a blind eye to the red flags. Gut says no No, no, no Save yourself the pain, don't ignore me now.

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Jun 10, 2014

Jun 10, 2014 at 9:53 PM UTC

You're not the one

So aching to be in love You romanticize the few good moments And turn a blind eye to the red flags. Gut says no No, no, no Save yourself the pain, don't ignore me now.

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When I see you The clouds will part Shimmering petals will swirl in the air The look on your face Will tell how you've adored me since lifetimes before I'm your favorite and you are my home. I'll want to run to you But slow will be my pace My gaze For I know time will stand still for us To savor our reunion We've been homesick so long

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Mar 31, 2014

Mar 31, 2014 at 11:40 PM UTC

Hello, Soulmate

When I see you The clouds will part Shimmering petals will swirl in the air The look on your face Will tell how you've adored me since lifetimes before I'm your favorite and you are my home. I'll want to run to you But slow will be my pace My gaze For I know time will stand still for us To savor our reunion We've been homesick so long

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My dad kept his eyes on the road, brimmed with tears and you just gotta beleive, His voice brittle, fighting not to break. That we'll all be together again someday.

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Mar 26, 2014

Mar 26, 2014 at 10:37 PM UTC

See you in Heaven

My dad kept his eyes on the road, brimmed with tears and you just gotta beleive, His voice brittle, fighting not to break. That we'll all be together again someday.

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I still drift back to one song I heard years back. See I had me a "come-to-Jesus" moment When you opened your mouth to sing. I mean **** I confess Since that night I've wanted to get next to you Tell you about the time I was in the crowd All ****** and hazy Then your voice rang out I sat up in my seat, leaned in Suddenly awake and utterly Stupefied.

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Mar 25, 2014

Mar 25, 2014 at 10:47 PM UTC

Crush

I still drift back to one song I heard years back. See I had me a "come-to-Jesus" moment When you opened your mouth to sing. I mean **** I confess Since that night I've wanted to get next to you Tell you about the time I was in the crowd All ****** and hazy Then your voice rang out I sat up in my seat, leaned in Suddenly awake and utterly Stupefied.

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I was told once that I lived a former life as a nun I liked the thought It rang true in my heart. But what about this other one that keeps showing up in my dreams? Where I smoked virginia slims Danced nights in a hazy dive bar Black hair A luscious mystery Mainstreet by Bob Seger That'll take you there. Oh, and please, I would like if you trusted in me to discern imagination From a soul memory

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Mar 22, 2014

Mar 22, 2014 at 1:16 PM UTC

Past Lives

I was told once that I lived a former life as a nun I liked the thought It rang true in my heart. But what about this other one that keeps showing up in my dreams? Where I smoked virginia slims Danced nights in a hazy dive bar Black hair A luscious mystery Mainstreet by Bob Seger That'll take you there. Oh, and please, I would like if you trusted in me to discern imagination From a soul memory

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I wish it wasn't so. This primal fear When I feel all eyes on me.

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Mar 22, 2014

Mar 22, 2014 at 11:21 AM UTC

Public speaking

I wish it wasn't so. This primal fear When I feel all eyes on me.

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I wanted so badly to uncover a bright clean heart in you I kept on digging like a mad dog in the dirt I know it's gotta be here somewhere. See this is urgent All I wish for now is to find a glimmer of hope in the dirt And climb on up to the surface with that treasure in the palm of my hand. "See! Proof that you want to live to see tomorrow"

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Mar 20, 2014

Mar 20, 2014 at 10:52 PM UTC

I owe it to you

I wanted so badly to uncover a bright clean heart in you I kept on digging like a mad dog in the dirt I know it's gotta be here somewhere. See this is urgent All I wish for now is to find a glimmer of hope in the dirt And climb on up to the surface with that treasure in the palm of my hand. "See! Proof that you want to live to see tomorrow"

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