Finding my worth in this love,
That's unmerciful nature wont let me stand.
So I choose not to break.
Please give me the strength to bend.
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 1:45 AM UTC
I wish that I was a bit more mature.
I wish that i thought good for all.
I wish that i could be the best.
I wish that I could let my mind rest.
I wish that I wasn't someone who did things without thinking.
I wish that I wasn't someone who has to read the same line thrice.
I wish that i wont be a bad person anymore
I just wish that she doesn't remember me at all.
I wish I knew whether what I felt was real.
I wish I knew whether my thoughts were real.
I hope I don't run out of things to distract myself.
I hope that I can fix myself.
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 1:41 AM UTC
I bite my nails as a habit.
Though i tried stopping it,
Trying to grow my nails and be like the others—I just didn't.
My mother scolded me every time they bled,
I wish I could tell her that her scolding didn't help.
I am biting my nails, it's a habit I'm sure?
I tried harder to stop it so I could put on some acrylics—but I just couldn't anymore.
My mother eventually got tired wiping the blood away.
I wish I could tell her that I wasn't okay.
I bit my nails as a “habit”.
I bit them until I couldn't anymore.
I've lost hope of wearing pretty acrylics.
My mother never knew as I chose to not tell her.
And as she wiped away her tears,
I wish I could tell her I love her.
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 11:12 PM UTC