In this bayou of lies
I used to float about
Now suddenly I am under.
With each passing day it,
Fills higher and higher
My body lays at the bottom
Undeserving of air.
I stopped fighting for life,
I live with these lies
At the bottom of this unforgiving bayou
I jumped in. oblivious. accepting
I stay here because I am no longer guilty .
My decision executed around our love
I didn't mean to hurt you, but I did
For me, the first thing I've ever done for ME!
I don't think it'll be my last …
-kathycis
Jul 4, 2019
Jul 4, 2019 at 6:49 PM UTC
Is it okay ?
to hurt someone
Will you remember?
all the arguments
all the words unspoken in the..
silent air between us
Come find me ?
in the dark
on the ground, after all the tears
Are you Missing me today?
always Forgetting me tomorrow
Why LIE?
hurting you
hurting me more
I AM LOST
Is it okay?
-kathycis
Jun 1, 2019
Jun 1, 2019 at 12:51 PM UTC
No more begging
No more pleading
Pain is coming
Pain is here
Set me free
Light the match
Set US free
Let it Burn
Smile at the pain
It was always there
-kathycis
Jun 1, 2019
Jun 1, 2019 at 11:09 AM UTC
One look at you
One look
And the memories
The fun
The passionate memories
Come back again
Hate missing you
Hate what you did
One look at you
One look and I’m ...
I’m back where I was .
Where it ended
That feeling
Gone again, back again
- Kathycis
May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 9:37 AM UTC
You came from no where
Brought along the attention.. the lust
You hid your intentions with a simple smile
Knowing it would change me
You gave me the passion I longed for
Catching me when I was questioning so much
You made me forget all my insecurities
I gave you a piece of my heart
You gave me back..
A heart that beats differently for you
Because of you
Because of lust
Of Passion
SIN!!
-kathycis
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 10:14 AM UTC
I'm losing my mind
Everyone sees it,
i'm not the same
Definitely not sane
I'm a wishful thinker
Though i have a lot to tinker
I'll lose my mind
If that keeps everyone else kind
Who will save me today
Before my mind has gone away
-kathycis
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 3:24 AM UTC
The light in her eyes fade
The candles unable to draw a flame
Because the winds are to strong now
The smile she wore everyday
Hanging in the back of her closet
Her happiness left
She’s begging it back
Everyone knows that never works
Why me? Why now?
The days were brighter yesterday
Today is nothing but clouds
She trying to pulls her smile over her face
But the brace
It wont stay
Especially today.
-kathycis
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 2:23 AM UTC
You’re stuck
Your words replaying
Hating the choices you’ve made
Hating loving me while I’m
Hating loving you.
My mind replays our moments
Now tarnished, now hurting
You’re stuck in that place and
You don’t deserve it
You’re gone now, forever I’m not sure .
I’m stuck in my mind putting the pieces together
Of the heart you broke
-kathycis
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 4:59 PM UTC
Loneliness is something I always feel even surrounded in a room full of loving people I am alone in my mind I am in the dark searching for light... never finding it... never feeling the warmth of the sun just the coldness the nite brings and I'm happy in the dark because I've been with it forever ... I know I'll be happier in light the light I'll never find, but will keep searching for.
May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 11:18 PM UTC
Her love was endless
Her smile never faded
At the sight of her, she looks like she doesn't live in worry
But of course her face is a lie
A lie she's trying to get rid of
A lie she hopes turns to truth
Happiness within is her only goal in life
The only wish in her new mind
--kathycis
Nov 21, 2016
Nov 21, 2016 at 12:34 AM UTC