Glimps of reciprocity
Dangling in my mind
Holding tight on this rope
Burning up my hands
I'll take it-- the pain of hope
Is a greater consequence
To consume than to push
Everything else away
Apr 8
Apr 8, 2026 at 12:10 PM UTC
All I can do is think about how much I love you.
You were like an oxygen tank delivered to me
at the peak of a mountain.
Otherwise trapped in an altitude I was never meant to survive.
Every day without you,
The air grows thinner
and breathing becomes a burden.
I don’t want to lose you
only to find you again later.
I want to find you inside the pain I feel now,
not after it fades
into quiet background noise.
Dreaming of our future—
Both in happiness and hardship
I’m homesick like never before.
I didn’t know you could be homesick for a person,
but when someone becomes the family you choose,
when home becomes a person,
distance feels unbearable.
How do you keep moving
without your purpose?
The person who inspires you
to be the best version of yourself,
who makes the mundane feel possible—
even adventurous.
A catalyst for courage,
for the capacity to face life
Even when the air begins to thin
Mar 6
Mar 6, 2026 at 2:31 PM UTC
I hold her tight and carry her with my heart
For she is a translator for the love I carry
And cannot share directly
Curated activity and words of wisdom
Flow from my lips and out of hers
So that when you can't hear me, you can hear her
Shared is the innocent existence of uncertain joy
Appreciated by both the observer and the wonderer
Captured in the revitalization of love across space
Feb 15
Feb 15, 2026 at 1:03 PM UTC
Pounding, pumping, plumped up
Beating into a tightened chest
The tension isn't just cardiac in nature
Smooth muscles rough-house
Through the feeling of overexertion
Empty stomach sits so small
Bubbling with nausea and unease
A drying mouth ssucks closed
Vision doubled and halved
Dimwitted in the absence of support
Cloudy voices circle quietly
Building up into messy noise
Looping soundtracks add structure
Otherwise missing
Verging on the precipice of Serge
Dec 7, 2025
Dec 7, 2025 at 5:05 PM UTC
A cornucopia of wanderlust rushes through your heart
And out comes the sign of a daisy-covered altar
Bleaching the wind beneath your limestone arches
Giving rise to the spindling spider unburdening its web
Let yourself be cuddled within the feral carnage
Of a crawling lullaby seizing the perfection
Only crafted by a darkened rainy day prolonged
By the flutter of a butterfly's wing in the night
A twilt knighted fighter emerges through power
Of outdated appendages, ignorant and stumbling
Into the daytime needed to cleanse the confusion
Of his or her worship in the picture of a castle
As if it is her, as if it him, as if it is only an idea of reality
Plastered across the pages of another digital escapade
Landing in the marshes that make up your life now
If only you could be found in that messy forge
Aug 30, 2025
Aug 30, 2025 at 12:29 PM UTC
I yearn for something long gone in the depths of the future;
Not able to place a finger on its familiarity.
Discovering what is already known
Can be a clarifying process of redundancy.
When a step forward feels like a tumble backward
Toward the inevitable direction of it all.
When a puzzle forms around me
I stand there, inert.
The challenge beckons me further. It calls me closer,
Etching itself deeper into my path.
Smiling at the fantasy of completion on the other side,
A field of emotional mishaps rains down before me.
Apr 16, 2025
Apr 16, 2025 at 9:55 AM UTC
Oh, my darling lover,
My thoughts are always stitched with your image
You live in the quiet corners of my mind
I can’t seem to think without thinking of you
I find myself wanting all your time—
To see you in every form, every being, every unguarded glance—
And for you to see me from every angle,
To study one another like a language only we speak.
I crave your touch like a favorite song I never tire of
I picture myself wrapped up in your arms, never straying from their comfort.
The way my hands slip so naturally into yours—
How you trace their lines without even thinking,
Pressing kisses into them like they’re precious—
You make me feel treasured, wanted, and marveled
When your fingers slide through my hair,
I swear I can smell your love in the air.
I remember kissing you in your car—how you held me,
How you guided me with care and hunger both,
How I trusted you so quickly,
How you touched me like I was something sacred.
And still, I find myself constantly craving that feeling.
You made me feel desired in ways I didn’t know I could be.
Even the fierceness of your touch—the way you held my neck,
the way your palm met my cheek, the way you touched me with love
I felt it. I believed you. I believe you.
And I wanted it. I want you.
Darling, I want to be close to you in ways no one else could ever reach.
Thinking of you sends shivers through my body
You are something wild and consuming; who knows what you want
I wonder how you’ll handle me
As you shape me to your needs and I shape you to mine
Apr 7, 2025
Apr 7, 2025 at 11:49 AM UTC
Bandits in the night
Rumbling through pedestrian leftovers
Fluffy tails and primed noses
Hallucinations of a well-meaning friend
Scurrying across the trails
Gone like a ghost
Jump against the walls.
Like no one’s watching
Enjoying the embrace of friendship
Apr 2, 2025
Apr 2, 2025 at 11:14 AM UTC
Do you know what it’s like
To be caged by your brain
A place supposed to be free
To be who you are
Graced with heaven or hell
To be changed by so little
Torment yourself wholly
To be what is right
It doesn't stop at your mind
To be in rambling circles
Losing your breath
To be at the mercy of fear
Shaking ever so carefully
To be seen merely as cold
Digging into Earth you call skin
To be laced with liquid iron
Mar 25, 2025
Mar 25, 2025 at 10:33 AM UTC
Aching to sink further into the dirt
Into the grave, you built while pacing back and forth
Manifesting the prophecies you work so hard to avoid
Wrapped up in soiled stories of what could be,
You linger on the branches of a willow’s weep
Swinging from each somber lullaby into feathers that soar
Into the minds covered in clouds resting on the top of the world
Clarity is misguided when there’s more fun to be had amid the fog
Picking at the scab you know will bleed
You crave to reopen the wounds you know not to be ready
Eager for a dance against Time,
He laughs at your foolish attempts to hurry
Mar 24, 2025
Mar 24, 2025 at 9:19 PM UTC
