are we even real
what is breathing
how do we exist
why are we here
does anything actually matter
are we all alone
is this a simulation
or are we all dead
maybe I'm just dead
and I'm a ghost
and no one has the heart
to actually tell me
or maybe I'm the only one alive
and I don't even know it
is this afterlife
do we live in multiple dimensions
and its all a test
and we pass the test
and move on
to the next stage of being
but does anyone know
how can we be sure of anything
when we are told
what to think
from the moment
we enter this world
i
don't
want
to
think
any
more
Dec 12, 2017
Dec 12, 2017 at 6:32 PM UTC
why is it that
when you want someone
they don't want you
yet
as soon as they want you
you don't want them
but at the same time
why is it that
when you're single
you stay single
because there is
nobody interested
in a relationship
with you
yet
once you're taken
in a relationship
or even talking to someone
there are all these people
suddenly interested
in what you
have to offer
and want you
to themselves
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 4:20 AM UTC
I want to be the last thing on your mind
before you fall asleep
I want to be the first thing you think of
as you open your eyes
but
...
you only text me when you're ******
looking for a good time
before you fall asleep
you only call me when you're drunk
in the middle of the night
when all you can do is open your eyes
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 1:56 AM UTC
I want to believe when I **** its romantic
but no lovers remind me of love
because you took that from me
I am now shattered on the ground
and I can't seem to put the pieces back
they just don't fit like they used to
and no matter who I try to love
they can't fill in the cracks
just like breaking a mirror
you can glue it back
but you'll always see
and feel
those scars you left in me
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 9:07 PM UTC
I'm thinking about horses
they're so ******* regal
Their muscles ripple through their skin
like waves in a little ocean
Magnificent beasts
But why the **** do they listen to us?
They're so much stronger than they know
but they trade their freedom for a dependable meal
They let people get on top of them
and tell them where to go
But how can I judge?
Is that not exactly what I do??
IS THAT NOT EXACTLY WHAT WE ALL DO?????
I'm thinking about horses...
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 9:00 PM UTC
do you love me?
or
are you in love with me?
cause theres a big difference
and if you don't know it
I don't want to know
because that means
you probably just love me
you're not in love with me
and I'm in love with you
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 1:29 AM UTC
remember when we were upstairs
and you told me that you wanted to die
you were beautiful in the saddest way
to let someone see who you really are
and to be real for just once in your life
you put your mask down
and looked at me through your heart
with watery eyes
Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 10:08 PM UTC
no wonder they said you fire words at people
its the same mechanism as a gun
you aim at the target
the person
you pull the trigger
you start yelling at someone
you feel the kick of the gun
the instant questioning if you should have started this
the bullet hits the person
the words hit deep and they feel the pain
and both these wounds can effect someone minorly and severely and can even be fatal to the person receiving your words or bullet
Sep 18, 2017
Sep 18, 2017 at 6:27 PM UTC
the tree of life
the seed of spice
of where we hung
the birds then sung
beneath our legs
the water begs
come dive in
all tinged with sin
so i took a chance
got water all on my pants
but whom i sat with
went a little bat ****
and was not my friend
until the very end
he was the safe road
an unwilling toad
so i cut the ties
and went on with my life
i tried new things
met new people
and found myself
away from the chains
of a terrible
controlling
relationship
and now
i am
happy
fun
friendly
and
free
without him
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 9:18 PM UTC
My soul is the universe
and the planets are reflections
of the feelings I have and the stars
are the people I meet and the more I discover
the more I feel less alone in this great widespread universe
Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 9:12 PM UTC