Lord knocks at the family of four
sensing the needy void
a grace hopes to cure
and fill light to its darkness
that almost devours the other three
for its life-taking shadow
A veil of moonlight uncovers
Lord's worn in tanned and dreads
Together his lady angel
carrying bags of white powder
looking around for space
separated, weighed and fed the void
Led the lord to a room
spacious and humid,
no other stuff but
a static television sound
no moving air
powders remain
let the cure runs thru the house
of juvenile and the lost
Goodbye days are waving
to the lost's relative three
A vast and lonesome emptiness
Hits the face and broke a bridge
Of trust and a second chance
A Lord's fraud grace
put the four
floating in pitch black water
sets the powdered metal
and spark from their eyes
shines through
the soul and life
were almost taken
if the wall didn't catch
the bullet
from the drug lord's blessing.
Apr 26, 2023
Apr 26, 2023 at 2:29 AM UTC
Made of finest wood
Reshaped - sharpened into perfect one
Holding this stick of wisdom
Its colorlessness speaks
Tracing the marks
Letter of death
Reconstructed uncountable times
Erased words of mime
This work must be blinded
For this pencil sharpened many times
Could I leave marks in permanent
Nor could I not leave
The world with truth unsaid?
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 7:28 AM UTC
All beyond reaches of our own
Stretch of sea, land of the deep
In deathly still waves
Carried the weight of prophecy
Circumnavigating ---
Wrecked ship, so as I
Syphoned by the time
Pitch black in heart of sea
In this river of abyss, wake of sorrow
Darkness shrouds our being
Colors of my soul stolen
Fading, further and farther
From my spirit
Drowning into your darkness
As I gaze into abyss
And gaze upon mine
See no reflection
But drowned to your eyes
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 2:57 PM UTC
Stellar mistreatment, meltdown; went down
Spectrum gushing, waving ocean
Exploring deplorable nether regions galore
Roots uprising, doubling be-headings
It's profound!
On the grounds of treason
The sound of suffering
The soul of season
Shimmer and I, be one
Till it gets to my guts
Blurting, hurting needs the new one
Replicating, replacing me dust to sun
Now, whole life turned into pun
Perfect one knows no one
As I lay as a stardust, have none
Cosmic wind blew and now begone
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 5:45 AM UTC
Constellations, covalent bonds
Are the foundations
I'm built on
The galaxy is full
Of my sparkling
Molecular compounds
As I circumnavigate both
They are one in the same,
The universe
My nerves and my veins
And I will pass later on,
my dilator;
Looking forward to see
For what I was in dark seer
there with you again
Until the lights in its veer
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 5:58 AM UTC
Many days without a muse, whatever shall I do?
Too long away from heart and sans a point of view
The sunrise has been glorious as the sunset strikes me numb.
Not mourning our final screams into censorship
And strike a chord that gives a voice to verses now in me.
I close my eyes and see much more than sight can ever see.
Colors swirl behind my lids and rainbows, vividly.
Butterflies, a ship of clouds glides by
Howling in the wilderness breaking through the sky
Hanging like a scimitar suspended in the sky,
As mind is far more visual into an endless four walls still sight.
Whispering blues, the height within
A troublesome mind, trampling songs from afar
Struggling to breathe, I lie waiting not to.
Thoughts are embedded tightly in a jar
To endless voices mock me; crush, break me
But I refuse to listen a strength rises
Something I wouldn't have believed
And now I was ready to fight those dementia.
I knew I wasn't alone.
If I could love the limping ugly afraid part of me
That I drag through the mud and thorns
If I could let the transparent clawing, screaming silhouette speak
Instead of kicking it into the utmost peak
If I could put my deepest human essence onto paper for everyone to see
Then.
Then, let these new visions be free.
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 1:14 PM UTC
Everyone searches
never everyone finds
Everyone fights
never everyone survives
This was not never ending
Cause we're both too young
To give into forever
Trying to fit a larger than life figure.
You surely are mistaken
You've never felt love
Let me tell you why
It's just a fantasy
You're running on empty
And empty is all you can give.
I never belonged in you
I'm just a chapter that's about to end
Or maybe not a chapter at all
Leaving the hurt behind
But you are a closed chapter
The book I could not complete.
Your invisible care left me cold
Closed to the universe around you
Begging to be seen through your eyes
Yet your eyes remained closed
As did your heart.
For I am nothing and so is my heart
Feeling the emptiness' burst
In almost every moment
Leaving me in broken peace
Shattered the master piece
Take my heart
For it was not mine anymore
Let me be just empty
Cold, dark, numb and closed.
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 7:39 PM UTC
You left me oblivious
We don't notice the seconds
ticking by
Or the one falling leaf
Or breaking heart
Or millions of teary eyes.
We don't notice the feet shuffling by
Or the words we can't hear.
We are oblivious to love.
There is someone out there,
Who, like you, is searching
And waiting for the one second
Where the oblivion stops.
A black hole eats me up
Swallowing me whole
Memories of me fading
Like I never existed at all.
Every thin strip of me
Erased in this world
I am nothing now but a wanderer
With no heart and soul.
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 7:38 PM UTC
He doubted me
Then he shouted at me
He blamed me for
No reason
And told me I change
Like season
The person who loved me
Like there was no other
Left my side for another
He said I was expecting
Too much
With kid like attitude as such
This was not a valid reason
To break up like this
But it was evident that
He would never miss me
Of course, as the other
Had taken over my lover
My place in his heart
Was no longer his part
He spilled out my love
And let it drown off like
A helpless dove
When I pleaded with sorry
He said not to worry
As some other will fill in
His absence in my life
Upon my broken heart
He left me shattered
To him,
I no longer mattered
He has found a new bloom
That scented his room
Once owned
Now disowned!
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 7:38 PM UTC
He feels everything too deeply
He takes too much to heart
He’s not always logical, rational, shallow –
He feels first, think second
He’s lonely, but he seems happy
He’s tired, but he moves forward
He’s down, but he doesn’t drown
He’s hopeless, but he’s not careless
They say he’s good looking, but he feels ugly
They say he’s smart, but he feels dumb
They say he’s talented, but he feels incompetent
They say he’s strong, but he feels weak
His mind refuses to stop analyzing, creating, processing –
His trust comes slow
He has no one, but he isn’t gone
And that he, is me.
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 7:36 PM UTC