Why is I should be the bigger person?
Why is it I’m crying at 3am?
I greif , I lose , I drink.
But you.
You get to be happy and find peace.
You broke me .
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 10:23 PM UTC
She expresses your inner thoughts
Subconsciously bringing them to the surface.
Makes you think and question our very existence.
But bring peace of mind.
She’s more beautiful than the first flower of spring.
More disturbing than hell itself.
She has connected us through history without using
a single word.
I give it my all , my whole body and soul.
My opinion and your opinion
Isn’t wrong nor right.
A mystery that has always there from caveman era
To the modern day.
Why would I want anything else when it is everything.
She is all I am, all I want.
A voice so powerful it tortures evil.
And calms the people.
She is art itself.
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 10:21 PM UTC
And sometimes I don’t tell anyone my feelings
As there is no language that could describe them.
How does one create so much pressure that doesn’t exist
And still destroy them?
Life itself makes no sense
And yet here we are
Maybe there was never a place in the world
For people like you and me
We just happen to be here.
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 10:13 PM UTC
I broke my own heart in a way
Staying awake till 3am
Thinking of the memories I barley remember
You are the reason I trust everyone’s words
Joke are funny, you took it to far though
We grew up in two different worlds
Yours where no one speaks about it
Mine, speaks to much
Hypocritical that they are aware of not to joke
About eating disorders
For fear it may be triggering for those around them
But yet mock this situation without guilt
But I do
I carry there’s and my own guilt
for saying stop
I am not too emotional
I am triggered
Yes this generation talks
But I’m worried that one day they do
I do not take lightly of the words
I believe them with all of my soul
You shown me though actions
Who am I to say they won’t to
Why teach me this lesson so young
Burdened my heart with Grief
Nov 27, 2022
Nov 27, 2022 at 2:25 PM UTC
My head is filled with only memories,
When you took my heart
Wish you took them too.
Rewatching our stories
Like a film on the old screen,
Not letting me rest.
Thought I might have changed your mind,
But you have secrets
We are not meant to know.
Years later still unanswered questions
Years later high off memories we once shared.
Nov 25, 2022
Nov 25, 2022 at 10:07 PM UTC
She wants to change the unthinkable
Live in a classic
Wake up.
Childhood is over.
Years are fading
Still thinking you have time to smile.
The worlds decided not
Nov 25, 2022
Nov 25, 2022 at 10:04 PM UTC
I don’t want to get left behind.
We could have 1000 people learn the same lesson,
Yet we still want to be in class.
Better judgment?
No.
too self obsessed for that.
We desire the idea of being desired.
Faking our feelings
Till there’s nothing left but
A shell of your old self.
Before the music turned on,
Run.
Nov 25, 2022
Nov 25, 2022 at 10:00 PM UTC
Should you notice me if I dance in the dark,
Know I’m only here for you.
Our souls connect as you read my story as your own.
Tears, anger, except
Treat me like grief.
Feel me, blame me, love me.
Bright colours and screams
Broken glass, cries from the sky.
She said “If your understand art
Then you do not truly understand.”
And did I make you smile?
Do you feel amused?
Whom like the rest of the world
Judge my ending.
And not the story in each stroke?
Am I vanishing?
Hope you remember who I used to be.
And what I make you feel.
Set me alight
Glory in the flames
Maybe thinking of you will bring me closer to you
Then should I accept this addiction.
She looks at me and says” your look will be part of me,
Making divine ideas come to life,
Your beauty will be known by few,
But your story will live on forever.”
Nov 25, 2022
Nov 25, 2022 at 1:59 AM UTC
Should you notice me if I dance in the dark,
Know I’m only here for you.
Our souls connect as you read my story as your own.
Tears, anger, except
Try me like grief.
Feel me, blame me, let me go
Know my peals shine brighter with your present,
And tears fall when you're turn to leave.
Nov 24, 2022
Nov 24, 2022 at 9:37 PM UTC
Im a barbie girl, in this barbie world
It's fantastic, everyone's plastic
You cannot feel me their
Why do you think you can stop and stare
********** me with that, imagination.
I post daily, fooling everybody
That I am perfect.
It's horrific.
Convorting myself into this typical dumb blond chartor.
Glaze upon my skin as it is flawless
Little do they know it's stage makeup and filters
I have many scars on the inside.
I am starving, but cannot dream to take a bite
Got to pretend that my body is perfect.
Im a barbie girl, in this toxice world
I am drowning, but the waters plastic
You cannot feel me their
But you could not care
********** me quickly, it's fantastic.
Telling all the little girls thats i'm so happy
And this is their dream life
While hiding in the corner hating every part of myself.
Somebody save me from this glitter nightmare.
I'm stuck inside this dollhouse
The walls won't break
They just dress me up, because my lifes a game
But jokes on them, my blond is fake.
I hate my pretty pink prison.
Im a barbie girl living in a hell world,
It is honestly fantastic, no my heart is plastic
You maze well touch me their and undress me anywhere
Now I have realized no one really cares.
Yes im a barbie girl, living in a barbie world
I am now an addict , it's fantastic
No one want to stop and stare
No one wants to feel me there
When I'm washing down the pain with pills and drinks.
May 13, 2021
May 13, 2021 at 2:44 AM UTC