Even if I know death is inevitable,
part of being human,
I am still deeply angry at it
angry and pained that one day
we must break the hearts
of those we love most,
and that love alone
cannot keep us here forever.
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 8:25 AM UTC
Maybe I don’t know.
Maybe I never did.
Maybe life isn’t something to figure out
just something to feel
before it slips away.
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 10:29 AM UTC
Every time you shrink,
you whisper yes to defeat
you accept less than what you asked for.
Nov 1, 2025
Nov 1, 2025 at 2:16 AM UTC
It is difficult to remain still.
The mind wanders endlessly,
pursuing moments
that have yet to exist,
measuring contentment
by what is next
rather than what is now.
Dreams dissolve into worries,
and even tranquility
feels like something
to be earned.
Yet perhaps happiness
is not found in striving,
nor in waiting,
nor in the endless pursuit of becoming.
Perhaps it resides
in the silence between thoughts,
in the breath before a smile,
in the delicate rhythm
of just being,
not reaching,
not proving,
only existing.
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 9:55 AM UTC
I miss writing
the way it felt
to breathe through words
why did i stop
was it life
or just another excuse
we call it busy
but maybe
it’s the same excuse
we use
for everything
even the dreams
we never chase
Oct 29, 2025
Oct 29, 2025 at 4:27 AM UTC
Why does it all feel right with you
And wrong without you
With you it all makes sense
Or maybe I’m just addicted
Like ****
You make me see colors in dark places
The rush I feel
The high with you can be compared to none
I’m binged on you
The tweaking ,I can’t sleep
I keep seeing you in my head
And Sometimes I crash
The terrible hangover
The withdrawal is the worse and then I revert
Cos I’m weak
I need you like I need oxygen
You are my addiction
May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 1:24 PM UTC
I get lost in my head
Lost in thoughts
Lost in fears
Lost in doubts
Pressure to be better
To be great
Fears that what if I can’t
Hopes that what if I can
Sometimes the demon wins
And I get completely lost
And sometimes I win
Covered in bruises
But a win
I’d rather keep fighting
Keep hoping
Hope that I can
Someday...
Nov 30, 2019
Nov 30, 2019 at 6:22 AM UTC
We can’t always be happy
We can’t always be strong
We can’t always have it easy
We can’t always be the best
We can’t always be positive
We can’t always be grateful
We can’t always smile
We can’t always be healthy
We can’t always succeed
We can’t always be okay
We can’t always win
We will all die someday
It’s the bitter truth
Nov 29, 2019
Nov 29, 2019 at 6:00 AM UTC
Of all the fears I posses
death is not one of them
Living!
Living without a purpose I fear
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 6:08 AM UTC
A constant
Could be expected or unexpected
Negative or positive
A challenge or a solution
Yet a change
the way you look at things
The things you look at.
Promotion, death, birth, joy, sadness, peace, discomfort, anxiety, age, days, life
All changes
Never be unprepared
Life is change
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 3:26 AM UTC