K_W16 - Hello Poetry

Your lips are on mine kissing like the first time only this time, your lips aren’t moving like mine slowly, tasting, dancing at the right speed while yours….. yours aren’t moving the way mine do feeling as if we are intertwining yours are moving to its own beat trying to ****** while mine are trying to melt into yours This feeling is fading like the hair covering your age it’s not growing slowly slipping away into nothing Now you’re saying that you love me but your actions are getting closer feeling me not out of love but lust You’re craving….. craving something you’ve watched and can pretend it on me so you can experience this feeling with them Them meaning the ones you’ve seen the ones you’ve talked to told what to do so when you tell me to touch my body it doesn’t feel the same because you may be telling me but you’ve also told them You don’t love me you love the fact that you’re with someone who is younger. ***** still tight body still young just like the others you lust over Now im sitting here in our bed the same bed you’ve seen them in and I can’t get this feeling out of my head So Why is this different?

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May 24, 2024

May 24, 2024 at 5:28 PM UTC

Why is this different?

Your lips are on mine kissing like the first time only this time, your lips aren’t moving like mine slowly, tasting, dancing at the right speed while yours….. yours aren’t moving the way mine do feeling as if we are intertwining yours are moving to its own beat trying to ****** while mine are trying to melt into yours This feeling is fading like the hair covering your age it’s not growing slowly slipping away into nothing Now you’re saying that you love me but your actions are getting closer feeling me not out of love but lust You’re craving….. craving something you’ve watched and can pretend it on me so you can experience this feeling with them Them meaning the ones you’ve seen the ones you’ve talked to told what to do so when you tell me to touch my body it doesn’t feel the same because you may be telling me but you’ve also told them You don’t love me you love the fact that you’re with someone who is younger. ***** still tight body still young just like the others you lust over Now im sitting here in our bed the same bed you’ve seen them in and I can’t get this feeling out of my head So Why is this different?

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With the moon still up Under the starry night In my rambunctious mind Between each thought On dreams and nightmares Across the twilight lit lake Between loving and crying Beyond caring, calling, and ripping apart love In not fighting for fire Without you and me Against no odds to call you mine Among mesmerizing lucid lights From looking astrayed and losing contact During the lows and lies of this so called love Over this thought of us Except expressing my inner thoughts of you Past the depressing and anxious images By the jubilant memories Of witty wonderful pictures Of you and me Beneath these radiant stars Above the beams of the moon In a night not quite like ours Upon the story of love and lust Onto giving up on this fight Without the stars, it’s a jet black night

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Jan 18, 2019

Jan 18, 2019 at 10:52 AM UTC

night

With the moon still up Under the starry night In my rambunctious mind Between each thought On dreams and nightmares Across the twilight lit lake Between loving and crying Beyond caring, calling, and ripping apart love In not fighting for fire Without you and me Against no odds to call you mine Among mesmerizing lucid lights From looking astrayed and losing contact During the lows and lies of this so called love Over this thought of us Except expressing my inner thoughts of you Past the depressing and anxious images By the jubilant memories Of witty wonderful pictures Of you and me Beneath these radiant stars Above the beams of the moon In a night not quite like ours Upon the story of love and lust Onto giving up on this fight Without the stars, it’s a jet black night

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When caterpillars are born They just, they all look the same Just like how babies are born Coming out of their mothers Womb, they cry, scream, They feel helpless. But we were taught at a Young age that we need To be independent, but how Can we be independent if We don’t feel like we are In our own body Just like how caterpillars are Colored to to resemble their Surroundings. We hide behind A mask, we pretend that Everything is okay But there are teens out there Reaching for that blade or Another bottle just one more Time But that one time May be their last breath Caterpillars make Cocoons just like How teens hide in Their rooms, They say I’m fine But if you look into Their eyes you See darkness, there’s No life left in them It’s hard, we say we Don’t need help but we’re Screaming for it We hide in our cocoons and We comfort ourselves but it’s The wrong kind of comfort We rely on that bottle or That blade rather than someones Ear or their shoulder We hide who we are We want to fit in so We pretend to be beautiful We pretend to be happy We put up that wall, just like caterpillars We don’t see our true Colors We don’t see how Beautiful we are The darkness is scary But we...we give up Until we see that light, That light saves us It cracks open a new Beginning We put down that blade and We put down that bottle And we pick up Our journals, and our pencils Caterpillars come out on the Other side, they bloom We bloom, we open up our Wings and take off We become butterflies

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Dec 4, 2018

Dec 4, 2018 at 10:36 PM UTC

butterfly

When caterpillars are born They just, they all look the same Just like how babies are born Coming out of their mothers Womb, they cry, scream, They feel helpless. But we were taught at a Young age that we need To be independent, but how Can we be independent if We don’t feel like we are In our own body Just like how caterpillars are Colored to to resemble their Surroundings. We hide behind A mask, we pretend that Everything is okay But there are teens out there Reaching for that blade or Another bottle just one more Time But that one time May be their last breath Caterpillars make Cocoons just like How teens hide in Their rooms, They say I’m fine But if you look into Their eyes you See darkness, there’s No life left in them It’s hard, we say we Don’t need help but we’re Screaming for it We hide in our cocoons and We comfort ourselves but it’s The wrong kind of comfort We rely on that bottle or That blade rather than someones Ear or their shoulder We hide who we are We want to fit in so We pretend to be beautiful We pretend to be happy We put up that wall, just like caterpillars We don’t see our true Colors We don’t see how Beautiful we are The darkness is scary But we...we give up Until we see that light, That light saves us It cracks open a new Beginning We put down that blade and We put down that bottle And we pick up Our journals, and our pencils Caterpillars come out on the Other side, they bloom We bloom, we open up our Wings and take off We become butterflies

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it happened at night December 20th 1969, my first **** two kids in their car you'll have to wait till April 30th, 1967 i wrote my letter bates had to die nothing will get better now take it back to 1969 last day of July San Francisco Chronicles first letter I bet everyone wanted to cry it's now the 70's still haven't been caught i did talk to two police officers maybe they didn't think of the distraught i like the attention and all the fame to bad you don't know me i wonder who you'll blame I've killed a lot of people I'd say 37 about you still don't know me are you losing all doubt today will be my last letter 1974 in the middle of April i wonder who will play me in my movie whoever it is will be shameful my case is unsolvable no one cam believe it they can't find me i could always go back if i could commit to it i hope you enjoyed my story keep my case on track everybody keeps on wondering i am and will be the Zodiac

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Sep 18, 2018

Sep 18, 2018 at 8:50 PM UTC

Ballad of the Zodiac

it happened at night December 20th 1969, my first **** two kids in their car you'll have to wait till April 30th, 1967 i wrote my letter bates had to die nothing will get better now take it back to 1969 last day of July San Francisco Chronicles first letter I bet everyone wanted to cry it's now the 70's still haven't been caught i did talk to two police officers maybe they didn't think of the distraught i like the attention and all the fame to bad you don't know me i wonder who you'll blame I've killed a lot of people I'd say 37 about you still don't know me are you losing all doubt today will be my last letter 1974 in the middle of April i wonder who will play me in my movie whoever it is will be shameful my case is unsolvable no one cam believe it they can't find me i could always go back if i could commit to it i hope you enjoyed my story keep my case on track everybody keeps on wondering i am and will be the Zodiac

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His voice, his smile, his laugh was dancing around her rambunctious mind she remembered everything about him, but his smile made her fall in love with him. The way his lips parted and the corners curled up her stomach fluttered when she saw it, but now, when she stares, she feels paralyzed still she can’t breath He’s gone but her mind, oh her mind, keeps racing blasting roaring. She just wants it to end why won’t it end?

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Jun 23, 2018

Jun 23, 2018 at 6:50 PM UTC

Untitled

His voice, his smile, his laugh was dancing around her rambunctious mind she remembered everything about him, but his smile made her fall in love with him. The way his lips parted and the corners curled up her stomach fluttered when she saw it, but now, when she stares, she feels paralyzed still she can’t breath He’s gone but her mind, oh her mind, keeps racing blasting roaring. She just wants it to end why won’t it end?

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if these walls could talk they would tell you how many times she has been hurt if these walls could talk they would say depression took over her life if these walls could talk they would tell you her thoughts at 2 a.m if these walls could talk her secrets would be told if these walls could talk you would be crying with her

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Dec 24, 2017

Dec 24, 2017 at 6:28 PM UTC

These Walls

if these walls could talk they would tell you how many times she has been hurt if these walls could talk they would say depression took over her life if these walls could talk they would tell you her thoughts at 2 a.m if these walls could talk her secrets would be told if these walls could talk you would be crying with her

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i woke up one day thinking you loved me how you would always be there for me. i realized that it was all a dream. now i sit here wondering if you ever truly loved me. you said i was your forever but i guess forever was just never.

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Dec 23, 2017

Dec 23, 2017 at 8:23 PM UTC

forever

i woke up one day thinking you loved me how you would always be there for me. i realized that it was all a dream. now i sit here wondering if you ever truly loved me. you said i was your forever but i guess forever was just never.

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My tears watered the flowers in my heart. It held them in and kept them safe from the world until I met the monster. At first he made me feel alive like I was worth something but he left me and those flowers in my heart died. they died with every dignity I had left and my heart shattered. It still is and I don't think it will ever be the same. Those flowers will forever be dead.

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Dec 22, 2017

Dec 22, 2017 at 1:39 PM UTC

Dead Flowers

My tears watered the flowers in my heart. It held them in and kept them safe from the world until I met the monster. At first he made me feel alive like I was worth something but he left me and those flowers in my heart died. they died with every dignity I had left and my heart shattered. It still is and I don't think it will ever be the same. Those flowers will forever be dead.

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Her mind comes alive at 2 a.m. That's when the monsters come out to play. She shouts quietly "No,no,no!" The tears come down pouring, her room is now flooded. She is trying to stay above the water but her demons pull her down. She feels like her old self again, numb, that's all she ever felt. But she tried her hardest for months to stay above,she even promised, but she gave in and drowned. Her demons have won, and it's only 2 a.m.

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Dec 19, 2017

Dec 19, 2017 at 8:27 PM UTC

2 a.m.

Her mind comes alive at 2 a.m. That's when the monsters come out to play. She shouts quietly "No,no,no!" The tears come down pouring, her room is now flooded. She is trying to stay above the water but her demons pull her down. She feels like her old self again, numb, that's all she ever felt. But she tried her hardest for months to stay above,she even promised, but she gave in and drowned. Her demons have won, and it's only 2 a.m.

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in an entire universe i thought that i'd never see you again, but you appeared and i dropped everything to be with you. you look happy and i got jealous. you moved on without even saying goodbye. silly me you never loved me it was all lust, that was all i ever got from you. a thousand kisses i'd never get, a million hugs. all it was was a lie from your perfect lips. i longed for you for years upon years. i changed myself for you to be the person you needed in your life and all i got were lies. i wanted you but you never wanted me. i sit here now knowing that i got a glimpse of you and you never saw me. i don't miss you i don't even want you but the thought that i could have had you will haunt me forever. we were so close but yet so far away. in a million years i thought i'd never see you again but there you were. you always found a way to get back into my mind even if i never saw you. by the music we used to listen to, i still do because it reminds me of what we had. even if i hear the name my mind instantly thinks of you. i used to think you were the best thing that ever happened to me until i learned what lying was to a girl. you never loved me and you never would. i went down a path that i shouldn't have and my life has changed in all those years. from upset to sadness all the way down the ladder to depression. a razor became my new friend and now pills. that was until i met him, he made me feel again. i didn't know how it happened or when but he saved me from my own self-destruction. you dug a hole for mt to climb in, but he found a rope and helped me out, he was there for me when i wanted to die, he wrapped me in his arms and all i could think of was how you never would. i found the perfect guy for me and i saw a future. what i saw in you was lust and lust never last. i forgive you now, all the lying saying you love me, i forgive. for all those times at 2 a.m. when i cried over you, i forgive. even late at night when i thought my razor was my best friend, all those cuts were because of you and to tell you the truth i forgive you about all of that because of you i learned that even lust will bring you love and love is a lasting thing if you find the right guy and because of you i found him. i still cry over you sometimes when i get those dark thoughts at night. you have your own folder in my mind that i will never get rid of but kept locked with all the other boys who broke my heart. i will never forget about you even if i tried. you are embedded in my brain, you have made me who i am today. the only thing i would want to say to you is i hope you find the girl for you and marry her because finding the love or your life is the best feeling in the world and i am glad i found mine.

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Dec 19, 2017

Dec 19, 2017 at 8:26 PM UTC

Him

in an entire universe i thought that i'd never see you again, but you appeared and i dropped everything to be with you. you look happy and i got jealous. you moved on without even saying goodbye. silly me you never loved me it was all lust, that was all i ever got from you. a thousand kisses i'd never get, a million hugs. all it was was a lie from your perfect lips. i longed for you for years upon years. i changed myself for you to be the person you needed in your life and all i got were lies. i wanted you but you never wanted me. i sit here now knowing that i got a glimpse of you and you never saw me. i don't miss you i don't even want you but the thought that i could have had you will haunt me forever. we were so close but yet so far away. in a million years i thought i'd never see you again but there you were. you always found a way to get back into my mind even if i never saw you. by the music we used to listen to, i still do because it reminds me of what we had. even if i hear the name my mind instantly thinks of you. i used to think you were the best thing that ever happened to me until i learned what lying was to a girl. you never loved me and you never would. i went down a path that i shouldn't have and my life has changed in all those years. from upset to sadness all the way down the ladder to depression. a razor became my new friend and now pills. that was until i met him, he made me feel again. i didn't know how it happened or when but he saved me from my own self-destruction. you dug a hole for mt to climb in, but he found a rope and helped me out, he was there for me when i wanted to die, he wrapped me in his arms and all i could think of was how you never would. i found the perfect guy for me and i saw a future. what i saw in you was lust and lust never last. i forgive you now, all the lying saying you love me, i forgive. for all those times at 2 a.m. when i cried over you, i forgive. even late at night when i thought my razor was my best friend, all those cuts were because of you and to tell you the truth i forgive you about all of that because of you i learned that even lust will bring you love and love is a lasting thing if you find the right guy and because of you i found him. i still cry over you sometimes when i get those dark thoughts at night. you have your own folder in my mind that i will never get rid of but kept locked with all the other boys who broke my heart. i will never forget about you even if i tried. you are embedded in my brain, you have made me who i am today. the only thing i would want to say to you is i hope you find the girl for you and marry her because finding the love or your life is the best feeling in the world and i am glad i found mine.

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