Two weeks turning to three
Wondering when you'll be free
But as the same time it's crazy
How these doubts is killing me
Don't know if it's jealousy
But I'm afraid it's just simply
Us doesn't exist lately...
Krystal Marcelo
10/30/17
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 12:46 AM UTC
You are the most amazing person I ever met
Understanding me no matter how difficult I get
That I always think you're too good to be true
But the truth is, I'm just afraid I'm no match for you.
Krystal Marcelo
10/30/17
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 12:41 AM UTC
Years flew by so fast, as always
Like it's hurrying to meet whatever is on the other side
Is it an end or a beginning,
We'll never know 'til we get there ourselves.
Krystal Marcelo
04/02/17
Apr 2, 2017
Apr 2, 2017 at 9:16 AM UTC
(10W)
Feeling each others heart
Even though we are far apart.
Jan 29, 2017
Jan 29, 2017 at 12:50 AM UTC
Depressing days have come on my way again
Stabbing me on my unhealed wound
Tearing me inside for the same reasons
Making my heart heavy and these tears unstoppable.
I can feel the pain
But unlike the way it used to
I don't feel so blue this time
I wonder why is that so.
Then the thought of you struck me
Is that you causing this?
But I didn't even know you
Just your sweet voice and wise thoughts.
I should be breaking inside now
But knowing that I have someone
Who will willingly listen about my complicated life,
I feel so relieved...
You said that you are my number one fan
When it comes to writing
But just so you know, I'm a fan of yours
For your motivational words.
The way you make things lighter for me
With your crazy jokes
About 'Albert the monkey whom my Uncle adopted'
Who cares if we're the only ones who can relate.
But something's bothering me
As I've never been so vulnerable to anyone
And I don't want to get used to this feeling
'Cause I'm afraid you'll be like the one in what I read once.
It says that through our darkest hours
There comes an angel in disguise who will enlighten us
But as we learned to deal with our pains and get back on our feet again
They will be gone forever...
I know that if I ever take a chance on you and lose you
It will break me as I always did 'cause of loving
But if that means having you in my life even just for a little time
Will be more than enough for me to take the risk.
I am NOT afraid to love now
Instead I'm afraid that I won't get this chance again...
Krystal Marcelo
09/19/16
Sep 19, 2016
Sep 19, 2016 at 7:31 AM UTC
I want to put a dream catcher on my headboard
Hoping that it will take away my bad dreams
Letting me sleep peacefully at night
Wishing that you'll kiss me goodnight.
I want to put a dream catcher on my headboard
So that I could get rid of waking up in the middle of the night
Sweating hard with untamed throbbing of the heart
And not being able to go back to sleep.
I want to put a dreamcatcher on my headboard
So that my sweet dreams won't turn into nightmares
'Cause you keep on appearing in my visions
Wondering if you have something to convey.
But if those nightmares
Were the only thing that keeps on reminding me of you
I wouldn't have a second thought
Of putting this dream catcher away...
Krystal Marcelo
07/12/16
Originally written 06/05/16
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 7:22 PM UTC
"Who is she?", I asked myself
As the image came closer and clearer
This feeling that seems to be almost forgotten
Like I have known her for a lifetime.
When I realized who I'm looking at
The tears that I hardly held back fell down
'Cause I wanna show hate and strength
But my emotions cannot be deceived.
There's a lot of 'why's' that I wanna ask her
Starting with, " Why's my memory's telling me that you're long dead?",
"Why you're back so sudden after all those painful times caused by your loss?"
To asking her, "Mom, do you still love us?".
Yet nothing ever slipped out of my mouth
All the reasons I wanna hear doesn't really matter
'Cause all I care for now is her
She's back and that's all I'm wishing for since she'd been gone.
All my disbeliefs and doubts just fade away
As I reached for her and feeling her warm flesh once again
I wanna grab every minute to made her feel loved and special
So she won't ever leave again.
The joy was overwhelming at the moment
And it was drowning me, thinking of nothing
Hoping that it would never last
Before a dashing light filled my eyes...
I tried to reach for her inspite of the blinding light
But couldn't seem to find her
I'm screaming her name
Yet no one ever responded.
And as I opened my eyes once again
I'm back in the dark and was all alone...
Krystal Marcelo
07/12/16
Originally written 06/05/16
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 7:06 PM UTC
I'm sick and tired of hearing you
In different occasions and venue
The way you're fixed in their minds like tattoo.
You're in a child and adult's mind
Uttering you like they do know a thing
About places, people, culture and beliefs
Which you're set in that we ought to believe.
They're stating you as if you're a fact
Never doubted your reliability
If you're being too good to be true
Or too exagerrated to agree with.
I always find myself contradicting their knowledge about you
And wish that I could change you
But you'll no longer be stereotype if you do
'Cause that's what makes you----You.
Krystal Marcelo
06/28/16
But originally written 04/17/16
Jun 27, 2016
Jun 27, 2016 at 7:54 PM UTC
Words struggling to slip out of my mouth
Too painful yet so true
'Cause the truth always hurt,
A motivation for us to change.
Krystal Marcelo
06/28/16
Jun 27, 2016
Jun 27, 2016 at 7:40 PM UTC
I am a typical girl
An achiever in my own little ways
Not a famous yet not a loser
Not so cool but not a nerd either.
I do what others also do
Like it's some kind of rule to be followed
A girl trying to live a dream
Well---I used to be those things ...
Before a turning point came across my story
Turned my whole world upside down
I fell on darkness but I struggled to come out into the light
But I feel forever stuck in this kind of life.
It's like I'm in a dream
I am running yet I'm not moving
I am screaming
But no one hears me.
So many people trying to drag me down
But I know I'm strong to let myself down
Some people wanted to help me get on my feet
But their kindness seem so humiliating to me.
There's a lot of choices in front of me
And it's driving me crazy
Yet all I need is a headstart
A chapter where I can start a new life...
Krystal Marcelo
06/27/16
But originally written 06/08/16
Jun 27, 2016
Jun 27, 2016 at 8:45 AM UTC