Searching for myself
Discovered a real *******
So made him anew.
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 6:40 PM UTC
The sky; choking in smog,
Seeks its former freedom.
The dam denies the river,
Still and lifeless, lacking flow.
The forest; cut and culled,
banished far at man's designing
The fire sits fragile in its grate,
Stays domesticated; docile.
The Earth; anger raising,
At the subjugation of its sons.
We people walk through life,
ignorant to our offences.
Ours minds; seized still,
Synapses froze and never firing.
My soul knowing the outcome,
Asks deliverance from its fate.
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 7:00 AM UTC
Society has no regret
Stretches us out like human tack
Twists the gears to move the rack
To keep us tight and highly strung
Much easier to hold the notes
The ones that get stuffed down our throats
The ones that we think that we sing ourselves
Society has no regret
A child playing with marionettes
Then torches them when play is done
To watch the flames eat up and take
We entertain, to be its friend
But seeking value in an early end
Its wish we die before become a burden
Society has no regret
Tears out gold teeth for circuit boards
Greases gears with chewed up hoards
Then renders down their fats for soaps
Society has no regret
Keep us numb on drugs and hope
Steady pulse of dopamine
Notice nothing cut or gleamed
Society has no regret
The great machine has got to turn
Your body's your country fuel to burn
To expend the shell as it sees fit
Society has no regret
The ash spread out makes fertile fields
Let the future make the past its meal
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 5:35 AM UTC
I'm too drunk man
Way past the laughs and the larkings
Alone now with the thoughts that the dark brings
I'm way too drunk man
I'm skint so im drinking of brand
Still sipping when the dawn starts its breaking
But that time any old **** tastes amazing
I'm way too drunk man
The sun on my face through the blinds
Red morning light matching my eyes
Wishing the clock would re-wind
Cause where my future self lays
He'll lay all day with his mind
Scattered to the winds and the skies
I'm way to drunk man
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 10:53 AM UTC
I remember my friend, and then again I go back in time
Then again, I become that boy,
The one who met his friend on a Friday, in the living room, after his swimming lesson
Then again, that boy,
Who ran with his friend on the streets in spring, in the parks in summer, played the fields in autumn
Then again that young man,
Who dug a hole with his dad on a Saturday, stood that morning with his family, as his friend went into the ground
Then again, that young man
Who with head in his girlfriends lap at night, drunk in the dark, cried for the loss of his friend
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 3:43 AM UTC
Round the circle we all sit
As a group reciting ****
Again just like the night before
Channelling hyena packs
The night alive with stoner's laughs
Double double
Puff and pass
Hold your breath until it laps
Heavy hits from bottle bongs
Sat beatboxing old school songs
Passing round fermented potions
Childish jokes and puerile motions
Double double
Puff and pass
Hold your breath until it laps
Drifting off in ones and two
Mushrooms picked and set to brew
Mellow greens in china skin
Heady smoke smell covers sins
Double double
Puff and pass
Hold your breath until it laps
Acid tabs as foreheads sag
Hard liquor hits to beat the flag
Coke on mirrors razored fine
Crushed up E laid out in lines
Prolonged highs that last for hours
Bumps from Yale keys full of powders
Endorphins drop so fuel the need
Satisfying primal greeds
Double double, double stuff
These papers tight and start the tuck
Roll it up and stick it down
Set alight and pass it round
And by the burning in my lungs
Something potent this way comes.
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 5:47 PM UTC
I sometimes look at myself and worry
That inside i'm always going to be that awkward kid
The one who grew up into his face
But cant seem to grow up into his mind
Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 5:39 PM UTC
When the sky is clear i can stare at it for hours; slowly emptying my head into its blue infinity
Hoping that this will be the time
That it doesn't find its way back
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 10:35 AM UTC
Its two and the pubs doors lock
And we're forces from the warmth
Into the street and the dark
To get home through the ever drizzle in the northern climbs
A nights drink filling up our hearts and minds.
As the wind howls through the town
Fancy free and devil may care
Hand in hand dancing on the old squares cracked and worn stones
Banishing the cold from our bones.
Seeking shelter from the downpour
Under the awning of the store for phone repair
I push from her soaked cheek a lock of equally soaked hair
And move my hand to the back of her neck
She moves hers to my thigh
Casts a spell with a look from her deep hazel eyes
It makes time stop
And blood hammer through my veins
On this cold Autumn night
We kiss in the rain
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 9:04 AM UTC
For each lover a whisper
For every ******* a shout
Take each meal as a lord
Then each drink as a lout
Take note of each moment
Then quickly forget
Dance through the darkness
Without knowing the steps
Paint your naked self blue
And then run through the square
Expose all your weakness
Then pretend you don't care
Set fire to your doubts
Expose were you hide
Create your own dragons
Then slay them inside
Enjoy the whole story
Disregard the last page
Lets all **** moderation
Then dance on its grave
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 8:53 AM UTC