JustAnotherHuman
Hello, I am just another human like all the rest of you. I have always wanted to fit in, but apparently that is not something I can achieve with ease. I love poetry... I write what I feel. I apologize that most of it is complete utter crap. If you like to read something true then what i write should be satisfactory for you. I am willing to co-author with you, if you like my work or need help! Feel free to message me if you have anything deep on your mind or if your just feeling like you need a friend. / -Kaitlyn
Your name I do not care to say
You riddle me with curiosity
People encounter you every day
You provide no mercy and have no pity
You can show off a horrific display
Or you can be simple and almost pretty
You're a bully who forces all to pay
You are overall rather ******
I know you not personally, and lets keep it that way
Thinking of you keeps me far from gitty
Death.... You're a *****
**** You
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 4:56 PM UTC
Chem is cruel to my mind
It strips me of my dignity and makes me cry
None of the answers I'm ever able to find
The class makes me lose hope and makes me want to die
It makes me wish for a brain that is not mine
I would say that I am doing okay but that would be a lie
I wish I had not taken chem, for in another class I would surely shine
Chemistry oh chemistry should I still try?
If I accept my failure will I end up fine?
Or will chem consume me?
Body Soul and Mind.
Dec 14, 2016
Dec 14, 2016 at 5:00 PM UTC
I was cheerful and bright eyed but never saw a future
I've always limited myself in an agonizing suture
I've been lost since birth and I fear that god was mistaken
For I am slipping away and I feel that my life span has been taken
I am suicidal and in search for reassurance
I wish for death and wish for liberation from this earth
I spoke of god but I know of none
I know that once I am gone that it all will be done
Sorry for my rambling, I have finished my self loathing
Good bye my loves, for now I must be going
Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 10:40 PM UTC
If someone were to read another's diary,
A line made of trust would be broken.
To violate a person's thoughts and feelings...
This is an act that's high on the betrayal hierarchy.
It's true that a diary holds words unspoken.
To know someone's deepest desires is a notion quite appealing.
To know a persons deepest fears is a notion quite thrilling.
To read someone's diary is the closest thing we have to mind reading.
Tell me this.
Is the surge of power...
Worth the violation....
that could cost you a friend?
Are you ready for the trust I have in you to end?
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 10:41 AM UTC
The thrill of recognition
The rush of all the fame
Its nothing that I have known before
It isn't quite the same
It's intoxicating
It is putting me to shame
I cannot keep my focus
And I know that it's to blame
Pull me from the deep end
My soul needs to be clear
This new bold way of thinking
It is causing me great fear
I know I need to escape
But the feeling is severe
This new dark and ****** obsession
I feel I must adhere
Please free me from my prison
My pain is so sincere
I know you'll do the right thing
And end me now
Right here
Sep 5, 2016
Sep 5, 2016 at 10:42 AM UTC
As new as the freshly fallen snow
As fragile as the petals of a flower
Could this blossom into something more
Could this new awakening provide the finishing blow
This longing and resentment is so alien
This new experience is something very new
I am curious and also frightened
I am embarrassed and quite nervous
It is nothing I have ever known before
So I will let go
Letting the current take control
Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 1:31 PM UTC
The heart is a magnificent creature
It carries the ultimate burden
The dead weight of the body it fuels,
and the constant struggle from the soul it owns
Without your heart your body cannot live
Without heart, your body is an empty shell
Nothing truly matters
And with all the things that the heart can take,
It wears and tears with such ease
*Heartbreak* is a common and ferocious disease
It poisons the mind and clouds your judgement
And it comes in so many different shapes and sizes
*Heartbreak* is the enemy of hearts everywhere.
~FIN~
Jun 11, 2016
Jun 11, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC
One deep breath of you was all it took
One word uttered and I was yours
Your souless eyes took me by surprise
You were my worst addiction....
You took me in your hand and,
molded me with ease
I changed who I was
Becoming someone I did not want to be
You were kind and gentle at the start
It was a joyful infactuation
Until suddenly I crashed and started burning
You were my worst addiction.....
You dragged me across the rocks
Betraying me
Your loyal servant
It was a shock I did not forsee
I was a beautiful flower
Whos petals you took for your own
Leaving me naked and wounded
You were my worst addiction....
You were the monster
I feared would come and take me in the night
Until suddenly I found the will
To stand my ground and fight
I used strength to send you far away
So now you look for a new victim
You'll be there worst addiction.
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 7:51 PM UTC
Im pushing hard with all i've got
Yet nothing is ever good enough
I am racing to the finish line
I am clawing to the top
My body keeps on growing old
While my mind is stuck in time
I lose more than I seem to win
The balance is not right
I know one day....
That I'll be dead,
It just feels...
wrong
-Kaitlyn
Jun 3, 2016
Jun 3, 2016 at 4:19 PM UTC
Alone
I question everything I am
My Life
My Goals
My Purpose
I look up at night and lie awake afraid to sleep,
Constantly wondering about the end
Afraid I will die with no one to hold
Afraid that no one will ever really know me
Afraid that the last moments I spend alive,
Will be spent feeling the way I always feel
Alone
Jun 3, 2016
Jun 3, 2016 at 4:03 PM UTC