I’ve got such a lump in my
Throat that
I have to *****
A butterfly impales herself on
My toenails and
Her wings lose their Blue.
The feathers of my lashes
Grind
The sensitive skin beneath
Your windows.
And I shriek
Like a pheasant falling from the sky after being shot.
There will be no being
done when
I’m done
With you.
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 5:26 PM UTC
Take my grace,
Give me strength
Don’t keep me away,
hold me at distance.
Wipe my face
with tears of iron
of your own.
Please let me in,
make my presence known.
I will
I will
I will
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 4:49 PM UTC
the wind catches my long
blueish hair and pulls
it hard.
i'm getting lost in forests and the amount of eyelashes
you have.
my body is stitched and stretched out and healthy, growing
out of
breath of
sand between
my toes and my
feet
stained with mud.
wait, look, listen, feel
the buzzing in the air
breathing, thinking slowly
about the turning of your bookpage.
(if that makes you happy)
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 4:45 PM UTC
You, you are never alone.
*I sigh and stare at my empty glass where only
a small pool of water from the dissolved
ice cube remains*
I am always alone.
*You agitate me and make me believe
all kinds of things*
I hate being alone.
I want a you.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 5:30 PM UTC
I rub my hand
over my bald head.
And I think of sloshing
eggs and birthday
parties.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 5:25 PM UTC
My heart is an abandoned building
where there used to work many people,
but now the long windows have been smashed.
where the wilderness penetrates
and crawls back through the ashes and rust.
It is a lonely place,
the birds who nest there say,
The concrete littered with shards.
They crush under little paws like snow
after a cold night.
Stubble on my cheek.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 5:22 PM UTC
My hairs I have painted
black
and there is a small drop of
sweat on my
upper lip.
It is burning
inside my closet.
Don't lose track
of me.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 5:14 PM UTC
But for now
I am content with only
dreams.
Like honey I'll drink them
until I get sick of it.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 5:11 PM UTC
Smelled, sound, sweet, soft, smeared, sowed,
silver
are the hands inside your cashmere sweater.
When you embrace
own fingertips.
It has been cold for so long,
tears have now frozen in your eyes.
When you watch the television,
curled up in decayed warmth,
do you ever think about the air
outside?
Remember the restless wind, the fierce rain,
the unforgivable sun?
Please.
Leave your little world of Cashmere
and return,
into the Day.
Nov 30, 2025
Nov 30, 2025 at 5:46 PM UTC
Watch me while I anticipate
the darkness behind your eyes.
In your deep waters lies a hungry gaze,
no longer catching me by surprise.
You never told me anything
about how you lost your Love
that night you ran into the maze
that night you ran off.
With you it’s always ‘yes’ or ‘no’
forget the grey and inbetween
I fear that you will never learn
that in monochrome, colours can not be seen.
Oct 16, 2025
Oct 16, 2025 at 5:54 PM UTC
