To the stars in the sky
And to Ouranous, high above the moon
To everything I hold dear-
To these I bid adieu.
To these, I say goodbye.
Goodbye, my night sky.
Goodbye, my glimmering stars.
Goodbye, my Verdant Moon.
All I want is to be free like you-
All I want is your cosmic heart.
I want to be a pile of stardust
I want to be blown away
I wish to let my human form crumble
In order for me to be made anew
To be turned into a nebulae
Drifting into outer space.
To the stars that lay beside me
And to my everlasting moon
To those, I say hello-
To the world I bid adieu.
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 5:34 PM UTC
Though we both smile
You bloom, as I wilt all the while.
You are my favorite flower,
But I am my least favorite plant.
A parasitic **** sapping your nutrients, just...
Trying desperately
To stay alive.
I cling to you like a leech, dying while you thrive-
Yet, you smile once again at me
I smile once again at you,
You laugh, and then-
You bloom.
You are my favorite flower,
But I am a deceitful, hated ****
Yes, I am your deceitful favorite ****
Yes, I am your favorite ****
So come, share some more chlorophyll with me-
I said, share that green blood with me...
I want to live, my blooming flower.
So, I'll surround your roots-
And I'll rip you in two
I'll tear out your heart
So I can bloom.
Mar 3
Mar 3, 2026 at 11:34 PM UTC
Though clouds may scatter
I myself, am a cloud too.
A faithful nimbus that's full of hope-
Where all of my dreams sit, all of my dreams lay-
They accumulate.
A cloud I am, drifting with the wind easily
Influenced by the perception that other people have of me.
"It looks like cotton candy."
"It looks like a rosebush."
"It looks like an uprooted tree."
I have no shape,
I am what I am,
I am me.
I am a high-flying nimbus cloud,
I am free.
Mar 1
Mar 1, 2026 at 2:41 AM UTC
I want it back.
I won't lie to you.
I can't hide from you.
Those eyes of yours, they bound me so-
They bound me with strings and tight, painful ropes.
Constricted, restricted, and still wondering why-
Is it because I told you I wanted to look at the sky?
Is it because my human pride
Couldn't bear for me to live inside
This world of yours that was built with lies-
Where the only stars were the glint in your eyes-
Or the sparkles from my tears?
A caged bird I am, longing to be free
Wanting, oh, so desperately
My very own nest that's high up in a tree
Away from your controlling captivity
A place where I'd spread my wings
A place where I'd let all my worries and pains pass me by,
A place where I'd fly so high, that I'd never descend-
And I'd never think of making amends.
For who would apologize to the one who'd wronged them?
With my freedom, I'd treasure it-
And never let anyone take it away.
But feather by feather, day by day,
I felt my superficial freedom fade
Like Icarus' pair of wings that day.
Though Icarus laughed as he fell,
I fell back into Hell.
Bound once more by your steely eyes-
Wrapped in chains from my neck to my thighs
My back, it aches, and the skin's all tore-
Such is a fitting punishment for those who yearn for more.
Yet even if I were to lose my eyes,
I'd never forget what that sense of freedom was like
For the rest of my pathetic, trapped, and isolated life.
Feb 25
Feb 25, 2026 at 7:24 AM UTC
Oh Icarus, how sorrowful am I?
I just heard the most beautiful lie.
A tale of a wide blue, and vast sky.
It's a place where there is a golden sun that's high
It's a place where the wind blows just right
It's a place that they call "The outside"
I've dreamt of that place once before.
I've also dreamt that I opened the door
And I've dreamt that I left this room and explored.
Only to wake and return here once more.
So, Icarus, do you think it's true?
Do you think that there's an ocean out there, filled with the deepest blue?
I don't. I've never even seen the sky.
But maybe there's one part of me left
That still believes in that beautiful lie.
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 11:38 AM UTC
The cold one, the lone one.
Though I am cold, I still write-
And I still sleep.
The wind blows against my back, against my ears,
I endure it, yet...
I am still cold.
I write while I freeze,
And my cold nose drips as I sneeze
Yet still, I write.
My fingers lose all warmth, all feeling,
All this writing serves no meaning.
It's getting cold. Too cold.
My fingers now are frozen blocks of ice.
Desperately trying to write my life's story, yet-
The frigid wind enters my heart, and all I can write now is:
"It's too cold."
It's too cold, and yet...
And yet, I...
I still write.
I still write, because I don't know
If my end lies beneath the endless snow
It makes me afraid.
The cold seeps into my frozen bones, terrifyingly still.
Though my body is numb,
I still write.
Though I am scared,
I still write.
Though I am alone,
I still write.
Though I am cold,
I write with my mind.
And forevermore,
I close my eyes and finally sleep.
There is no fate as fitting as this:
Frozen alone with a pen in my hand
Destined to write until the end of time
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 6:04 PM UTC
To ask what true divinity is
And then look in a mirror
Is to contradict every word you've ever heard
In your entire life.
"No one's perfect."
"You're a freak."
It's all nonsense.
All of us are divine-
All of us created
In God's perfect, divine image.
That's why-
We may shatter the mirror,
And instead, merely-
Glance at each other.
the common man
the common woman
the criminal
the teacher,
the gambler.
Though we make mistakes
We are divine
And that's what makes us human.
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 2:14 PM UTC
To thou who art laid out under the ground
I pray that you are doing well.
No judgement lies in your final escape
Whether your soul may lay to rest
In Heaven or in Hell.
Yet all the living may pray
For the one who has grown old and passed
For the one buried six feet under
They pray, "Eternum et Memorae"
That their memories would last
From ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust-
To the one already white, already shining-
To the angel that presides o'er all of us.
"Thou who lives and thou who sleeps"
"You will always be, eternally,"
"In my beloved memory."
"From your pure life which would be bore for me to see, I was... Oh, so happy."
Jan 16
Jan 16, 2026 at 7:04 PM UTC
Alone I lament
In a solemn black silence.
Butterflies fly by my workshop
Their wings impossibly quiet
Yet no matter how I try
I can't drown out the sound
Of the frantic fluttering and flapping of black and white wings
Of the butterflies in pain
Suffering inside my dreams
It's true that all living things are in due time freed
I suppose that's life's philosophy
Like those butterflies and their cries that are audible to only me
But it's the precious things in life that you want to keep
So for them, I'll chamber my sorrow
Fire out my lonely heart
Hold a funeral for the butterflies
And manifest my EGO again
So that the butterflies may fly
Finally, truly at ease-
Once more with the dead.
Dec 26, 2025
Dec 26, 2025 at 11:56 AM UTC
How cold it is
On this wintry morning
The warmth I felt yesterday
Is gone, along with my hope-
Both have gone to waste.
Ah, I wonder if this warmth I feel is true-
And if even someone such as I
Could someday rise
And create a glint in one's eyes
Like you, my radiant sunrise.
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 9:06 PM UTC
