Too much stress
I take it on hoping to take it from others
And I saving them or punishing myself?
I know I am happy for either
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 11:58 PM UTC
I want to be like her
She is such an inspiration
The way she talks and presents herself
Others, including I sometimes, sees her as put off
She admits this
She will never know that I see right through her
I feel as though I feel her emotions
As well as others, but one of hers the most
I want to know others as I know her
To know their flaws and struggles
To compare to mine and help them feel like they are flying, not drowning
Their anxiety puts them down
Oh how I hope it’s not as much as mine
Because to lift someone is to rise them up
No matter how far it pushes you down
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 11:52 PM UTC
You say I am more personable and outgoing
This is because if I put myself out there I can put on a mask of how I want others to see me
For if I’m laid back they might see the real me and I don’t want that
For you who are shy are fearless
You let others draw their own conclusions
And I think that’s the bravest of them all
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 6:49 PM UTC