What can I say?
I didn't know I could see you in this way, now your all I think about all **** day.
What can I say?
I really hope that you will stay, your still all I think about all **** day.
What can I say?
WELL...... I don't want you to go away , because with one word, look, touch, and message you made my day.
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 11:13 PM UTC
You think so low, you must with the
blows that you throw.
I'm not one of your old hoes.
As you can sit back like you counting those
crows, as I sit here in all my woes. Keeping
me on my toes.
Making me feel all these lows, but '
that is how life goes. Hoping that you are not
wanting this chapter to come to a close.
At the end I'm not the one to play pretend,
you just don't know that you . You are
our god send. So run away with us , and
lets not fuss and start a bigger chapter staring us.
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 10:16 AM UTC
Why do I even care ?
Just to feel such despair.
I know better, as you sit there acting all unaware.
The truth is , you just don't care.
Why do I even care?
I don't just change for anyone,
but silly me I even changed my hair.
The truth is you just don't care.
If you truly did ,you would not be able to bare.
The truth is when I think about you not
being in our life I am the one that gets scared.
Supposed to be a team, only in my dreams.
Something like Bonnie and Clyde , but I see it was
not cause of pride. No , you just ******* lied
Hope my feelings will subside, because
it wont be you it will be me the one that cried.
May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 8:37 PM UTC
THESE FEELINGS BUILDING UP INSIDE ME Have to find a way to for a release before I ruined one of the best things that's ever happened in my life . Constant cause of my strife, my mind it won't stop it plays games on me. It makes me try to believe you're not the one for me, but only a blind man can really see those feelings deep down in me. In time it[OR HE ] will go away, just like all the rest when they all take that test . I wish this was still the Wild West , oh how I try my best to let things rest.
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 12:13 PM UTC
Another daybreak, and I am still ******* awake.
Don't know how much more my heart can take. Building up with no release afraid that my knight in shining armor will be fashionably late. So confused, why your actions don't match your words. I know you have common since knowing something hurts someone, but you do it anyway, it just plain out don't make no sense. So you hide behind your eyes, with half *** lies and half *** truths. Wow, you still don't know why I have no trust. When you blatantly through it under the bus.
Jan 26, 2018
Jan 26, 2018 at 1:43 AM UTC
One day you will love me like I love you, it just seems like you don't have a clue. My heart has been broken for so long, I pray that you are the one with some glue. That's your biggest of all the test, to see if you can be true. Don't need no whites if that's the case, I can surely fly that infamous kite. Time to bring ourselves out of the dark, and finally find our light. **** though, I don't want to worry, just because I'm not in your sight. Please ease my mind. I am trying so hard to be patient, respect, loyalty that would be polite. Just bear with me, and stick by my side, but if you have to hide it then it's wrong. You will just leave me broken, cause you couldn't come through with the words that you loudly spoken. The new Bonnie and Clyde, don't prove to me that you just lie. Then I will for my well being have to give up on the fight.
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 9:24 PM UTC
You can lie or should I say you can try, not with me, for I can see on the inside. I'm like the ******* spy for the FBI, as always I'll end up the one to cry. What's so bad you don't even know you made me so sad. Really thought you would prove me wrong, nope, you said so long. Going to give it up for your fairweathers, I'd rather be your Forever. You will see in the end, who is still standing by your side. The one that truly wants to be your ride or die. So here's your cue, no amount of making up to, do you have already shown me that you couldn't even wait a half a moon. That's the thing we will see soon.
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 9:20 PM UTC
Honestly, why would you want to hurt the one, that loves you the most.
Trying to believe in your devotion crazy thing you can't second that notion.
Deep inside me, I'm really wishing for a love potion. Silly me, I'm silly trying to make a motion for your heart. Like a fool you had mine at the **** start.
I really wish that I didn't care, and there you just out here all unaware. I don't think that you are prepared, for the amount of love that I have to share. Baby you're like my air, so much easier to breathe when when we are a pair really wish that I didn't care.
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 7:23 PM UTC
It's bad enough my own mother and father didn't want me, threw me away like the weekly garbage. Why can't I be enough? Waste of space always last in the race, when I ran the fastest just to be let down over and over again. Why I put my all into something when I don't get that back. The one left behind wish I could rewind and they are kind. Is making someone happy worth my mind? Or are they really happy because if they were, they wouldn't want validation from others. It's settling and I'm worth way more than that. Why can't I or they see that? Never enough... All we are is all alone, Kurt Cobain. And they thought he was insane, he just cared too much. Don't want to feel anymore, just want to leave this place. Ha-ha thinks they're in hell I live it every day. No one could live an hour in my head they would surely be begging for some Led.
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 4:16 AM UTC
So glad you rescued my heart, mind and soul had me at my very low, I think you deserve these bows. Even though you had no Ducks lined up it made me the happiest woman when you pick me to be with you to grow.
Jan 24, 2018
Jan 24, 2018 at 4:11 PM UTC