It's the quietest time of night
Where the moon has peaked
All is hushed
And you're supposed to be asleep
But your mind plays games
Making noise that keep you awake
Mocking your restlessness and fears
Little monsters play tug-of-war
And swing from moonlit chandeliers
I Find comfort in the dark
A pitch black tranquility
But little monsters search for a thought
To keep me awake unwillingly
Heart steadies like the sea
Holding on to the evanescent dreams
Waiting for the pounce of little feet
Jumping on on you like a trampoline
They've finally tuckered themselves out
From running about
They curl up beside me
And count their sheep
Beside little monsters
I sleep
Jul 12, 2020
Jul 12, 2020 at 8:50 PM UTC
Have you ever noticed
The green leaves in the summer
Ever thought about the moment they would turn
A different color
When the yellows and oranges begin to bleed through
Or do you only notice their beauty
Before they whisper "Adieu"
Jul 12, 2020
Jul 12, 2020 at 8:49 PM UTC
Slowing chipping at my shell
I watch it start to break away
Some days it doesn't seem to crack
But I still make progress anyway
Inside this loved but shackle of a shell
I've been the same me
Living by my limits and inhibitions
But I finally feel like breaking free
Unsure of who I am to become
Like a mystery without a clue
There's beauty in ultimately finding one
The discovery of something new
The pieces fall off when their ready
Those tiny slivers that once kept me safe
Breaking through your own shell
Is about growing and finding your place
Jul 9, 2020
Jul 9, 2020 at 3:29 AM UTC
Read you my poem
Excited to share, you're deaf
You silenced my lips
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 10:07 PM UTC
You dont get to pick and choose
Forcing someone or something to be a muse
Like nature it grows organically
From your heart and mind's insanity
Picking up letters and phrases
Hands typing quick across the pages
The rhymes don't even matter
Thoughts always seem to scatter
Never satisfied with the image you wrote
But it's better than words stuck in your throat
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 5:41 PM UTC
My mind wanders all day
And I daydream of you
Closing my eyes for a moment
Imagining myself on top of you
Just a few more hours to go
It's been such a long week
Longing for your warm embrace
Your silk touch on my cheek
I hear you calling
Every minute of every day
I leave you waiting
I'm sorry I couldn't stay
I'll make it home to you
Your patience goes unsaid
I cant wait to crawl into you
My love. My bed.
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 3:00 PM UTC
You look into her eyes
How waves of blue collide
But she sees weary hollows
Something her exhaustion cannot hide
You touch her hands
So soft and enduring
But she feels her fingers
Parts her anxieties keep shearing
You watch her smile
Like replaying a favorite memory
But she notices her smirk
Crooked and unsteady
The mirror you hold is cracked
She will never see what you see
Her insecurities unwavering
But you will repeatedly disagree
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 2:58 PM UTC
You drew her in
Like the last breath you'd ever take
Drowning in her eyes
Hitting the blue and silver wakes
She reached for your hand
Shaking you from your slow descent
Her touch like a velvet rose
A warmth without an end
She laughs and you close your eyes
Hanging her smile in your mind
A gallery of your favorite pieces
Her portrait a one of a kind
Jun 28, 2020
Jun 28, 2020 at 10:57 AM UTC
I sit here every evening
every night
Nothing comes to mind
No muse in sight
I have an ache inside
I can't describe
I type a few lines
Words won't rhyme
Failing each time
The sting inside
A low lit flame
Dwindling down to nothing
Why can't I find
What's burning inside
And type it all out
Confusing doubt
Not even sure what it's about
The words pour down the sink
Draining to never be seen
I'm stuck in between
The chaos unheard
And losing myself
Placing my unfinished words
Back on their shelf
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 7:41 PM UTC
My head is heavy
Broken shards in the sides
Stiffened vines creeping
Taking over my insides
A booming weight of chaos
Buries me alive
Left with the fear of survival
And only a pinhole of light
Jun 25, 2020
Jun 25, 2020 at 4:57 PM UTC
