Never seen
Eyes more true,
Until one day
I rested mine on you.
Knew your smile,
Your voice,
Your touch...
Before I met you
That faithful day.
If this is love,
Then I never
Knew what it was
Before.
If this isn't right,
I don't care,
I never
Wish it to end,
Only for it to
Begin.
To pretend tonight
That you think of me too,
And trust deep down
In a story of love.
Dec 8, 2021
Dec 8, 2021 at 10:29 PM UTC
Heard a familiar song,
As sleep beckoned once more
Only to close the door
At the the crossing
Where I find you,
Obscure.
Drifted away to sleep...
As it fell upon me,
I heard your voice so clearly,
Looked at your face,
But there isn't a trace
To be found,
Familiar sound,
Something isn't clear.
Something doesn't compute.
A new day beckons,
Awaken,
Rise up,
Live it.
A sound in the crowd,
A face takes hold,
Merely a figment
Of my daydreams and worst dreams,
Come back to this life.
I could hold your hand,
If only I could find it,
Finding you lost,
On the Verge
Of something new...
Dec 2, 2021
Dec 2, 2021 at 11:07 PM UTC
The ocean casts cerulean
Its eyes a fatigued gaze
Paralyzed in your presence
Concealed and unscathed
On the surface...
All the while,
My feelings drown in
Your waves,
Reaching out to touch you...
Realizing I'm powerless...
Staring up at your slate sun.
You've been there by my side
This whole time.
I pray only that you do not
Leave me to catch
Your falling embers
When you're gone.
I pray that one day
We'll be with each other always.
I pray that I don't have to wait
Any more months or years
To kiss you,
And for it to be real.
I ask God why tonight,
And tomorrow I'll sit by your side
As if nothing ever changed.
Long-suffering in this hidden truth,
Powerless to say a word.
The reality is my soul is saddened
That you are not here with me now,
All I can do is dream of you,
A smile on your face.
I'll see you tomorrow,
And you might never
Know what I feel for you.
Nov 30, 2021
Nov 30, 2021 at 8:47 PM UTC
He wondered what it would be like
To be water,
Flowing through the rocks and reefs,
Nothing could bind him,
Nothing to harm him underneath, within,
the soul weeps.
There was once a civil war,
And he was a soldier
Barely hanging on to life,
Kept going through the smoke-fire-pain
Love lost, lost his love in the rain.
Dropped to his knees and asked God why,
He would take away the one thing he was living for.
His dear love was the only reason he'd
Awaken each day and dream each night-
Picturing how happy they would be
Kept him moving still.
God looked down on the man and said,
"None of us get to choose when or how,
or what we lose."
The soldier placed one foot in front of the other
On solid ground
And found the strength to stand,
Until one day he'd rest his head
In a place where angels sing
And see his true love's face
And feel her in his embrace.
Now all that's left on this earth
Tells just a piece of their story,
Found one day buried deep
In the ground,
A wedding ring engraved with the words,
"Forever Love..."
Nov 26, 2021
Nov 26, 2021 at 11:34 PM UTC
I hear you...
Voice in the dark
Heart of my heart.
Settle in this fold.
Out of the cold,
One day we'll be old.
Comforting warmth,
Out of the rain,
Listening to it again.
Your arms surround
All of me in your hold.
Something tells me,
You'd never
Abandon.
Heart of my heart.
Settle in this fold.
Never to grow cold.
Nov 22, 2021
Nov 22, 2021 at 10:49 PM UTC
It's the time of year
That tears can
Make a stream
Under your left eye,
Counting the minutes,
haunting memories
Visit like drafts
Coming from the edges
Of a window when
October smiles its
Wide grin of
Oranges and lemons
And laughs while
You shiver
And now I sit and wonder
Solemnly to myself
What it would be like
In (your) arms one day...
Would long-past memories
Be erased?
To greet us with a warm embrace?
I sit here and wonder
About you
Nov 22, 2021
Nov 22, 2021 at 9:42 PM UTC
I was walking in opaque
In a mist of blurred lines,
On the trail
Of something
Of someone not meant to find.
In that moment,
I stood on the dirt,
And looked up through the fog
To see through the clues
That led me to resolve,
Then to you.
I was lost in a maze
with no exit.
Now I'm face to face
With another,
Never meant to uncover.
From day one
We were never meant
To know each other.
Standing on the abstract
Verge of something...
Colors merge in my mind,
All was obscured
And now I can see
But not feel.
And all along
I was never meant to
Uncover you.
So many colors blend,
Blurring the truth
And I'll never
See through to you.
Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 10:58 PM UTC
Cold can be so warm,
On the outside of truth
Crashed below the water
Heavy and sunk
To the bottom
so far, so far
From where
The edge scrapes life
Underneath disguise
Took hold
Of temporary
Youth
Reflection holds the truth
It is so cold,
In open air
Above the pool
Where bodies swim
Say hello
Meet and embrace
In the blue
There is love, up high
Reaching
Reciting
What you believe
Love under the surface,
Scratched away
To find proof
On the outside of truth
Dec 30, 2020
Dec 30, 2020 at 10:57 PM UTC
It's hard to let go and hold on
Let go for a little while...
Dangling from a star
In ebony space
Invisible,
Dangling
Hanging on to how it feels
Drowned in incandescence
Lost in the void
Lost in the void
Touched your fingertip
Before floating away
Oh no
Where did you go
Oh no
Found yourself,
The tip of where
You can't see
Or ever go
Lost in the void
Lost in the void
Always dangling there
Waiting for a glimpse
Of something far off,
Galactic
Still hanging on,
Dangling,
Crystalline trellis
Covered head to toe
With heavenly glow
Danced in Jupiter's rain
Under Callisto's light
And nothing could compare
Shining with a million colors
The whole time
Dangling
Lost in the void
Lost in the void
Dec 27, 2020
Dec 27, 2020 at 11:39 PM UTC
So, clear to see
Who you want to be,
It can all be seen
Channeling.
Take a breath
In-and-out,
Don't forget
Not to swallow
Salt water,
When you're
On the surface
Shallow.
Everything is washed over,
Bones are hollow,
Made of starfish
Also known as
Asteroids,
Their radiating arms
Fill colorless depths with
Magnificent sights.
Everything eventually fades,
To grow anew
In an endless cycle,
Seaweed holds fast
To rusty anchors
Buried and sunken
Down
In desolate places.
A final resting place for saints,
And sinners...
They once sat on a ship and
Ate mackerel for dinner.
Fish now rise up to
The surface of a vessel
Alive on tranquil seas,
And life continues
On as it does naturally,
With starfish wonders
And miracles,
Ships sail and sink
Just as we do.
Dec 8, 2020
Dec 8, 2020 at 10:05 PM UTC
