I talk about everything
and yet nothing
I waste my time
searching my mind
for something to say
something that has
a meaning to me
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
I find myself alone
even with you here
I try to hide my fear
anytime your near
but my time is running out
cause my mind is burning out
I have to tell you now
before I die upon this ground
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 6:14 PM UTC
There is not much left
my sanity has gone
I fight for what's left
but all time is gone
I hear all the whispers
they go and go
never giving time
to sit and think
to ponder why
I want to die
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 6:10 PM UTC
My mind long gone
My body forgotten
But who cares anymore
You see me cry
You don't wonder why
Because I lie
Straight to your face
I know I'm a disgrace
But no one cares
About
me
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 6:09 PM UTC
My friend, why do you cry?
why do you want to die?
my friend
we share three names
My love, when do you cry
why don't you want to die?
my love
We share no names
My people, do you cry?
why do we all die?
my people
I know none of you
And I avoid all of you
cause we're all broken
in some
way
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 5:49 PM UTC
Figure me out
Try to learn how
I live with this brain
This brain full of pain
But it's so hard
Hard to explain
So just try to learn
Without my brain
Helping you on your
way
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 5:34 PM UTC
depression is my obsession
I have to beat this oppression
On my mind
Because it's not binding
Life's not always winding
Down
But all I'm finding
Are demons teeming
Inside my soul
They won't let go
Of my existence
They live of persistence
And I keep fighting for control
I should stop resisting
As you know
But all I want is control
But they won't
Let
Go
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 5:08 PM UTC
They're in control
Not me
I've tried everything
To be free
This time I waste
Is not mine
On borrowed time
I cry
I can't pay it back
Cause I'll die
So
soon
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC