Lonely
Something that describes me
Lonely
The feeling I keep hiding
I want to be by your side
Yet I know I can't
So I stay away
Like you want me to
Lonely
It's what I am
Lonely
Is what I'll always be
Destined to cry
In the shadows of the past
Without moving foward
Trying to not look back
Lonely
Is what I feel
Lonely
When you look away
I'll keep my distance
If that makes you happy
I'll give everything away
If I get to see you smile
Lonely
For you my love
Lonely
Will be enough
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 3:09 PM UTC
No te quejes
No te quejes
Cierra la boca
que no es la hora
No te quejes
No te quejes
A nadie le importa
lo que te ahorca
No te quejes
No te quejes
Queda en silencio
Deja el incendio
No te quejes
No te quejes
No tienes excusa
No hay excusa
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 11:59 AM UTC
So my true intent can’t be discovered,
So my heart and love can rest in covers,
I write you this poem, I ignore the pain;
And wish that tomorrow I’ll see you again.
I wish to love you and be loved back,
But I just know that your heart I lack.
So I hide my wishes in tunes and rhymes;
Cause I just know I’m not worth your time.
So my words are silent, but my tunes stay true;
Cause It’s your heart who I want to speak too.
I know I’m not really all that you want,
But I just wish you’d look at me for some more time.
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 5:59 PM UTC
Just forget it
I don't know why I tried
I know I'm being sensitive
And I hate myself for it
you don't need to point it out
Just even forget I tried
I'm sorry
Its not your foult
I'm just very impatient
I'm just so tired
I don't care what rhymes
I'm alone surrounded by people
In a darkness surrounded by light
I don't find a way to care right now
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 10:57 PM UTC
I love being left alone, abandoned
told that I don't matter
But it's fine, I get it
I just hoped you didn't mean it
Go ahead, leave me behind
I understand, I don't mind
I understand I got replaced
I understand I got no place
I hoped you'd never leave my side
but now I get that I was just blind
There is so much better than me
There are so many better ways to live
I know it's fine, but it still hurts
You have to move, I'm forced to stay
You make more friends and find your place
while in a solitary state I stay
I know I', selfish, I know it's rude
but I just wished to have a place
I'm sorry I was not enough
I'm sorry that I wished too much
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 5:09 AM UTC
I cant write a poem today
because the endless words will fog the purpose
I'm sorry for all I've done
My mistake for being dumb
Were all flawed, were all hauted
But its me who couldn't see
I thought those thoughts were true
but it turns out they just had
selfish wished
all I blamed was for myself
for I am the most flawed
this doesn't rime
this doesn't flow
but neither do my thoughts
surrounded by all my lies
Jul 1, 2018
Jul 1, 2018 at 9:16 PM UTC
No matter how much I try
I cant seem to make my words rhyme.
But my heart keeps pouring out,
and if its not though letters it's though my eyes.
I need you with me,
I want you near me;
But I know my weakness,
I know I'm selfish.
Every time I see you eyes,
hear you laugh, or see you smile,
I cant help but want some more;
cause it's only you that can keep me warm.
You make me feel stronger,
You make me feel loved;
You give me a reason
To keep moving on
But I know how you feel about me,
I know it's not mutual.
So I'm just content in the sidelines;
Watching you smile is my lifeline.
I wish you were here,
I wish this was real.
But I know my weakness,
I know the deal.
And just like always I'll try to move on;
against my hearts wishes, against its soft plea.
I just want you to hold me, and tell me it's fine,
I just want someone to help me survive.
Love ruins friendships,
Love just bring hardships,
Love is so painful,
And yet is so warming.
Jun 16, 2018
Jun 16, 2018 at 9:45 PM UTC
Every day
1, 2, 3, 4
stay up just a little late
5, 6, 7, 8
tired of this endless play
9, 10, 11, 12
I'm still up lets count again!
1, 2, 3, 4
Every day I lay in bed
5, 6, 7, 8
Watch the time all go away
9, 10, 11, 12
Took to long lets go again!
1, 2, 4, 3
A darkened room -to play- -for us-
5, 7, 6, 8
What -shadows come- -have those- to say
12, 11, 10, 9
-allright- -you'll be- -okay- -it is-
9, 11, 6, 3
-can you- -hidden- -meaning- -endless-
2, 5, 8, 10
-just an- - with no- -winning- -find the-
4, 7, 1, 12
-puzzle- -and no- -Life is- -meaning?-
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 1:20 AM UTC
I don't know what is true,
I dont know what is false.
Every day I wake up,
breath the air and look up;
As I see the sky above,
I wonder if its all I've got.
What if things weren't as I see?
Could they be lies composed by me?
How can we trust ourselves these days?
How can we trust our human ways?
People are selfish, people are cruel;
All these people just want to rule.
So what if Im like them, what if I'm dull?
What if my brain just want to be 'cool'?
I'm tired of questions, I'm tired of thinking;
I just want the truth to finally sink in.
What am I feeling? Who am I really?
These endless questions forever spinning.
And this poem has no ending,
Like the life I keep in question;
Will I reach a true conclusion?
Or will my life be left on pending?
Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 1:11 AM UTC
I think I broke my thumb....
It is quite a ***
Because I thought that
fighting pain with pain
Would solve everything.
I think I broke my thumb...
And now it feels numb.
Just like what lies inside
My broken soul
And endless halls.
I think I broke my thumb...
I'm just very dumb.
Why would I think
That the pain in my bones
I should treat like you treat me.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 5:07 PM UTC