Depression at its finest,
from the darkness ever shineth.
Save me now O my God;
Jesus, my King, here I stand.
If this Your punishment be,
I willingly accept with glee.
If this be of the serpent wee,
O Lord deliver me!
God, I've sinned.
A seed has rooted deep within!
Your chastisement Lord,
of love it is; I'm in accord.
Perhaps not over but bring me through,
Up from the bottom of the cold, deep blue...
Sep 16, 2020
Sep 16, 2020 at 4:53 PM UTC
Lord,
Help me decide help me to know,
which seed it is You want me to sow.
Be with me and never leave,
through all this joy and even grief.
Wisdom impart lest I depart,
I'll follow Your will;
We'll be Writer and quill.
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 11:00 AM UTC
Christ: by sinners slain.
He rose again, to forever
Reign.
He is my Lord,
He is my God,
He is my King.
My Father, He will ever be.
Creator He is,
Sinner I was,
But now my heart
Is His.
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 11:25 AM UTC
Thoughts of death,
Images of suicide;
In my head, do they reside.
I try to withdraw,
I try to escape;
But instead, my soul goes blank.
The enemy encamps me,
They want me so greatly;
But my Father, keeps me proficiently.
It's just for now,
For the hour is approaching;
The kingdom is at hand: my King is coming.
Be not afraid,
Ye children of God;
Our Father in heaven, is more than a god.
He suffered and died,
For you and for all;
Be not afraid, for Jesus won't fall.
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 3:10 PM UTC
What if the world was perfect?
What if man never fell?
What if the serpent had no lie to tell?
There would be no enemy to resist;
But I would cease to exist.
No sorrow to feel, but no deal to seal.
No stumbling block,
But no promised Rock.
I thank the Lord for the way it is:
For this broken world, which is still His
God sent Christ to die, to take our sins away;
But raised Him again that glorious third day!
Here I am, a child of the King;
my sins forgiven, what a wonderful thing!
I walk this path, close to the Lord, He my shield and portion be.
Life You've brought to me, because of the blood of the sacrificial Lamb.
Wings like eagles You have given me:
From the enemy my God has delivered me!
Thank You, for the cross Lord.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 11:31 AM UTC
My Lord the Redeemer,
Lord God my Deliverer.
Reaching down from above,
As graceful as a dove,
Never ceasing with Your love.
I owe it all to You,
Because when I was sitting on that pew,
You called me into life anew.
You washed away my sins,
Life You breathed within.
On calvary hill,
You were still,
Lord You bowed to the Father's will.
You died for my sins;
Laid in a tomb,
In which You did not stay,
You rose again that glorious third day!
In Heaven You are,
Waiting for me,
To bow my heart, and bend the knee.
I worship You Lord,
Because all that for love,
The least I could do,
Is praise Your name above.
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 10:51 PM UTC
Your awesome power Lord,
Never ceases to amaze me Lord,
With Your greatness and glory,
You write out Your story,
My Lord goes before me,
And lights up for me.
God Your creation,
Bows in amazement,
You control the winds and the seas,
You form the rocks and the trees,
You give provision to the birds of the sky,
You make my soul not shy.
You bring honey from the bee,
Life You breathe into me.
Lord You shine bright,
To the darkness You give fright.
You are cloud by day and fire by night,
Lord,
You are the light.
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 7:42 PM UTC
Here I am,
With seething pain,
Lord wet the sand,
Bring back the rain.
Though I sit, amidst the storm,
You hold me still;
Lord You reign.
Please let me feel,
The rushing waters,
Of Your Holy Spirit,
Full of love.
My strength and shield be,
"For thou hast been a shelter for me, a strong tower from the enemy." -Psalm 61:3
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 7:36 PM UTC
Seething pain, deep inside,
I'm a wretch, why can't I die?
Through the valleys deep and low,
Sinking down how far must I go?
Dark and scary getting weary,
Falling faster falling further.
Deep down I go, into the abyss,
No light in sight, oh how much I miss.
How can I do it, what must be done??
The deeper I go the darker this gets,
How evil I am with many regrets.
I'm falling now, suspended in stillness,
The further I go, the darker this is, all my feeling just vanishes.
With feelings bled away, happiness can not stay.
I'm lying here in numbness but I'm here okay?
Can't feel anything,
Make it go away!
This is not for nothing, it's all for something,
The Lord's returning, I know He's coming.
Though I can't rest, it's for the best,
God's will is the awesomest!!
I'm suffring here, but more He did there➕
On the cross He hung, dead and still,
Thank You Lord, for dying on that hill.
But up He rose, on the glorious third day,
So here I'll wait, for His happiness again.
He's still with me, as from the start,
I'm filled with joy, because He won't depart!
Bless You Lord, for your gift of love,
I thank You Lord for Your loving heart.
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 8:33 PM UTC
Do not fear,
Do not forget,
The Lord is here,
And has forgiven your debt.
He was and is, and is to come,
Do not fret, for He won't succum.
Through the night and through the storm,
Do not fright, He borms you with oil.
The day is clear, the night is warm,
The Lord is here, and gives you ear.
He was always there, in the night and in the storm,
Right with you: because of love.
Jesus my Lord,
You're all I need,
Be with me please.
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 8:11 PM UTC