I have gone for almost a year
Frowning on my chances
Wiping up the tears
Seems Life has gone well
Well Aint I the lucky apple?
To the teen before
that is depressed and squabble
Now free from the land
That use to be my devil
The demon in my head
No longer my cradle
The old Alvirez now become JJ (My new Nickname)
From the depth of my fear
From the demon that i slay
No longer chain from my rear
Hoping one day
I made it and it will continue this way
To keep that fire burning
Keep on fighting
To the Lord i pray
For the time being
I just wanna do the things I love
Protect the ones i care to
Until one day
This body wont be able to
To one reading this, God Bless
Aug 30, 2021
Aug 30, 2021 at 2:00 PM UTC
It is something to wonder,
To sit underneath a tree
To close my eyes and ponder
What's reality and What's fantasy
Life is a ride,
To take a different ways,
To look from a different side,
To lost myself in my own trade,
You been talking about money,
Talking about getting laid,
Been writing from my shadows,
You can call that shade
Cause I know
To live my own life and not others,
To not simply take it and throw,
To hold my own,
And find my own door
A different tracks,
Different sound,
Different hype,
To know you,
To hold you and to cried.
It seems that its all I can do,
To hear your name,
And help me to walk the difficult times I been through.
I'm just a simple man,
Just a simple lonely guy,
who happens to be on the train,
Discovering tracks that none had seen
That none had been
People says destiny is in the hand of God,
Well people tends to be carefree,
Some simply goes and rot,
While others still sitting in the same tree
Cause we all are simply human,
We make mistakes,
No what religion you are,
We never had gives or makes,
We always had steal and takes
Greed and Pride,
People judges,
People scared and hide,
Cause that what makes us humans,
In all we do and all we take
In all days and seasons
We are simply a human
Doesn't matter the reasons.
Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 2:13 AM UTC
Stupid Things
Crowded minds,
Heavy rings,
Pretending like Im the knight,
And You are the queen,
But you had stop since
And you had diamond rings,
Money things
Its funny how,
People change easily,
Flows of greed
Pour down heavily
Like a rain in Havana
Just like the moment when people
Started asking my name,
Tried to run from my past
Try to hide my shame,
Deep in the sand,
To play the life game
And lost in the chase of fame
''Kechik''
I take it,
''Sky''
I guess its a Lullaby,
Cause Im so good in saying goodbye,
And running away from myself,
To hide myself and to not stare in your eye,
Life's been hard,
Been working in street
to be curse at,
Been working in convenient store
to be laugh at
To open a side Chinese shop
to be stare at.
To run away from life,
Hiding away in Shade,
from light and reality
To close my eyes,
and hear my own heartbeat,
To die and hears whispers
Die beautifully..
Possibly.
To left a legacy
Is just another gasp,
She's now left me,
Just another memory,
Of what I had become,
To blown away from reality,
To hear, love and maybe some.
No Poetry,
Nor sanity,
Can really change me,
Cause Im not the same,
Nor some game
Nor some Twitter fame
Or those fake girls in Instagram
That can change my name
Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 11:35 AM UTC
If there is something,
That maybe I can just bring back in time
The echoes of voices of the angels sings,
Or maybe memories of you that gone it seems.
Life is a hell of a ride,
To meet different faces,
To meet different type,
To tie different laces,
To gone a different hype
If there is something,
I can make out of my past,
Is to hold your hand,
And to confess that I like you at last,
Not because of any money nor fame,
Nor power nor lust,
But simply because in all words and act
You are simply perfect
Too perfect that I kept it in
Just to be blown away like dust
Before I die,
If there is something,
That I can say nor see
''I wanna love all of you''
''Just the way it should be''
''Just the way it want to be''
''Just the way it gonna be''
Then i would close my eye
To let the angels take me,
And sing me my last lulaby
Knowing my heart and its voices,
Will stay near you,
Because that is the place it should be
I know,
Words won't be enough,
To tell you what I felt,
The moment I saw you,
The moment I know you,
The moment I hold you,
The moment when I hold you hand,
To dance to the ryhtm,
Without a sorrow,
Like a happy rabbit in its burrow
To dance and Love you
Like there is no tomorrow
If there is something
I wanna do before I go,
Is to say I love you,
All this time,
All this years,
It is only you,
Im Sorry
That I had fallen in Love With You.
Sincerely
Jacquim
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 4:32 AM UTC
The Wind,
whisper silently within the distance,
waiting patiently,
for those who craving for a reason,
to stay awake and see life,
in every despair.
For in every eyes I see
Those who struggle
Or finding Oneself or those that they wanna be,
Lit up upon Thy faith ,
He close her eyes,
To cover in a smile and hold her tight-
All her pain,
All her feelings,
All her struggles,
All of her
And her well being,
Knowing that one day she will gone
And she will dies.
The Wind
Echoes and rings among those who believes,
or those who long lost hope,
Or those that simply
want their voices to be heard.
Among those winds,
I look ahead
the scenery
Of how great,
Thou hast created Thy art
Just walking through times,
With laughter and Jokes,
Not to worry about tomorrow
Or money,
Or fame.
To simply enjoy life as it is
To enjoy it as it was
And to enjoy it as there is.
The Wind
Blows joyfully among the stars,
In Awe and wonder,
In fullness of its yonder,
Sometimes,
I just lie still
Counting the Stars,
far away from the buzzing of Cars,
Or any hushes of the City,
How great a destiny or dreams could be,
If one day it just happens to be
That I lose this life,
I'm truly grateful
To know this life,
To know and survive,
Till the moment i will be awaken and revive,
Among the angels and Gods,
And most of all to let it happen,
And to let it show
That I Love You,
And thats all I know.
To know that my feeling for you
To fall for you,
To look forward through all the phase
To know what you are trying to shyly says,
That ''Yes I love You''
Is all i need to get through the days,
Oh Goddess of Wind,
If you are truly real,
And has always been,
for my hope has echoes through all the rivers
Through all the seasons and all the wonders
Of the world
For among this swift echoes
To watch her dancing on her toes,
To hold her under the moonlight
And kiss her slow
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 10:25 PM UTC
Sometimes I learn to stay awake,
In dawn some falls says ''It is the fate''
Running past the wall of hardship that you make,
Thinking of giving up every hour that i fail,
But looking up ahead i see the birds
Free, Flying past that wall that seems high without a trail
The sound of freedom rings in the distance,
The wind of change whispers within the walls
Slowly gone without a trace,
Somewhere in me,
I know there is something that kept me back
Something that lock me in my track,
The old me that use to say No
The one that laugh that say No
The one that say they care about you,
The Inner me that spark me to go,
Lift up my eyes,
I grab the first rock,
It Hurts,
It Hurts,
Slowly i whisper, It Hurts
I felt alone,
I felt hopeless,
I felt useless,
The dark hands that strangle me from within
And somewhere within this journey,
I realise i was not lost,
I was not beaten,
For None are worthless in His eyes,
For those who had give up hope,
For those who had lost in darkness
Shall found light,
And In you hope lives on.
I lift up myself,
I grab the second rocks,
I saw you,
Trying to carry all the burden alone,
And you were whispering
''Help''
You were worrying of how Others will think of you
You were worrying how Others life are so perfect
You were worrying how Others look so cool doing it,
Unrealising you are drowning in pain,
Deep in you slowly rotten away in vain,
I close my eyes and whisper to you,
Somewhere in you The You has decay,
Hope has no where to stay
And All I can do for you,
Is Pray.
Sometimes life is weird,
Life is hard,
Life is scary,
Life can be wary,
And it can drown you,
Life is like the rail in the forest
Dark in the midnight
Unknowing where to go
Or where it leads to
So many tracks
So many ways
So many walls
It just a matter who or which
Track will you chose?
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 9:41 AM UTC
Woke up
To open my eyes
To the clear sunlight
Just to realize
How lonely it felt
Without you beside me
Woke up
Try to face everyone with a smile
Hoping it gone for a while
This feeling of emptiness
That I kept in my heart
To silence the pain in my chest
To hold my breathe
And take a deep rest
Every time my friend ask if I'm okay
I just smile and try my best
Woke up
To not know my name
To not know what destiny holds
To not know tomorrow is
To not know what it is
To love you again
Woke up
I stand strong
To keep on going
To keep on moving
To keep on knowing
That maybe my inner voices will be heard,
Somewhere in the distance,
Those voices will reach someone,
And told them it will be okay,
Nothing will gone
You are not alone
That you can make it
Woke up
Looking ahead to the clear sky
To know you are just beside me
As we just standing in the street
Waving goodbye
Maybe just maybe
My voices had just been heard
Even if we are strangers
But in our own world
We are believers
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 2:12 AM UTC
I may never knows what lies ahead of me,
but I had never giving in
even if my future holds it tight
not letting a sip to enter my mind,
I Stay ahead, Leave what past behind and kept look forward.
Someday maybe they will understand,
Someday maybe Some will remember,
Someday maybe Some will regret,
But its up to you,
Because its Your Life,
Because its Your Dream,
Because its Your Road,
Whether you wanna start the journey,
Whether you wanna take a break during the journey.
Or whether you just wanna end the journey,
Its Your Road,
Yours not anyone else
Not your lover,
Not your Love ones,
Nor Your Enemy,
Its Yours,
And Yours Alone
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 11:55 PM UTC
I'm falling on my own
Hoping time will stop
I'm falling alone
Hoping the pain in my chest will just stop
And the gun you hold tight might just drop
I'm falling on my seat
Still gasping for air
Hoping it end fast
And somebody just pass by me
To stop and actually care
I'm falling behind
Realizing it is the end
Jumping in reality
Has really tie me to a trend
Nobody listen
Nobody trying
Nothing glisten
At least I'm trying
I'm falling deep,
Deep inside the light
Hopefully when it ends
There will be a ride
Hopefully it won't bite
Just like how it felt on my heart
When she left me that night
Just to know she doze away
To satisfy her own way
Gasping for the last day
Ends me in a sway
I'm falling away in my vision
Closing my eyes
Hoping it fade like my last text
Someday my name will be heard
Truly, X
Jul 5, 2018
Jul 5, 2018 at 1:41 AM UTC
Life Is Weird,
How it tends to sips deep into you,
Sometimes even when there is this doubt,
You just stay strong,
Because somewhere in you,
There is something saying it will be fine.
And tomorrow will never ends
Life is truly weird,
On how it makes you feel
even when many surrounds you,
as a friend nor lover,
You still feel a sense of loneliness
within your soul,
Life is Weird,
Sometimes even when you tried your best,
It end up in failure,
But only when you desire a true change
Will the star falls on your laps,
making you think is life truly a slaps?
Just another words passing by?
Life is weird,
So is Love,
When you say everything will be alright,
without her beside you,
You will started to miss her,
You will started to hear mumbles
from the air,
Maybe just maybe
Those words that sometimes looses your heart
Life is truly weird doesn't it?
A wind of change blew right true me
Alone under the moon
Just enjoying the scenery of the woods
As if the Trees are whistling in the distance
Whatever it is,
Deep in me still saying
I'll sway together away with this life,
Even if this journey does end up weird,
I Love it,
This Life
Jul 4, 2018
Jul 4, 2018 at 5:22 AM UTC