
You realize this was planned out from the very start.
We were meant to come together just so we could fall apart.
The pain of losing you was unbearable, I was so sure I couldn't survive, but from the ashes like a Phoenix I managed to rise.
I realize now that this was the only way I would be forced to look inside, and face the demons I was running from my entire life.
Where there once was heartbreak, now only gratitude resides. Your bittersweet sacrifice helped me find my way back to who I really am inside.
Thank you.
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 5:43 PM UTC
No matter where this life takes us, whether near or far
You'll always hold this special place embedded in my heart
No matter how much time may pass, even when we don't speak
I am with you always and I love you endlessly
Nov 10, 2016
Nov 10, 2016 at 12:58 PM UTC
Most people think I'm crazy. I can see it in their eyes. They think I'm dumb for holding on, but they fail to realize, what we have is something special. You can't just lump this in a box, it goes so much deeper than all they know of human love and loss.
They have never felt a love like this, and they probably never will. It takes an ancient soul to comprehend that what we have is real. They say there are others out there, and while it might be true, I've never met another soul that gets me like you do...
Nov 10, 2016
Nov 10, 2016 at 12:51 PM UTC
I live for these mornings
Waking up, tangled up with you.
Its so surreal knowing that all my dreams have come true.
There is no way to describe the way you make me feel inside.
So much bliss I could have died and went to heaven,
Yet, I've never felt so alive!
It kills me to pull away, when I must leave you for the day.
I wish that I could stay forever in the warmth of your embrace.
I count the seconds when I'm away, yearning to be back where I belong, dreaming about kissing your face and hearing your heartbeat like a song.
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 1:01 PM UTC
Today I fell down the rabbit hole
And I'm not coming back
All the thoughts inside my head
Were just too tightly packed
I hit the bottom and heard a Crack
Knocked loose all sanity left intact
Now I stand here looking back
And, all I can do is laugh
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 12:51 PM UTC
It will be okay
You'll have another one some day
It seems that's all they have to say
Like you can be replaced
But, I will never forget the day
I learned that you were on your way
Tears of joy streamed down my face
Everything fell into place
I dreamed of all you'd grow to be
beautiful and sweet
I couldn't wait to kiss your adorable face
And tickle your little feet
Your daddy was so proud
And just as happy when he found out
He was so excited to be your father
We'll always love you without a doubt
We are so sad to be without you
But In our hearts you'll always stay
You will never be forgotten
And we will meet again one day.
I Promise♡
Jul 24, 2015
Jul 24, 2015 at 5:11 PM UTC
You can jump start a heart
But, can you save a dying soul?
Once it's been shattered into pieces, Can it ever be made whole?
Jul 24, 2015
Jul 24, 2015 at 4:36 PM UTC
The storms are rolling through again
Unleashing darkness and fear
Just keep holding me tight, love
Soon the skies will clear
They can beat us down and break us
But we will pick eachother back up
We will gather the scattered pieces
And sew them back together with love♡
Jul 24, 2015
Jul 24, 2015 at 4:30 PM UTC
Drip, drop
Until my heart stops
Bleeding with a meaning
I know they've been deceiving me
Don't stop
Fueling my addiction
I feed on all the tension and pain that I've been given.
My life
Caught up in a daydream
Pretending that I'm mainstream
Until they found the blood stains.
That knife
I don't know how it got there
Its sharp; my feeling: unclear
I just know I can't stay here
Inside me
There's so much that I've hidden
Constantly stumbling on decisions
Regret knows something's missing
Tick tock
Time is leaving me behind
The clock is laughing at me
Im stuck on pause and can't rewind
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 11:16 AM UTC
I see the way you look at her.
You can't deny the attraction.
Why don't you do the honors?
Subtract me from that fraction!
Cause our relationship is only half of what
it was.
You had me drunk on love but now I'm just
slightly buzzed.
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 5:00 PM UTC