I'm a vampire, emotionals shell
doomed to exist and never feel well
Mar 3
Mar 3, 2026 at 5:41 PM UTC
Once lust takes over love,
there was no love to begin with.
Nov 26, 2025
Nov 26, 2025 at 2:09 PM UTC
He's always watching, won't leave me alone
He stares at me, when will he begone?
He keeps on judging, while he looks like a *****
I just can't stand him; he makes me feel sick.
I'd punch him, **** him, Stip of his skin
But now all I do is drown it in Gin.
"Leave me", I said,
"Never", he pled
And so we stood, looking at each other.
I couldn't do anything, nor could he.
After a while, I walked away from the mirror.
I went to bed, hoped he'd leave by tomorrow
but he's always there to bring me more sorrow.
Because of him, life just feels so... hollow.
But he is my nemesis; he always will follow.
Nov 4, 2025
Nov 4, 2025 at 5:07 PM UTC
I know I haven’t been myself in a bit,
But mother, don’t fear — I won’t.. quit...
And I know I haven’t been the best friend
Crawling through the storm, even though there is no end.
Forgive the silence, I’m doing my best,
But the sickness has carved its nest,
in my chest.
I’ll be alright, in just a few years,
I’ll find a way to break through these fears.
Just some time and the way I will find,
But for now, just please don’t mind.
And I know I haven’t been the best friend,
But I never meant to cause this bitter end.
all these emotions and all that regret,
It's hard not to care; it's hard to forget.
And I know I haven’t been the best friend,
I still hope there is anything left to mend.
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 10:19 AM UTC
Burn the bridges, **** the light,
It's all a self-contained suicide.
If there's a sense behind this life,
I hope I can find it before,
before I lose the time
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 10:12 AM UTC
Mother, save your sorrow ‘cause the worst is yet to come,
Sorry that I’m fading, I can’t face another sun,
Mother, save your sorrow ‘cause the worst is yet to come,
I’ll be somewhere peaceful where the hurting’s finally done.
Oct 6, 2025
Oct 6, 2025 at 12:06 PM UTC
There is a mosquito in my room...
It shouldn't be here, its winter after all.
I can't see it now, but I know it's here.
It's been here for years actually.
It's annoying, It always bites the worst places, and when I cover them it bites everything else.
It does it in places that won’t heal.
I tried different methods to scilence the constant buzzing I keep hearing from it, but It didnt work for long.
I almost hurt myself while trying to **** it, because I've had enough.
Recently It bites less, but it hurts like hell.
Man I hate that thing, I wish it went away,
I really do...
Bzzzzzzt...
Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 9:55 PM UTC
Where do we go when we all fall asleep,
a different universe? one-way cosmic trip?
It's deep in our minds it runs throguh our veins,
yet once fully woke up, oh nothing remains.
And God, how I wish I could harvest this dream,
escape from reality and perish unseen.
But everything good alweys comes to an end,
and even a dream can becoma a torment.
Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 9:20 PM UTC
Yet another evening that turns into night
and the thoughs in my head that want me to die.
Oh no.
God no.
How deep does, the rabbit hole go?
The question, the answer I really wish to know.
Is there a glow,
that one can follow,
or is there just emptiness,
that will always feel – shallow.
There must be a judge, a jury, a...
No.
God, no.
There isn’t anyone and when you die you’re just dead.
The only thing that matters:
“Live your life with no regret!”
No god.
Just no.
the issue begins when some men believe,
that giving them birth, was another’s mischief.
No.
Please no.
Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 5:46 PM UTC