Feeling the numbness in my chest
My lifeless limbs walk and wave
My face forces expressions to feel normal
My lips form words that are foreign to my natural tongue
Nothing is real to my mind
Its on auto pilot
Nov 13, 2021
Nov 13, 2021 at 2:09 AM UTC
I put up walls higher than Chinas
I have stitches from past traumas
Trust became my enemy
Love made me a widower
My heart stopped
But my eyes are still open
I dont want to die
But I think im dead anyways
Nov 11, 2021
Nov 11, 2021 at 2:02 PM UTC
This is my 100th love poem
And your name is always the first thing that pops into my head
Like a racing horse, my mind runs laps on how our first 50 years together will be like
Our first touch reminds me, that the present is where I wanna be
As my hand interlocks with yours and your soft lips are inches away from mine
Time slows down and the world ceases to exist
Oct 28, 2021
Oct 28, 2021 at 11:25 PM UTC
Its been a year since my character cracked
I locked away the pain
So I could keep myself sane
I remind myself that pain is temporary
But then the truth itches when I rub my scars in my heart.
Oct 24, 2021
Oct 24, 2021 at 8:32 PM UTC
I walk around this big empty room
That was once loud
I used to hear the sound of laughter
Now a deafening silence consumes it
I touch the walls
The soft touch of romantic intimacy
Gone
Numb to my fingertips
The shine from your perfectly curved smile
Diminished and I am then blind in the dark
As I walk out the room
I close the door behind me
I lock it and as I walk away
I turn around to look at the door one more time
“Heart” was written on it
Jul 30, 2020
Jul 30, 2020 at 2:14 AM UTC
Keep pushing
Even if it comes down to just crawling
Keep pushing
Push for a real smile
Push for a better mindset
Push for a stronger heart
Push for a better you
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 10:59 PM UTC
When blue has the ocean and sky
Whats does black have?
When orange and red has the sunset
What does black have?
When yellow has the sun and white has the moon
What could black possibly have?
Well...if you look past it all.
Black has the stars that light up the night sky
The planets that surround our biggest star
And the galaxy that houses our home
Thats what black has...
May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 5:15 PM UTC
I could write a million poems
I could say a million cute things
I could give you a million gifts
None of that matters because in that one moment when I first kissed you
I knew I could give you my one heart
And thats the most valuable thing I can give you
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 8:01 PM UTC
As your roots bury deep into my memory
We both take a journey through the pain
Through the madness
But through the tears
Comes growth
And as we grow tall towards the sky
We bloom
Like a sunflower
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 2:56 AM UTC
Through your beautiful glass eyes
I see the night sky
The universe in my arms
Weeping comets
I hold her tighter to feel the sun in her chest
The warm feeling from her touch
Keeps me falling more into her love
Jan 12, 2020
Jan 12, 2020 at 11:18 PM UTC