I can’t forget the old days,
endless weekends,
a party for every holiday.
Take a left on S Waccamaw,
there’s a shed in the back
behind the addition.
Just walk in.
It didn’t matter the day,
just bring your face-
they had the space
If you felt alone.
When you couldn’t go home,
it wasn’t your home,
but you didn’t have to go home.
Noah, a tear squeeze,
going off on his piano,
Ellery, with his sticks and drums,
Ted, coming around the corner,
to show everyone how it’s done.
They wore their hearts
on their torn sleeves,
if you gave them a night
they’d give you what you need.
Because Boy will be boys,
and they knew how to reach new heights,
they’d take you flying with them
pulling the sadness
out of any night.
8h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 1:06 PM UTC
My worth was so low
I became ravenous.
I devoured you for my ego,
to reclaim what my birth right
starved me of-
a safe place in this world.
A place with respect and dignity.
I wanted to walk as tall
as I could
down the city streets.
I wanted to feel like a giant
even though I never grew to be
five feet.
20h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 1:09 AM UTC
I’m so homesick it hurts.
I just want to be horizontal
and dream away this world.
Going back is not an option,
neither is conversing with the dead.
Unless I’m alone in my room,
where I like to talk to ghost in my head.
Sometimes when I’m anxious
I grab my phone
and send text after text after text.
Some would call it a crash out,
I just call it every 2nd Tuesday after next.
I get so overwhelmed with life’s changes
I find myself looking around
at all the passing pages.
Many days I simply can’t keep up.
I love to read and write with excite,
but grief has given me thousands of
paper cuts.
I’m trying my best to mend them all.
I’m trying to work through the past
and nostalgia’s daily falls.
Bruised like fruit, but sweet to my core,
I’m trying to fix what’s behind me
at the same time I’m trying to soar.
21h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 12:15 AM UTC
I sit all alone,
lost in my phone,
circling you.
Like a full-blown
mental case,
wasting endless days
wondering if you’ll
ever reach out too
I want to make you see
that forgiving me
Could bring peace.
I want this for you
And I want this for me, too.
I want to be free,
but can I even be
If I try to force you to see
the ways I was right
and the ways you hurt me?
Can i fix the broken
by making the broken plead?
Or do I let it go,
just let it be?
Do I sit all alone
lost In my phone
circling you,
waiting for peace
from me and you.
2d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 3:30 AM UTC
There’s always an endless list
of things to be done.
You check a few off
just to leave the rest undone.
I believed I was doing alright
until I took a closer look around.
All my heroes are dying
and I am hated by most
in my hometown.
I pace my apartment nightly
and go on walks to talk to the moon.
I never realized how lonely I was
until I realized
I had really lost you.
It felt like I was flying,
but it turns out I’ve been falling,
slowly unraveling
with nothing left to hold me.
So, I cling to myself because
you are not coming back.
I cling to myself
because there’s nothing
I can do
to change that.
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 1:15 AM UTC
I’ll miss you forever
because you are a part of me
that exist only in my memory.
Forever burned into my mind,
I’ll tell our stories
until the end of my time.
The weekend nights
that felt like fortnights,
the endless garage parties
in roller skates, under disco lights.
Tv dinners by candlelight,
Playing school all night,
never wanting to go home,
spending all day outside.
We went on trips to the beach
and watched the mountain meet the sky,
We made each other laugh
We made each other cry.
We loved each other before
We ever knew we’d someday say goodbye.
Before broken promises-
the most innocent time of my life.
4d ago
May 29, 2026 at 11:46 PM UTC
I’m not competitive
because I know how to lose.
I can control my thoughts
just enough to know
a game is for someone
with something
to prove.
When it comes to me and you,
I know how it ends.
I always do.
And all I can say is-
get well soon.
My words are slick
but my heart is smooth.
I have wits like lightning
and they can strike you too.
Illuminating all your truths,
leaving you questioning
everything you thought you knew.
Then you will come back swinging,
because they always do.
Risking it all
just for a round two.
Win or lose.
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 4:23 PM UTC
My writing can come and go,
and some days are more fluent
than others.
Somedays the feelings sing,
other days they make
silence their home.
However, I always find
the words still hide
in tiny cracks of light
and swirl effortlessly
through my mind,
all the time.
If I’m alive, I write.
No matter if my hands move
or it’s all in my mind,
I’m filled with endless words
to express this endless life.
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 1:07 PM UTC
I say I wish for peace now
but it never spells your name.
Youre jagged, with hyphened shame.
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 11:16 PM UTC
I miss laughing with you the most
because it always hurt so good.
You always could bring a house down
I’d bet even the whole neighborhood.
Your gift was laughter
curing a multitude of my blues.
Gave me the honor of belonging
by the power of friendship
with you.
You were a best friend
and soul sister too,
a part of my her-story,
and precious youth.
May 17
May 17, 2026 at 12:52 AM UTC