Water is a fascinating matter
as it is essential for life sustaining
It has most part of our body
and is present in every living thing
we can survive without food yet
die with no water
another feature of it
is that it cleans and cleanse
the most flexible thing in this world
yet has its dangers
Floods have killed and took some lives
as drowning to death is very painful
boiled water can burn your skin
and contaminated water can give you ailments
but in these features
I found out something
water alone is a fluid of life
but added with others
it becomes a monstrosity
so I don't know
I'm just thirsty
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 10:56 AM UTC
Appearing weak in front of someone
you wish to please
is not a scenario one wishes to face
You want to show how can you protect her
but being a human, one can only hold for long
As we will face defeat and burden
and one can only stand in the heat for long
however, to feel so vulnerable
in front of someone you wish to be yours
is to feel guilt and awe at the same time
It's like you want to give the world to her
but you can't even get a grip of your own
It's funny how being a human will be a reason
for you not to win another human
I never wanted for her to see me like this
grudged and displeased and in face of terror
I could not face her and lie
that I would not fall once more
for being an only human
I can succumb and crumble
For this as wolf I can only howl
at the full moon professing how
I will forever love it
despite in a million lifetimes
I could never reach it
As crimson blood flows at my feet
I fall as I only weep
that these fallen demise of mine
has been a bullet that backfired
In the end I'm still too weak
incapable of handling one's self
So who am I to face you ow
If today I couldn't handle
the pain I have
But I promise this to you
There will come a day when I will
sew my skin and glue my broken bones
and I will fix myself for you
I wish to love you when I'm completely healed
and not in this moment
where I am shattered and skinned
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 10:55 AM UTC
There I saw a lovely gal
dancing and popping in every corner of the stage
she sang and hummed a lovely tune
like a nightingale serenading the moon
I saw her then and stand and gaze
it's only her, everything went haze
she walks on fire, that's why she's ablaze
Didn't show a sign of faze
but the day was young
and so was the years of ours
I thought it would be fair to her
to love her with my broken parts
So I stood and wait a thousand years
charging up, fighting these fears
and there I stood, prepared to race
to find out, someone took my place
here I put my silent grief
in a piece of paper or internet post
I weep as the chance I lost
was forever in the bliss of wind
Like the moon, without a sun I lost my light
Like a child, I seek comfort in a lullaby
So now I still adore from afar
as I lost the wish from my shooting star
Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 7:33 AM UTC
In this hell I see
I find my solitude
I call this home sweet home
In this dark imagination
I have my faith
even with an eternally closed door
Never been here before but I feel at home
this dark and warm oasis
where people eat one another, is comfort
Cause every day I walk this town
the darkest colors fill this dump
A speck of blue is kept me astray
I try to paint the world of grey
spit the orange purple green
but all they did is spill red blood
I just hope this black and white area
gets painted by a stroke of white
as we repaint everything and start over again
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 8:27 AM UTC
Sometimes I wish
we are more than this
empty vessels looking for another
students desperately wanting summer
When waiting becomes a habit
it distracts you from the joys of present
going to school daily waiting for Saturday
and studying just to graduate
playing just to finish
and running just to stop
removes the joys of life
it is no other less than
living just to die
but to fall in love with you
is my own personal tragedy
I hope and pray and simply wait
wishing in 11:11 and
throwing quarters at wells
I hope that you are more than
my wishful thinking
and a blessing smoke
I hope at the end of the line
someone smiling will come
and awaits for an embrace
I hope your smiles are genuine
and so are your laughs
I hope my heart can get to you
as you will give me yours
But who am I kidding?
at this present tense I do none
I guess I can only enjoy the present
and hope the future
will be kind to me
Anxiously waiting
for your acceptance
or a great rejection
who knows?
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 7:20 AM UTC
Bridge bridge, I burn bridges
bridges burn when I burn bridges
no second thoughts when I burn bridges
I burn bridges
baby backbone is not a blessing
breaking, buckling mouth bubbling
being blissful is alarming
when you bumble words that breaking
hearts of people with words are blasting
boisterous big time opposite of blooming
relationships and hate is booming
List? yes I have a list
of all the people I dismissed
like a loser I have never missed
losing people that I left ******
I have issues.
people I ****** is a variety
white, black, yellow or pinkish
they are annoying and perfectish
some are perfect polish
some came from a weird fetish
so do not go near me, don't you dare
I cannot maintain things and always care
I change easily before you're aware
and put a hole in your heart that was never there
but some say I can be kind or smart
and lift your spirits and your heart
talk about science, music and art
put me together, I've always been apart
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
I've faced my most terrifying fears
and let go of people I held dear
escaped in the brink of death
conquered sleep paralysis
rejected every stupid existing fad
left my ghosts from the past
passed my worst subjects and
passed everything
But I couldn't seem to handle
A SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION
I tell my problem
the operators just roll their eyes
more than a thousand peso every month
and freaking 1mbp/s everytime
I've never tasted the quick internet connection
but you can't say that this is okay
until you watch live stream online
Slow internet...
The lan is tough ahead
the rules of survival lags
the PC hangs
Can't you give us the quality we deserve
also no, to the Telepad
they're being greedy and they know it
Everyone thinks i'm just impatient
Just cause it's true
doesn't mean that it's right
so sit down on the desk
and open that PC
let me show you what it's like
to use a computer with
A SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION
the Youtube has never gave me a video with 720p
downloading movies takes forever to take
and the facebooks works like ****
but it goes fats when I restart
ain't nobody got time for that
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 11:16 AM UTC
She's not your usual girl
Not one for your mind to twirl
Tho I speak as a hopeless one
Hoping my feelings begone
She's a fighter and a dancer
Yet serene and quieter
Than usual you meet nowadays
Her unique personality, my heart's a blaze
She is my game of chess
Where I'm king and queen less
I fight for a cause
Yet can only speak in prose
All the people around me I abhor
Yet she rose and I adore
The world's my oyster? I wish
I'm allergic to shellfish
Meaning I have other
Meaning my world is her
Cheesy as it sounds
It's what my heart pounds
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 11:16 AM UTC
this world is not kind
as it will give you more than
what you can handle
it will spit, punch and kick you in the face
for the reason it can
It will be a cycle of hate, yes
as you grow weary of the present
and romanticize the past
seeing no future ahead
you cry in screams of agony
or quietly shut yourself out
as the cycle goes
people will try to give the pain they have
and inflict them upon others
yes, this world has not been kind
but promise me
that you will not give that pain to anyone
let the cycle end in you
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 11:15 AM UTC
I don't deserve you, for the reason as follows
You are more than what I could have wished for
and you're too good to be true
if the sky is the limit for me
then you are the galaxy
in any way
one way or another
I don't see myself
Smiling beside you
or even holding your hand
It's funny that the woman of my dreams
Is not even present in my wildest imaginations
maybe it only means that
at the back of my mind, in my subconscious
you are just beyond my reach
Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 10:02 AM UTC