i've been walking around to find my self
i've been thinkin about to play it safe
all this time i didn't know that i was lost
all this time i didn't know that im a ghost
here but not here
im running away from my fears
is this what it feels like ?
growin up not knowing what to do
and every step i take, im always scared
but i convinced my self, dont be afraid
hey! am i a nice person? they said almost!
turned out i have became someone i hate the most
and i wish i could say, that im so done with life
someone out there please help me to understand
there are some days where i want to grab a knife
because sometimes my life, driving me mad
Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 11:10 AM UTC
i used to love the scent of rain
not until it gives me pain
but who knows
maybe this is where my poetry grows
lately, i tend to walk alone
gives me the feeling like i'm never known
thoughts been treating me like a slave
and it's so hard to find a place that makes me feel safe
sometimes i can't feel my feet
most of the time, my heart beat
it's getting really hard to breath
maybe i'm getting closer to the death
as i'm walking away
kinda hoping that they'll beg me to stay
hey, what is this part?
is it where everybody's treating me like a dart?
throw me about a mile
and only be remembered as a small while?
Sunday, 15 January, 2017.
Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 11:07 AM UTC