I wonder why some people yell just because they're stressed
Really...that idea is extremely messed...
Does it make you feel better when you make another feel worse ?
Does it help release the pain, when you shout and yell and curse ?
Do you feel satiated when you hear the tears splash ?
What do you gain when happiness becomes ash ?
How can you scream and order about,
just so what is inside can come out?
Is it so hard to smile and stuff it away?
Because I do it almost every day.
Is it so hard to reassure us and say it's all okay ?
put it in a box and never open it again...
When you are angry I don't want to hide, because I too have a little bit of pride.
Your anger doesn't scare me, What is the worst that you can do ?
I simply feel I must forgive, but I am human too,
One day, I can no longer forgive even you .
When that day comes you will never see me again,
Because all my life you've been my biggest bane...
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 1:24 AM UTC
I lay in pieces ,shattered
Broken on the floor
Nothing i say ever mattered
I dont think I'm visible anymore
I lonely even when I'm in a crowd
It sounds so quiet even when its loud
My head is a toxic disaster
My heart is broken to the core
I'm running but I don't know what from
I'm falling into an abyss ,i don't know how to come out
My thought are becoming destructive
Gone is my will to live
I'm yelling but no one can hear me
I'm wounded but no one can see
I'm scarred but on the inside
My head is a roller coaster ride
But I put on my mask,Never show anything
I make my screams sound like a song
and my blood look like some paint
Put on a smile and hide everything.
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 1:55 AM UTC
The girl whose best friend was sadness
Who dreamt of death every night
In her eyes a gleam of madness
She thought sadness was a beautiful sight
Her worst enemy but her very best friend
His bitter sweet poison would mend her heart
Her every problem he could comprehend
In her, sadness was an eternal part
He always dried her tears
But he fed those tears even more
He preyed on all her fears
Sadness had reached her very core
They were so different
But she believed they were the same
Finally she worked out all his bluffs
And understood he had her in cuffs
He left once she understood his ploy
She had almost forgotten her other friend...joy
She embraced her old friend once again
Sadness became a visitor ,who seldom came !
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 1:47 AM UTC
One day I'll have no tears left to cry
Hard as stone ,I'll be dead inside
I don't want that but sometimes i do
I'm so vulnerable ,I get hurt so fast
I want to protect myself but I can't
I'm smart but stupid,these wolves take advantage
They feed on my soul ,drink my tears
Lap my blood and inhale my fears
Enjoy my pain, savour my sorrow
Tear off my flesh and feed on my skeletal bones
They consume and eat and then pine for more
Aug 6, 2020
Aug 6, 2020 at 3:45 AM UTC
Where do you go when you don't know
what you are running from ?
Aug 3, 2020
Aug 3, 2020 at 12:13 AM UTC
sometimes i use the mask so much,
I can no longer tell whether it is real or just a mask....
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:24 AM UTC
To leave behind ,everything and everyone
To pick up your bag and walk out the door
To forget about everything you've done
And start afresh at the very core
Change may be a very scary thought
But it's importance is a lot
You've finally fit in but you have to go
A new start ,new friend and foe
To walk forward without looking back
On your shoulder one simple sack
To let the flow of life wash you away
And leave you on the banks of a new day
Change makes you look forward to life
Bringing you both happiness and strife
Let the things you've learnt guide you
And accept every Change without a clue
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 7:04 AM UTC
Cherish the sweet memories, before they turn into regrets
Becuse they will **** you slowly like cigarettes
Understand the motive of the action
Maybe you understood only a fraction
Mistakes may be hard to forgive
But we mustn't forget to live
Maybe we should reconsider our choice
And pay some heed to the little voice
Listen to your heart, for it is in the right place
Don't judge a book by its cover, or a person by the face
There are layers behind everyone
And even more to what they have done
We are only human, we cannot be perfect
there are choices, you must select
Regret eats away at our soul
To live without them must be our goal
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 7:01 AM UTC
Listening to the tapping on the window,
Watching the rain drops flow...
Hearing the thunder, in the clouds
the flash of lightning across the sky.
gazing at the thick sleets of gale
As the coppery clouds set sail
Blowing through the landscapes
through whistling the wind
Thinking of the silver lining to the cloud
When the lightning strikes in the solemn sky
And the thunder roaring in my ears
The rain washes out my fears
Feeling the hail on my face
And watching the lightning race
I listen to the racket in the sky
Gazing at the sailing clouds travelling the world
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 6:59 AM UTC
It's your time but ask anyway
If you could borrow an hour a day
To think of everything you've ever done
Whether it was terrible or extremely fun
To remember everything that you love
To the day you felt as light as a dove
And the days that you own with pride
To remember everyone by your side
Once you're done you will feel a smile on your face
Because you remember winning a running race
Then you'll feel your load much lighter
And your mood so much brighter
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 6:56 AM UTC