Here i am
Watching tv
My favourite show is on
There they are
My favourite characters
-Days passed
But im still stuck there
When did i get in my room?
Im typing this out
I can see my thumbs
But i cant feel them,
Are they mine?
My mind feels as though im in a home that doesnt belong to me
That im opening doors but i cant find the exit
The tranquility,
Safety,
I once felt is long gone
That the slow tides began making a ruckus
They hit,
Throw a fit,
Then calm down
Until my frown
That was beggining to stick
Dissapears
The sounds became quiet
The ocean becomes my serenity once more,
But then the bubbles begin to rise
The fish
The sharks
Even the rocks down below begin to rumble
But now im in my kitchen,
Grabbing a bite to eat,
Whats the day of the week?
Opening the tv with the remote suddenly in my hand,
-there it is
My favourite show
Drown out the noise
The loud, suffocating, noise.
Let me here anything but those words
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 2:58 PM UTC
I speak but no sound
I blink but everythings blurry
I move but im being slowed down by the weight pulling me down in the ocean
Blue,
Saphire,
Cold,
Im all alone
I reach for your hands but my arms arent long enough
My voice isnt loud enough
The words i spew for you to hear me turn into nothing but bubble floating all around
You once saw me
Took a glimpse at the broken glass
All the tears flooded down like the **** dam was finally broken
My nose and cheeks turning a shade of purple ive never seen before
But that wasnt the end
It was merely another step to the never ending bottom of the ocean.
Jun 22, 2025
Jun 22, 2025 at 9:15 AM UTC
Day in, day out,
The sun shines
The wind cries
The rain creeps
And the birds tweet
Day in,and day out,
Do my hair
Do my makeup
Do my work
And the day goes on
Night in,and night out,
The tears stroll down
The knot tightens
The voices clown
And the morals i stand on dissipate.
Night in,and night out,
The clouds form
The smoke gather
The heart aches
And the trees shudder.
The whispers arise
Day in,and night out,
As the poor deers run,
Bunnys hop and fish swim,
The end is the crave
So why am i depraved?
May 22, 2025
May 22, 2025 at 3:02 PM UTC
Drowning.
Thats the way i like it.
Swallow, and swallow, and swallow.
Drink after drink
The number you get, the better you feel.
Once the giggles come out, anything is possible.
From stiff as a stick to dancing like the leaves in trees when its windy,
From glum as a snail to happy as a dog,
All from the help of the magic potion.
Apr 14, 2025
Apr 14, 2025 at 8:46 AM UTC
Emerald eyes staring into my soul,
Golden locks flying in to my face,
red lips leaving marks on my
Neck,
Here we sneak,
Just to meet,
But i always take a peak,
At your rosy red cheek,
And as i hear the boards creek,
I turn weak.
I love you.
Forever and always.
You are mine and i am yours.
Your beautiful smile should be reserved for me and me only.
Why should others see you?
You always leave,
Your lipstick stains my sleeve,
And you leave me to greive,
Because i cant believe,
You so easily deceive,
The one who truly loves you.
I am for you.
And you for me.
Why dont you understand?
My pretty deer.
My soft koala bear.
You cant leave me.
It was time, as she tried to fled
I bashed her head
And as she bled
All i saw was the crimson red
I placed her on my bed
I remembered she once said
She wanted to wed
So i must secure this for her.
It must be me who she marries
No-one else is enough.
It will be me.
I unbuttoned her shirt.
And all i kept telling her was
“It wouldnt hurt”
Apr 5, 2025
Apr 5, 2025 at 4:30 PM UTC
Here i am,
Once again,
Day after day,
The tingly senstation wont end
The warm sizzling feeling at the back of my neck
My eyes darting left to right
And right to left
The suffocation of my heart
Sweat pooling at my forehead
The shaking of my hands
the composure staying,then leaving, like a heartbeat
One that,suddenly, becomes all i can hear.
The ringing of my ear
The need to keep my hands busy
The breath i take becoming part of my imagination.
Here i am,
Once again,
Day after day.
Mar 28, 2025
Mar 28, 2025 at 7:13 PM UTC
I was a daughter of the sun
He was the son of the moon
Years go by all i see is light
All he sees is the darkness
Whilst the clouds enchant the sky for me
The bright stars up above for him
Whilst i cant even look up at the sun properly,
I can do so easily with the husky moon
There is no him only i reside here
The him is nonexistent
The him is my mind
My deepest darkest thoughts
The one i must hide
I mustnt show what it truly looks like
My truest of thoughts
Just like an eclipse,
You mustn’t look at it.
Mar 28, 2025
Mar 28, 2025 at 12:50 PM UTC
Gray,
As if walking on paper
All i want to do is ask a favour,
God, help me please.
Bullet,
Surrounded by my friends
But i cannot make amends
God, help me please.
Wind,
I scan my hands
But they dont feel as though they’re mine
God help me please!
Mar 19, 2025
Mar 19, 2025 at 12:32 PM UTC
Soft as a bunny,
Cute as a button,
What did i do to deserve you?
The worried look on your face
The salty crystals forming in your eyes
Oh how i do admire you.
Your dark, luscious hair
Your full pink lips
What a beauty
How lucky i am to have you.
Why do you run?
Hide away
Cover yourself with the blanket of our bed.
Your once doe eyes full of laughter and content,
Has overflowed with hate
Your once bright red cheeks
Are only pale,no colour, like a blank canvas of snow
You once spoke your mind
Your laughter echoeing wherever you went
Now why is it, i cant remember what you sound like?
I dont care. You were the most beautiful girl in the city.
You are mine. Whether you like it,
or not.
Mar 15, 2025
Mar 15, 2025 at 1:28 PM UTC
You like me
But do i like you?
Your nice to me
Am i nice to you?
You always talk to me
Do i do the same for you?
You make my face go on fire,
But is it from you
Or the attention?
You say we’re perfect.
But do i think the same for you?
No.
I dont know.
Mar 8, 2025
Mar 8, 2025 at 2:04 AM UTC