Anxiety rushes over your body,
You're paralyzed,
Sound seems to slowly disappear,
Vision not in focus.
The room begins to spin,
Your head feels dizzy,
Stomach in knots,
You can't feel anything...
You're numb.
Suddenly you're falling,
For what feels like forever...
Your heart pounding faster and faster,
Until... it stops.
Your body hits the cold ground,
Your hands shaking,
You can no longer stand,
You lie there, weak.
You're numb.
Nov 5, 2017
Nov 5, 2017 at 9:46 PM UTC
Look into my soul, stare into my eyes...
Do you see what I see?
Do you see the way I'm treated?
Do you see the way I view the world?
Now into the eyes of another...
See their heart for what it is...
Do they view the world the same
as you or I?
In this world of gray,
you say this all you see...
Does one see color?
To make this world a little brighter?
They say to never judge a book by it's cover...
But is this motto we live by?
Do you see the true colors
of what's held within?
The rich who seem colorful on the outside,
look deeper... are they rich and colorful where it counts?
The man over there, sitting by the road... The one who seems gray,
look into his eyes, his beauty is full of color, truly radiant.
What we portray isn't always what's behind the mask,
No matter the race, culture, or gender,
look deeper than what lies on the surface,
you never know whose heart is truly pure.
Beauty is held within,
What lies on the outside,
that's just a delusion...
Seek for the soul that lies beneath the surface.
Jul 1, 2017
Jul 1, 2017 at 10:15 AM UTC
Do you ever feel so alone, even though you're surrounded by people?
So alone, that you feel like you're drowning?
So alone that, no matter how much you scream for help, those people won't hear you?
No? Then you're lucky... Me? Not so much...
~Corrie Anne
Apr 18, 2017
Apr 18, 2017 at 10:17 PM UTC
A lost soul,
swept up in a bisque of one's inner thoughts,
feelings of sorrow fill your heart,
thoughts of woe filling your head.
A lost soul,
in a sea of loneliness,
driven to despair,
all dreams fading away.
A lost soul,
falling from the sky,
waiting for the inevitable,
a future yet to come.
A lost soul,
with pain in their heart,
and brokenness in their eyes,
complete loss of joy from their once bright smile.
A lost soul...
A soul forever gone.
~Corrie Anne~
Feb 18, 2017
Feb 18, 2017 at 9:56 AM UTC
The sounds of birds chirping outside my window seal,
The light of the sun just peaking over the horizon,
The smell of salt water fills the air,
Once again this beautiful morn.
My senses all awaken,
Taking in every ounce the day has to offer,
The sunlight shining through the trees,
The cool breeze of the morning air,
The sounds of animals nestling in the bushes,
Senses without a fear...
A glorious day to bring new meaning,
A day to bring new joy.
Snuggling up with a cup of coffee,
Way up on the balcony chair,
Releasing your stress with each deep breath,
Remembering today is one of the best.
One may never know what a day may bring forth, live each day to it's fullest, and enjoy the little things in life. Hold those you love close, and forgive those who have hurt you, life is too short to never let go. Though it may be a cliche,remeber... Live, Laugh, Love.
Feb 9, 2017
Feb 9, 2017 at 11:37 AM UTC
You are my every emotion
I have never felt you,
Yet you’re the most physical experience,
I’ve ever had.
The tears I shed, I shed for you…
My heart beats, beats for you,
My mind can’t get you out,
My body stays awake; it can’t sleep…
What can I do?
You’ve got this hold on me…
I’ll never leave,
And you’ll never leave my mind…
Stay with me dear,
For you’re not just a figment of my imagination,
I don’t feel as much as I do as when I think of you,
And when you say my name… you bring me to life.
Your voice is unlike any lifeline,
Your attention’s a drug, and I’m addicted…
I fell so hard,
Just so you’d carry me back to reality…
Please don’t say goodbye,
For you’re unlike any other, I’ve ever known.
Please don’t say goodbye, if not here,
Then stay in my mind… Never leave, never let me let go.
**For I fear if I ever let go, I will never feel again,
I fear you take my heart, my mind, and my soul…
I fear to drown in a sea of loneliness, and sorrow…
Never let me let go… For I fear I will never love anyone, like I love you.**
~Corrie Anne~
Nov 24, 2016
Nov 24, 2016 at 3:35 PM UTC
**Breathe, relax, slowing sinking beneath
the waves of fear and insecurity,
realizing the deeper you go under,
the safer you feel.**
*Just go with the current,
don't try to force it,
relax, and trust it...
Watch the beauty unfold.*
**As you dive deep down,
into a world unknown by many,
you discover possibilities,
you never sought possible.**
*The cold and warmth work in unison,
The beauty, and the beast, side by side,
into a world unlike no other,
Take a breath, dive deep down.*
**Watch as the bubbles ascend above your head,
letting all your worries go with it,
each breath, easing your mind,
and relaxing your body.**
*Only to emerge from the deep blue,
looking to land on one side,
and open, infinite possibilities on the other,
so much to explore, in so little time...*
**Deep down we dive,
searching and looking,
for new possibilities,
endless excitement for years to come.**
Dive Deep Down
Into The
Deep Blue
<3
Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 2:34 PM UTC
**Left alone in my own head,
It's a scary place in there...
Silence is my right hand man,
Darkness is my best friend.
Past, present, and future...
My life is like a rollercoaster,
Happy, sad, angry and crazy...
Come along, and take a wild ride.
Learn the depths of my deepest wounds,
Feel the pain that I've endured,
Enjoy the love that I've received,
Savor the memories of each touch...**
*I have my baggage,
Is that too much?
I'm damaged goods,
Is that enough?*
**Love me today,
Leave me tomorrow,
We see what the future holds,
Does it know about us?
I am strong,
Yet I am weak...
Pick me up,
So I can fall.
I've have done things,
Of which, I am not proud...
I've seen the error of my ways,
Can you say you love me still?**
*I have my baggage,
Is that too much?
I'm damaged goods,
Is that enough?*
Jun 29, 2016
Jun 29, 2016 at 10:06 PM UTC
You...
You hurt me,
Betrayed me to the deepest core,
Took my biggest fear and used it against me.
I forgive you,
Will you forgive me?
I am sorry,
But are you?
Can we make this right?
Can we ever let go?
Of the things of the past,
Or things that have yet to come?
Live in the moment,
A completely fresh,
And totally new start,
A clean slate for both.
I'm scared of love,
I'm scared of you,
But at the same time
I'm not...
All I can think about is,
and haven't stopped,
thinking about is...
YOU!!!
Whether you're ok,
If you're happy,
If you're writing,
Or smiling.
I'm scared of love,
But not scared of loving you,
I'm scared of you,
But that's because it's new.
I've never stopped caring about you,
I've never doubted you,
I've never seen you as anything less,
Than... Amazing.
Though you "don't" know it,
You're smart,
Talented writer,
passionate...
You're gentle kiss is the best,
Your hugs are the world's saftest place,
You're so funny,
And determined...
I just wish you could see yourself,
Like I do,
Even after everything...
I don't think you're a bad person....
I never did,
I think you're hurt,
And want someone to love,
And want something to finally go good..
You're troubled,
But you've had a hard life,
You love,
Though haven't gotten much...
Whether you decided to come back,
Or to let me back into you're life,
Even after EVERYTHING,
I'm always here to show you...
Who you truly are,
And not the broken,
Screwd up,
Nothing you think you are...
You're here for a reason,
You're amazing,
Not a mistake,
And definitely not for nothing...
With much love,
That has never stopped...
IcySky xoxo
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 11:09 PM UTC