They say that love can strengthen any broken heart,
But what I’d love is the reason for my broken heart.
What if my love was so deep that my heart drowned.
What if love was a hug that suffocated my soul.
What I know is that love has broken me down to nothing, yet it’s still all that I crave.
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 9:20 PM UTC
for as long as I could remember,
my name never felt important enough to
capitalize...
Dec 30, 2017
Dec 30, 2017 at 4:25 PM UTC
I'm crying but no one hears
I'm falling apart yet no one cares
I'm broken and no one can fix me
I am lost and can't be found
I am in a dark hole all by myself
Dec 15, 2017
Dec 15, 2017 at 7:34 AM UTC
today I wanted to die
yesterday I wanted to die
the day before that I wanted to die
for as long as I could remember death was always lurking
like that annoying friend that you still love
I took a handful of pills today
let's hope they work
Dec 14, 2017
Dec 14, 2017 at 1:41 PM UTC
I did not know if I should be
Happy
Or sad.
You were talking about an ultrasound, and that he told you to get an abortion.
You were 18 still in high school.
I have never seen you more broken,
Or distressed.
I wanted so bad to be there for you,
But
What do you say to someone when they had to give up their baby?
I didn’t know what you were feeling.
I don’t know what you were feeling.
All I know is that
The day you told me, I knew that I would fight for your happiness until forever ends.
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 10:16 PM UTC
I'm scared
so scared
what if i messup
what if i cant afford college
what if i never reach the level of success that i look forward to
what if i never make anyone proud
what if i raise my kids wrong
what if my family hates me
what if i keep living
what if i die
will anyone care
Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 12:23 PM UTC
i try my best to write somthing positive
but
the only words flowing from my pen
are
words
dark as the thoughts in my mind
big as the hole in my heart
ominus as my deepest challenges
I try to write about how beautiful the sunset is
but
all the words i know explain the vacancy from before the sunset
all i want is to be able to write something that can make me feel like a happy person
now it feels like being happy is so out of reach i am doomed
Sep 21, 2017
Sep 21, 2017 at 9:22 AM UTC
i want to be seen
i want someone to tell me i am beautiful
i want them to mean it
i don't want them to feel obligated to tell me
i want someone to love me too
i want it to be pure love
i don't want it to be an impure *** based love
but most of all i want a friend
i want a friend who will pick up the phone at 2 in the morning
i dont want a friend who turns around and leaves me in my darkest hours alone to cry by myself.
Sep 16, 2017
Sep 16, 2017 at 9:23 PM UTC
Minority
They call me dumb because i am from a nation of a different tongue
They say we are wetbacks, immigrants, and even *******
They call me
unimportant because i am still a "teenager"
They say "your just a kid you'll never make a change"
They call me a stupid female
because i believe in my worth as a
female
But here is where they were wrong,
I am not dumb, i am intelligent and bilingual
I am not just a kid, i am the future of this cruel cruel world
I am not stupid, i am a strong willed determined female
So to the people Who try to bring me down because I am a Young Hispanic Woman, I have one thing to say to you
you
were
WRONG.
Sep 16, 2017
Sep 16, 2017 at 9:02 PM UTC