Why do I feel alone?
A room full of people...
But still alone.
Am I listening?
Am I awake?
Numbness
The lack of feeling
The abcense of emotions
If I am numb...
Why am I crying?
Why am I feeling?
The day will soon end
And only one question will remain
Why am I alive?
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 12:44 PM UTC
He’s starring at me
He loves me
I recognize him
I know I’ve failed him
Tears rolling down my face
“I’m sorry”
“I let you down”
He’s closer now
I’m now kneeling
He touches my face
His hand small and soft
Cleaning my tears he says
“I love you”
He disappears
Once again I’m a child
Once again I’m alone
But my words linger
My own words whispering
“I love you”
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 6:52 PM UTC
I can’t lift it
It’s latched on to me
Breath in
Breath out
Try again
No...
Still on me
Will the tears ever stop?
No...
Try again
I’m tired
I’m giving up
It has won
Tonight I’ll rest
Tomorrow I will fight
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 6:40 PM UTC
In bed
Wanting on the world to end
Waiting for my last breath
My bed
The land of dreams
Dreams killed by loneliness
Your bed
A place I know nothing about
And you not know of me
In bed
Where my tears fall
And my tears dry
My eyes closed now
Hoping to never open again
My bed
My coffin
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 6:21 PM UTC