Fragile, yet, unbreakable.
Rattled, but, unshakable.
Taking the **** and I'm dealing with it.
Taking these hits 'cause I'm feeling with it.
Out of my mind, but I'm cool with it.
I still walk a straight line, I don't fool with it.
Tired, but I still stay woke.
Fired up; what a ******* joke.
Still respectful, I don't hope you choke..
I'll just let you make someone else go broke.
Anyway, back to the point.
I'm doing fine, want a hit of this joint?
I'm ******* funny, I'm free, wouldn't you like to be me?
Just kidding. I'm humble, trapped, and you don't wanna be me.
It doesn't matter what anybody else believes.
The only one that can judge Me, is Me.
Me, me,
Me, me, me, me,
One lesson you taught me,
Is to care about me, me, me, me.
Thank you, really.
I hope that you agree.
I'll never again forget,
That I, am Queen Bee.
Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 2:37 PM UTC
Slander me, expose me; tell them who I really am.
No one can handle me, or control me; I know who I really am.
Disregard all of my endless efforts,
To keep our bond from being severed.
Fighting off the wild dogs,
While you were sleeping in the fog.
Struggling to keep our sails afloat,
You sat pretty and watched me choke.
When I decided it was time to let go,
You didn't take the ropes, you just let the wind blow.
Held on so tight for so long; my hands are bleeding.
The saltwater stings but it's also healing.
Still, I'll take another sip; it keeps me alive,
Even though it slowly kills me at the same time.
Slowly but surely; my favourite way to die.
I savour the taste of every single tear that I cry.
Can't you see these reactions, or hear the words that I've said?
Due to your actions and the words I've been fed.
I loved you so much, I would die for you.
You loved it so much, you'd let me die for you too.
Some people give, and some people take,
And when it's love, it's both hearts that break.
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 4:58 PM UTC
I'm just a lamp.
You're just a bulb.
I give you power.
You give me light.
I stand tall and strong, waiting to be used.
You roll around, fragile, easily breakable.
Together we ignite something beautiful, that makes the world a little brighter.
It's nothing magic, just how we were wired.
One day I will fall, my intricate shade will crack.
My solid base absorbs the shock, so you remain intact.
Turned loose from me, you're ******* back into the old lamp from the closet.
Amazing, it still lights up, covered in dust and cobwebs.
A little warmer, yet a little more dim.
The only problem now, is that lingering scent, of burning dust and cobwebs.
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 1:12 PM UTC
I'm sorry that I stole her from you.
Even if your love wasn't true.
I didn't wait my turn,
Instead, I took it from you.
There's a hint of sadness in your eyes.
It was always there, but more disguised.
She needed more than shared taste in music.
I gave her my heart and she doesn't abuse it.
It's nice, for me, finally.
And it will be for you, too, eventually.
She's in a place that's years ahead,
Than finding comfort in boys, in bed.
At least I hope, that my words are true.
Just know I'm sorry. I stole her from you.
Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 2:06 PM UTC
The initial kiss; the burning rush.
The softest lips with the hottest touch.
Waves of ecstasy crashing overhead,
Washing away every thought in my head.
Raptured in your sweet embrace,
Forever yearning for another taste.
Keeping me locked within your stare,
Forgetting how to breathe; gasping for air.
Pull me closer.
A little closer.
Together we resemble a field of four-leaf clovers.
Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 11:36 AM UTC
If you can't handle me at my brutally honest, then you don't deserve me.
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC
Second best to all of your friends,
'Cause you know I'll love you 'til the end.
I am what the others were;
A hopeless fool who's dancing in your blur.
Wrapped around your finger, I do as you say.
It feels like you just linger, but I'm asking you to stay.
Unsure if you can handle this, so you keep your options open.
I pretend I don't notice, so they don't see me choking.
Constant competition with people I've never met.
Offering you a better life in pictures on the internet.
The grass isn't greener on the other side.
But when you've got no grass, even the weeds look nice.
I used to be the wild rose, and you didn't mind my extra thorns.
But now the cold wind blows, my petals fall and I am scorned.
Everyday, I hope you still love me.
In your eyes, is there anyone above me?
Every night, you leave me guessing.
Be honest with me, relieve my stressing.
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 11:49 AM UTC
I gave you what you needed, but it wasn't what you wanted.
You gave me what I wanted, but it wasn't what I needed.
You took my heart, my time, my trust.
Only to find out, all you had for me was lust.
I took your smile, your freedom, your pain.
Only to find out, that it was all just in vain.
Our souls intertwined and our bodies were confined.
Linked to one another, it's true that love is blind.
A chemical reaction, causing ripples out in space.
A cosmic implosion with but one thing out of place.
Giving each other glimpses of who we could be.
Showing each other things that no one else could see.
Banging the drums, we didn't skip a beat.
Playing too quickly; we couldn't take the heat.
The sound was so sweet; you let me hear your voice.
Like waves crashing on the beach, I didn't have a choice.
Lulling me to sleep, with every single note.
Waking you up, each time I rocked the boat.
Before we knew it, we were beginning to sink.
Polluting the waters, without a chance to think.
With all of my strength, I brought you back to the shore.
Leaving me adrift, I won't see you anymore.
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 10:36 AM UTC
The sun has barely risen.
The birds; already signing.
Today is the day I must forget the fact that you've been missing.
I am the queen, I do this on my own.
Never will a peasant tread near my royal throne.
My princess lost her father, but he would never lose his daughter.
We share an unbreakable bond, yours was temporary and weak like solder.
You melt away, never to be seen,
When the temperature rises; we could never be a team.
Send me the blacksmith, a real, strong man.
One who's not afraid to burn his hands.
Surely he'd know, I can heal his wounds.
How would you though? You left so soon.
To you, the queen will always be Mother.
You have no need for me, a more than significant other.
Today is the day I let it all go.
You'll never forget, that this is my show.
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 9:15 PM UTC
They say I should go to church,
Sit myself down and give my soul a search.
Find out my true worth,
The reason I'm still here on Earth.
Wash my hands of all the dirt,
Stow away the pain and hurt.
Start a new life: one I've never had,
Be a part of this never-ending fad.
Pray the Lord my soul to keep,
The soul my demons won't fail to reap.
Eternally tortured,
Risen from the forbidden orchard.
Merely a bad seed,
No man would ever need.
Some days I see the rain,
Some days I see the sun.
Never feeling satisfied,
With my blessings I should feel gratified.
In the rows of flowers; between far and few,
Shaded by darkness; the shadows under pews.
The light doesn't reach me,
The rays may never teach me.
I'm losing hope,
Slipping from faith's rope.
On my way down I grasp the last knot,
Holding on tightly to the only thing I've got.
Be my saviour, my guiding prayer,
Don't let me go; to you, my heart will bare.
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 6:40 PM UTC