Manic dependency renders our potential listless
Loneliness incites a lapse in rational elation
to the point of annoying excitement
over similarities in our situations
along with the naive belief that dreams
and Deja Vu mean anything
My wrists are starting to itch
I'm overreacting again
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 9:54 AM UTC
When I last looked into your eyes
I found nothing- to my surprise
In regards of what you mean to me
('Meant', I should say, actually)
In God's name I ask what the **** am I supposed to do with these?
A decade of memories
Pretend they don't bother me?
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 9:48 PM UTC
I,
Though constant, bitter fear
And lack of death
Become living emptiness
Replete in dissonance
A lost cause-
For in my mind
I just can't be enough
Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 12:18 AM UTC
I never speak in my dreams
But I always wake up to screams
Dec 27, 2016
Dec 27, 2016 at 5:18 PM UTC
I swear this should hurt
but it doesn't
Not like it should, at least-
you're not who you used to be
though you coursed through
my veins enough
to dilute every drop
Purging toxicity
feels oddly
subtle
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 2:52 AM UTC
how some people can be so talented
loved, and looked up to
Yet still feel so hollow inside
when they're alone
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 3:35 PM UTC
cuts don't hurt too much
it's more of a cool slice
and if you use a sharp knife
there's not much blood.
Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC
and I'll be able to rest
these tired bones
Maybe if I'm lucky
my next host will be able to handle
this tortured soul
I'm falling apart,
faster than I ever
would have thought
Good thing I always picked myself up
before I ever got caught
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 10:17 PM UTC
I just,
got too tired, I guess
Some people aren't meant to be
temporary
Don't stop shining.
you always were a better part of me
and when I'm not there
don't pretend like I did
If something hurts
tell mom how much it does
Talk to your friends
and not just when you're drunk
It's hard to explain
how precious you are
When it's coming from someone
whose prerogative
is done
But I think I can try
Always remember to be confident
Don't let people's opinions
make you falter
**** alcohol
**** will **** inhibitions
Speed seems like the best drug around,
until you watch it **** ambitions
Sorry, again. I'm no poet.
This is for each and every one that I've ever loved
I can only hope
that it's enough.
Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 6:38 AM UTC
