I'm lonely
Oh god am I lonely
I can't breathe through this hole in my heart
It's incapacitating my mind and I can't shake this feeling of forever being alone.
I'm broken
Once a masterpiece
Always a broken soul
Darkness invading my brain
Stripping away who I am
And leaving only the empty shell I've become
I'm lonely
Oh god am I lonely
Clinging onto the only hope I have
Knowing once you've taken that too
Nothing I wish will ever come true.
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 3:28 AM UTC
I found a buck on the ground!
i cried.
BUT IT GAVE ME A REASON TO LEAVE
just for twenty minutes
trapped in my brain
send pleasure
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 5:24 AM UTC
When I took you,
When I took you it stripped away worry.
When I took you,
When I took you I finally felt like me.
You were in reach,
You were in reach, so easily attainable
and it was crazy,
it was crazy to think that you would be
the answer to the 19 year old question,
"Who am I?"
"Who is me?"
I took you and it felt amazing,
I took you, and for that short while I felt calm.
But nothing ever lasts and one is never by itself.
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 5:22 AM UTC
So you're insecure...
You've come to the right place
I wear the mask of alter
and then dance the night through peoples eyes
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 5:14 AM UTC
And she's broken
She knows it
But she laughs
She laughs?
She laughs to mask the pain
Pain?
Pain knowing that her future is evident
and it scares her.
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 5:12 AM UTC
Don't fight the system, they say
Yet they're okay with splitting families
We sit here and watch the news
And take our pain away with *****
Don't fight the system, they say
But we listen, and they still make us pay?
Raise taxes! Raise taxes!
Why aren't we taking action?
We're millions of people
Letting one, pave our future
Let's talk about schools,
Are you going to sit and wait for another shooter?
You aren't safe, your kids aren't safe
Yet he gets to walk away, unscathed.
Why can you just sit there?
Clasping your hands and saying a prayer.
Don't you think he would have done something by now?
We need to learn to fix this, somehow
I won't let this go any longer
And with more hands in mine
Thou let the peace grow stronger.
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 7:32 AM UTC
I don't know when I'm not home
This love I give, does not go
Where you are and here I stay
Nothing will make this love go away
I can't be alone, all by myself
This pain I have, you have not felt
As much as I pop, it does not stray
But my heart strings you pull have started to fray.
Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 12:36 AM UTC
Welcome, Mr. Creator
to my home
to the one place where I can speak freely
to the one place I can be me
The bed I sleep in is invisible
My mother is invisible
But you, Mr. Creator
You are not invisible
You are here with me right now
and it feels so good to greet you
Mr. Creator, I warn you
This place will **** your feelings away
and put them in writing
You'll get used to it
Take my hand
We will walk through the words,
Together.
Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 11:08 PM UTC
Traveling thunder
And rolling lies
Thoughts down under
And scarred thighs
Slashed feelings
and thoughts of suicide
Oh when god, when will I die?
I’m feeling stuck, **** I’m stuck
So why god, why, why am I alone?
Scarred thighs
Scarred lies
Scarred wrists
And feelings dismissed
I’ll open the bottle and count
One,
Two,
All the way to thirteen
Thirteen and I’m done.
Thirteen and I’m free.
Thirteen.
Feb 2, 2018
Feb 2, 2018 at 12:24 AM UTC
I'm supposed to wake up like flowers
and grow like vines
I fall asleep with eye-showers
and walk along blurry lines
I'm expected to stand tall like trees
and sprout wings and be free.
But silly old me
Doesn't understand being free.
Jan 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 at 2:44 PM UTC