I know that I will spend the rest of my life with you, for you.
I know that we will spend many nights, both sleepless and slumbering, together.
I know that I will spend every day of my life thinking about you and wanting to care for you.
Society may never accept us and I might never tell my family about you, but if what we feel isn't marriage then I don't want it.
I know what we have is much sweeter than the most saccharin nectars of heaven. I don't care if Satan is my roommate, if that means I got to live with you.
Sep 18, 2023
Sep 18, 2023 at 12:26 PM UTC
I have a lover..
her smile shines brighter than the sun itself,
her sorrow is deep as seas..
she fumbles her words and cant say the things she means
but i know she knows how much she means to me.
but lately things haven't been so peachy
as if the fruit of our relationship has turned sour..
my words are like fire and she feels like glass
just a fall away from crumbling..
She takes the heat of my words at a point blank range
and i'm so sure that she's ready to leave the stage
but she doesn't..
she stays.
Feb 2, 2022
Feb 2, 2022 at 2:11 AM UTC
Bread pudding and cake
Sweets so sweet
They make my teeth rot
But you’re even sweeter than that.
Because darling, you make my insides rot
And what could be worse than that
Sep 28, 2021
Sep 28, 2021 at 3:58 PM UTC
A glance at the top left corner
10:30pm wed
Another,
11:37pm wed
One more
1:22 am Thur
Just this time,
5:13 am thur
Only a little longer,
7:48am thur
How did I let it get this way...
Feb 10, 2021
Feb 10, 2021 at 12:10 PM UTC
These nights,
As I’m listening as people bleed themselves into their art
I wish I could do the same..
These nights,
As I long for something I cannot decipher
I wish I knew what it meant..
These nights,
So pure so unadulterated
I wish it would last forever.
Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 12:18 PM UTC
Hope isn't the thing with feathers
nor does it perch in the soul
It's the crystal **** of emotions
It kills you fast when you're on the hook
It's bad that everyone believes in it
they're all unsuspecting victims
A vicious cycle that they don't know they're in
It'll feed you its delusions
Until you have to beg for your sleep
But in all of this, you don't realise
you'll lose your peace.
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 9:39 AM UTC
I sit here
Unable to breathe
In foolish hope
That someone will give me an oxygen mask
What I fail to realise
is that no one is coming to save me
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 9:37 AM UTC