Hayleythequeenofbones - Hello Poetry

You abused me Bruised me Battered me Left me feeling cold and scared Teared Trust Is a must You broke that Im not yours Never have been Never will be See Im stronger without you Keep your troubled soul away from me For the love of god please Never look me in the eye again Im in fear But i must face you. The monster deep in my mind Ill end you for good Never shall u hurt me again You never wanted me i was just a toy I wasnt good enough Your a pathetic boy But i feel pitty I feel guilty Never got to say my last words to you. But they will lay on my lips As long as the memory of you gripping my hips Lurks I may forgive but ill never forget.

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Oct 26, 2018

Oct 26, 2018 at 6:00 AM UTC

The afterthought

You abused me Bruised me Battered me Left me feeling cold and scared Teared Trust Is a must You broke that Im not yours Never have been Never will be See Im stronger without you Keep your troubled soul away from me For the love of god please Never look me in the eye again Im in fear But i must face you. The monster deep in my mind Ill end you for good Never shall u hurt me again You never wanted me i was just a toy I wasnt good enough Your a pathetic boy But i feel pitty I feel guilty Never got to say my last words to you. But they will lay on my lips As long as the memory of you gripping my hips Lurks I may forgive but ill never forget.

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A part of me died I tried But all i can do is cry He won I did fight back But he knew he would win And he did Im sorry for fighting Im sorry i wanted to feel wanted Im sorry i fought back I should have done as im told My heart is so cold I may be told Its not my fault But it is I deserved this How could i miss The evil smile Mistake it for A close friend I will never mend I tend To smile Even when im sad This may be bad But i want evreyone to not worry Im a mess I cant even wear a dress Without feeling disgusting You took my soul Now i lay a mess and evreyone watches me fall into a slumber. Maybe one day i wont wake up And then he will trully win This is my deadly sin Im a monster A freak.

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Oct 26, 2018

Oct 26, 2018 at 5:50 AM UTC

My fault

A part of me died I tried But all i can do is cry He won I did fight back But he knew he would win And he did Im sorry for fighting Im sorry i wanted to feel wanted Im sorry i fought back I should have done as im told My heart is so cold I may be told Its not my fault But it is I deserved this How could i miss The evil smile Mistake it for A close friend I will never mend I tend To smile Even when im sad This may be bad But i want evreyone to not worry Im a mess I cant even wear a dress Without feeling disgusting You took my soul Now i lay a mess and evreyone watches me fall into a slumber. Maybe one day i wont wake up And then he will trully win This is my deadly sin Im a monster A freak.

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Im in fear I dont want you near Its very clear i wipe my tear And move away from you Evreyone else ought to Nobody has the foggiest clue What u did They know the basics But not what u did Half a story It eats me alive To hide I have someone so close to me by my side But i stay silent Because this tale turns violent If people knew what u did You would be killed No remorse But still i stay silent Becuase of how violent You were and your twisted games 1, i shifted 2. I didnt like it 3 i said stop 4 i begged How long till your exhausted from fighting? He would snigger So stay quite tattetale princess But i fear Each tear Falls down my face The way you gripped my ribs of lace For your own selfish benifit

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Oct 24, 2018

Oct 24, 2018 at 4:31 PM UTC

Fear

Im in fear I dont want you near Its very clear i wipe my tear And move away from you Evreyone else ought to Nobody has the foggiest clue What u did They know the basics But not what u did Half a story It eats me alive To hide I have someone so close to me by my side But i stay silent Because this tale turns violent If people knew what u did You would be killed No remorse But still i stay silent Becuase of how violent You were and your twisted games 1, i shifted 2. I didnt like it 3 i said stop 4 i begged How long till your exhausted from fighting? He would snigger So stay quite tattetale princess But i fear Each tear Falls down my face The way you gripped my ribs of lace For your own selfish benifit

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Watch me drop it low Feel the flow The beat Boy take a seat I shake my hips I know u want my lips I feel the music flow through me See Im a dancer The rhythm flows through my blood If only i could Do this forever My dress skin tight I just might Close my eyes and let it loose I bite my lip It feels right I caught ur sight I loose control In the moment Im happy Head low bent down Cant stand the way u look at me Cant a girl be free to dance The music Is My world I dance on my own I dont feel so alone Its my escape

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Oct 24, 2018

Oct 24, 2018 at 11:28 AM UTC

The girl dancing on her own

Watch me drop it low Feel the flow The beat Boy take a seat I shake my hips I know u want my lips I feel the music flow through me See Im a dancer The rhythm flows through my blood If only i could Do this forever My dress skin tight I just might Close my eyes and let it loose I bite my lip It feels right I caught ur sight I loose control In the moment Im happy Head low bent down Cant stand the way u look at me Cant a girl be free to dance The music Is My world I dance on my own I dont feel so alone Its my escape

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Throw me against a wall Before i fall Kiss me And ill kiss back Hold me See Look at me light up Watch the animal come out Bring me out Let me roam free See Told you i was a freak Its what you seek And you thought i was meek Pha! Revive me from my tomb Show me not all men are monsters Kiss me like its the last time Be mine Im a hot mess Put me to the test I see your on a quest

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Oct 24, 2018

Oct 24, 2018 at 11:22 AM UTC

Mine

Throw me against a wall Before i fall Kiss me And ill kiss back Hold me See Look at me light up Watch the animal come out Bring me out Let me roam free See Told you i was a freak Its what you seek And you thought i was meek Pha! Revive me from my tomb Show me not all men are monsters Kiss me like its the last time Be mine Im a hot mess Put me to the test I see your on a quest

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I love him My heart is his I crave his kiss He makes me smile my heart flutters I melt like butter He is such a ****** But my heart is his forever and always He is always there for me See True love does exsist I hope he stays ❣️

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Oct 24, 2018

Oct 24, 2018 at 11:04 AM UTC

Him

I love him My heart is his I crave his kiss He makes me smile my heart flutters I melt like butter He is such a ****** But my heart is his forever and always He is always there for me See True love does exsist I hope he stays ❣️

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I still remeber the games Like im downing in the rive thames Get out my head I just lay in bed Im loosing my mind Im running out of time wont ever call you mine I wanna die Oh my You still harm me Even tho your long gone You ****** You monster You freak Your a curse Thats what makes this worse I deserved what u did evrey punch knocked my appetite Now i sit in a corner and starve Wont let anyone touch me like you did I rot away Your killing me See I knew there was somthing to be afraid of I fear you U threatened me with That blade All u wanted was to get laid Who is the fool now.

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Oct 24, 2018

Oct 24, 2018 at 10:54 AM UTC

Curse

I still remeber the games Like im downing in the rive thames Get out my head I just lay in bed Im loosing my mind Im running out of time wont ever call you mine I wanna die Oh my You still harm me Even tho your long gone You ****** You monster You freak Your a curse Thats what makes this worse I deserved what u did evrey punch knocked my appetite Now i sit in a corner and starve Wont let anyone touch me like you did I rot away Your killing me See I knew there was somthing to be afraid of I fear you U threatened me with That blade All u wanted was to get laid Who is the fool now.

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you got no place to hide feeling like a villain got a hunger inside one look in my eyes you are running because im coming going to eat you alive your heart is like a drum you chase has just begun monsters stuck in your head i am the monster under your bed im a monster

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Oct 11, 2018

Oct 11, 2018 at 2:19 PM UTC

monster

you got no place to hide feeling like a villain got a hunger inside one look in my eyes you are running because im coming going to eat you alive your heart is like a drum you chase has just begun monsters stuck in your head i am the monster under your bed im a monster

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your kiss is all i miss your touch is my good luck your sweet as sugar your heart gold you always told me, i would be yours forever i am forever yours till death due us part my soulmate my life

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Oct 11, 2018

Oct 11, 2018 at 2:06 PM UTC

you know who you are

your kiss is all i miss your touch is my good luck your sweet as sugar your heart gold you always told me, i would be yours forever i am forever yours till death due us part my soulmate my life

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your gone but the last kiss still lays on my lips i try to hide behind my mask of fear layer of makeup, to hide my heart break my eyes black my heard cold i wouldn't be told this gets better because it does not give over you lot im done no more fun rose are red violets are dying outside im smiling inside im dying

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Oct 11, 2018

Oct 11, 2018 at 2:02 PM UTC

gone

your gone but the last kiss still lays on my lips i try to hide behind my mask of fear layer of makeup, to hide my heart break my eyes black my heard cold i wouldn't be told this gets better because it does not give over you lot im done no more fun rose are red violets are dying outside im smiling inside im dying

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