HauntingPoetry - Hello Poetry

I know what I like and I know what I'm into I know what I wrote I know what I sent you I felt what I said and I spoke what I meant to If you betray me I will go against you Said something of me that's not even true That's not what a friend do Enough of the threats Not ready for death I live for my freedom Don't make me end you Equipped with the sword Ready for war With whoever might want to avenge you My goal is just peace My soul is elite My heart Forever it bleeds Thorns from the roses they cover the sheet Meditate in a casket To see what it means My mind is intricate I'm infinite Thoughts are to deep Quantum and sensative Feeling Extreme Tears piercing my face Fade into streams Do I ever feel safe Escpae in my dreams Night mares to night terrors Purgatory screams A beautiful voice full of pain when I sing I feel detached Strange and aware of these things I am Magickal Pacts with Interdimensional Beings Abandoned graveyards Ghost on a swing Shivers through my spine Whispers from the Trees I get chills from the thoughts that I think Blood just cloggs up the sink

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Aug 29, 2021

Aug 29, 2021 at 4:54 PM UTC

Essence Of Within

I know what I like and I know what I'm into I know what I wrote I know what I sent you I felt what I said and I spoke what I meant to If you betray me I will go against you Said something of me that's not even true That's not what a friend do Enough of the threats Not ready for death I live for my freedom Don't make me end you Equipped with the sword Ready for war With whoever might want to avenge you My goal is just peace My soul is elite My heart Forever it bleeds Thorns from the roses they cover the sheet Meditate in a casket To see what it means My mind is intricate I'm infinite Thoughts are to deep Quantum and sensative Feeling Extreme Tears piercing my face Fade into streams Do I ever feel safe Escpae in my dreams Night mares to night terrors Purgatory screams A beautiful voice full of pain when I sing I feel detached Strange and aware of these things I am Magickal Pacts with Interdimensional Beings Abandoned graveyards Ghost on a swing Shivers through my spine Whispers from the Trees I get chills from the thoughts that I think Blood just cloggs up the sink

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I got this darkness inside I see I'm the demon that is fighting me Bleeding for change I was inside safe Now I'm out in the rain I don't feel much , except for pain Observing my self I feel strange When the dust fills my veins What will remain Thoughts just float through my brain My heart may be beautiful but my mind is insane Don't dare compare I'm not the same I want to be a light house On some ones darkest of days Abandoned people that needed me I feel odd when when I pray I see a monster full of pain When I look in my face Another ritual begins i open up space I'm trying to stop me from fading away All this black Magick It's amazing I'm safe Getting prepared already dug up my grave Inside in a casket I lay Parnmoral storm rainy and gray Forgive me in the essence of Grace My tears perice deeper as the reaper awaits Suffocating on the Truths haunting me always Shreaded wings carry me Asbence is scaring me I trust what I think I know Life is a painful, beautiful show Lost in the what ifs and ocean of hope In this field with ghost Shes in a white dress I'm here writing a note Conjure beauty from the pain and the mold I reach for her arms to hold emptiness holding a rose Thorns perice drip blood down my palms Inside of my self symphonies and songs

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Jul 27, 2021

Jul 27, 2021 at 8:48 PM UTC

Facing

I got this darkness inside I see I'm the demon that is fighting me Bleeding for change I was inside safe Now I'm out in the rain I don't feel much , except for pain Observing my self I feel strange When the dust fills my veins What will remain Thoughts just float through my brain My heart may be beautiful but my mind is insane Don't dare compare I'm not the same I want to be a light house On some ones darkest of days Abandoned people that needed me I feel odd when when I pray I see a monster full of pain When I look in my face Another ritual begins i open up space I'm trying to stop me from fading away All this black Magick It's amazing I'm safe Getting prepared already dug up my grave Inside in a casket I lay Parnmoral storm rainy and gray Forgive me in the essence of Grace My tears perice deeper as the reaper awaits Suffocating on the Truths haunting me always Shreaded wings carry me Asbence is scaring me I trust what I think I know Life is a painful, beautiful show Lost in the what ifs and ocean of hope In this field with ghost Shes in a white dress I'm here writing a note Conjure beauty from the pain and the mold I reach for her arms to hold emptiness holding a rose Thorns perice drip blood down my palms Inside of my self symphonies and songs

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Dark Nights Of The Soul I Feel A Push And A Pull It's Not Depression I Know This Is An Emotional Portal The Infinite Imortal All My Thoughts Are Poetry Paranormals All I See I Feel My Spirit Floating Down A Misty Creek I'm Grateful Still I Feel Im Missing Things The Yearning And Silence I Keep Hearing Evacuation Sirens Why Do I Feel So Alive But I'm Dying How Can It Be Forgotten That All Souls Are Crying The Trauma And The Pain Blood That Is Stained Alone In The Rain Everything We Hold Dear Turns Into Gray Convincing My Self Everythings Okay Theory Is Be In The Now With No Worries But There's To Many Sad Truths Of This Earth That Hurts Me My Philosophy Is Rational My Psychology Is Wicked I Don't Cope The Normal Way My Healings Very Different Perceptions Of Life's Happenings And To Many Why's Makes My Soul Just Ache My Heart Wheeps In The Night I'm Waiting For An Angel Here Comes The Sun Rise It's Already 4:30 In The Morning I Don't Even Feel Time I Need To Feel Passion To Know If It's Right I Am Magick Got A Hold Of The Light Kundalini Rising Up My Back It's A Warmth In My Spine When My Heart Is In Sync Perfectly With My Mind I Have All The Answers I Was Seeking To Find Like What Is This Agony That's Having Me Channel These Rhymes Vampyre Heart In A Body That's Timed

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Apr 28, 2021

Apr 28, 2021 at 12:42 AM UTC

Aware

Dark Nights Of The Soul I Feel A Push And A Pull It's Not Depression I Know This Is An Emotional Portal The Infinite Imortal All My Thoughts Are Poetry Paranormals All I See I Feel My Spirit Floating Down A Misty Creek I'm Grateful Still I Feel Im Missing Things The Yearning And Silence I Keep Hearing Evacuation Sirens Why Do I Feel So Alive But I'm Dying How Can It Be Forgotten That All Souls Are Crying The Trauma And The Pain Blood That Is Stained Alone In The Rain Everything We Hold Dear Turns Into Gray Convincing My Self Everythings Okay Theory Is Be In The Now With No Worries But There's To Many Sad Truths Of This Earth That Hurts Me My Philosophy Is Rational My Psychology Is Wicked I Don't Cope The Normal Way My Healings Very Different Perceptions Of Life's Happenings And To Many Why's Makes My Soul Just Ache My Heart Wheeps In The Night I'm Waiting For An Angel Here Comes The Sun Rise It's Already 4:30 In The Morning I Don't Even Feel Time I Need To Feel Passion To Know If It's Right I Am Magick Got A Hold Of The Light Kundalini Rising Up My Back It's A Warmth In My Spine When My Heart Is In Sync Perfectly With My Mind I Have All The Answers I Was Seeking To Find Like What Is This Agony That's Having Me Channel These Rhymes Vampyre Heart In A Body That's Timed

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Intrusive Thoughts A Heavy Darkness Follows Perceptions With Guilt I Feel Hollow Really I See Through Rationalize Still I See Too The Parts That I Block Out To Help Me Feel Better About Choices I Make I'm Afraid I'm Hearing Voices Reminding Me What I Did I Feel Sarrow Bleeding Through My Eye Lids So Many Ways I See In Situations Making Descions That Better Me Make Me Feel Anxious I Can't Comprise What I'm Contemplating I Let People Go I Need Myself I Need Calm My Mind And Free My Self All These Abilities Will Heal Me And Feul Me Or Haunt Me And **** Me No Longer Can I Step A Side I Take A Breath Then I Step Out Side The Sky I Gaze Upon I See A Grave I'm On I'm Processing And Analyzing All, Micro Everything It's Hard To Relax And Feel The Energy Shamanic Path Dealing With The Entities I Watch The Embers In Our Hearts And It's Crippling To Feel The Sensations Of Mysery And Try To Justify It With A Beautiful Mystery I'm To Complex For The Simple Things I Need To Get Right Or I Must **** My Self I'm Praying Lets Make A Pact Help Me Heal My Self Doctors Don't Understand Me There Ain't A Plan B I Even Feel Distant With My Family They See Me In The Past Warped Off Built Perceptions I Want To Lay On Train Tracks And Leave Earth But I Can't Leave A Message It Would Take Life Times To Say All My Perceptions I'm Looking For A Balance Of Peace Not A Place In Heaven My Mind Is Infinite And Open Others Are In A Box Hope I Don't Get Locked Up Cos I Can't Knock It Off I'm Built With Magick Within In A Skin Full Of Sin That Is Thinning I Can See My Ashes In Dust Do The Pros Weight Out The Cons When I'm Adding Em Up Nobody But Me Can Convince Me When I Had Enough Emotions Can Feel Disturbing And Mold Like Got To Hold Tight On What I Want To Be Not An Old Life I Feel Like A Vampyre On A Cold Night I know Right Here I Go Again I Fantasize How To Shape Shift Through Candle Light I Opened Up My Mind To See Things In Ways With Out Confirming To A Single Structure Or Foundation Battle With Insanity, I Hate It Sizzle Like Its Satin Wheeping But I Make It I See Ghost Upon A Swing Some Lady In A White Dress That Dances Through A Grass Feild The Flowers Dead Black Roses By My Feet Is That My Seat Bloods Clogging The Sink Meditate In A Casket Just Too See What It Means Purgatory Screams The Agony In Dreams Absence Or Achieve At The Grave Yard Writing Poetry Under A Tree It's Raining I Admire The Leaves As They Blow With The Wind I'm Cold As Ice If You Touch My Skin Romance And Poetry Is What I Know I Used To Hold On The Thorns Now I Let Go Observing As Everything Unfolds Is There A Purpose Is This A Show Will The Ones That I Love Most Read What I Wrote Insides A Symphony Haunted By The Oak

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Apr 26, 2021

Apr 26, 2021 at 11:14 AM UTC

Sensations Within

Intrusive Thoughts A Heavy Darkness Follows Perceptions With Guilt I Feel Hollow Really I See Through Rationalize Still I See Too The Parts That I Block Out To Help Me Feel Better About Choices I Make I'm Afraid I'm Hearing Voices Reminding Me What I Did I Feel Sarrow Bleeding Through My Eye Lids So Many Ways I See In Situations Making Descions That Better Me Make Me Feel Anxious I Can't Comprise What I'm Contemplating I Let People Go I Need Myself I Need Calm My Mind And Free My Self All These Abilities Will Heal Me And Feul Me Or Haunt Me And **** Me No Longer Can I Step A Side I Take A Breath Then I Step Out Side The Sky I Gaze Upon I See A Grave I'm On I'm Processing And Analyzing All, Micro Everything It's Hard To Relax And Feel The Energy Shamanic Path Dealing With The Entities I Watch The Embers In Our Hearts And It's Crippling To Feel The Sensations Of Mysery And Try To Justify It With A Beautiful Mystery I'm To Complex For The Simple Things I Need To Get Right Or I Must **** My Self I'm Praying Lets Make A Pact Help Me Heal My Self Doctors Don't Understand Me There Ain't A Plan B I Even Feel Distant With My Family They See Me In The Past Warped Off Built Perceptions I Want To Lay On Train Tracks And Leave Earth But I Can't Leave A Message It Would Take Life Times To Say All My Perceptions I'm Looking For A Balance Of Peace Not A Place In Heaven My Mind Is Infinite And Open Others Are In A Box Hope I Don't Get Locked Up Cos I Can't Knock It Off I'm Built With Magick Within In A Skin Full Of Sin That Is Thinning I Can See My Ashes In Dust Do The Pros Weight Out The Cons When I'm Adding Em Up Nobody But Me Can Convince Me When I Had Enough Emotions Can Feel Disturbing And Mold Like Got To Hold Tight On What I Want To Be Not An Old Life I Feel Like A Vampyre On A Cold Night I know Right Here I Go Again I Fantasize How To Shape Shift Through Candle Light I Opened Up My Mind To See Things In Ways With Out Confirming To A Single Structure Or Foundation Battle With Insanity, I Hate It Sizzle Like Its Satin Wheeping But I Make It I See Ghost Upon A Swing Some Lady In A White Dress That Dances Through A Grass Feild The Flowers Dead Black Roses By My Feet Is That My Seat Bloods Clogging The Sink Meditate In A Casket Just Too See What It Means Purgatory Screams The Agony In Dreams Absence Or Achieve At The Grave Yard Writing Poetry Under A Tree It's Raining I Admire The Leaves As They Blow With The Wind I'm Cold As Ice If You Touch My Skin Romance And Poetry Is What I Know I Used To Hold On The Thorns Now I Let Go Observing As Everything Unfolds Is There A Purpose Is This A Show Will The Ones That I Love Most Read What I Wrote Insides A Symphony Haunted By The Oak

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