An old enemy turned into clarity.
In the silence I hear my truth.
The winds carry my voice,
from lifetimes ago.
Eternal.
Ancient wisdom purifies my soul.
I now choose to listen.
Beyond the noice, I hear life.
Jun 27, 2021
Jun 27, 2021 at 4:21 PM UTC
Dimples, creations of joy and laugher.
My wrinkles tell stories of childish fun and games.
A forced smile, a see-through facade.
My cold eyes tell a different story.
Feb 19, 2021
Feb 19, 2021 at 4:15 PM UTC
One lie can change a hundred truths,
and that lie leads to a hundred more.
A kingdom built with what appeared to be solid rocks, turned out to be just sand.
All blown away when the storm hit.
The storm you created, as an excuse to leave.
Sand running through my fingers, mixed with all the lies.
I'm staring at the big pile of sand that used to be our life.
I dug for weeks, for truth and reasons.
The truth hit harder than the lies.
With time I stopped digging, there's no point.
I already had the truth.
I said my farewells to you in that pile of toxic sand and I left.
To follow a new path, my path.
The one no one's ever walked before me.
I follow my truth on my unknown journey,
I know it'll lead me to my destiny.
I keep walking, to a bright future.
For me.
Aug 24, 2020
Aug 24, 2020 at 3:25 PM UTC
You could've left, honestly I wouldn't have blamed you.
You could've left, but you didn't.
Instead you drew your sword, fully armoured.
Alongside with me you fought.
Slayed my demons one by one.
When my strenght ran out you held the frontline.
I see you rise and fall, only to rise again.
You fight and you bleed, for me.
My best friend, know that I'm always ready.
Ready to fight for you, I'll slay 'till my last breath.
For you.
I love you my swordsman.
Jun 17, 2020
Jun 17, 2020 at 4:58 AM UTC
Blinded by disease I lost sight of you.
Your words spoken by the voice of my demon.
I felt your love, though the intentions got twisted.
Your touch, familiar yet foreign.
I'm losing it again, reality.
My mind, a place of dark whispers.
Jun 17, 2020
Jun 17, 2020 at 2:27 AM UTC
You used to kiss my scars, used to cherish my broken pieces.
You promised to always be there.. to always listen.
Somehow it's changing..
"Honey" is now replaced by my name.
Your voice sounds cold on the phone, "low battery" you said.
I can't deny it, my gut is screaming.
I am losing him.
Left alone,
the way he said my name still echoes in my head.
When did your promises turn fake?
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 1:14 PM UTC
Waves, like hands comforting the dry rocks.
My stone cold heart.
He promised me to always be my wave.
Everytime I'm about to dry out he's there.
Washing away all fear.
When I'm about to suffocate, he changes direction.
Allowing me to breathe.
Exposing me to the sun.
Like clockwork he's there again, soaking me.
May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 9:06 AM UTC
Words with you, are overrated.
Your light green eyes, smooth honey to my soul.
Through my spiritual reflection I see your face.
I hear my thoughts narrated, with your voice.
A shivering, and I know it's you.
Our bodies calling for each other.
We connect through silence.
We just know.
It's happening.
It.
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 4:22 PM UTC
Billy from Belfast.
Oh, I wish I could explain what you did to me..
I close my eyes and I can still see us there,
on your tiny balcony.
The silence of our dreams covered by a voice that sings about an unknown future.
The sun dancing on the rooftops.
You are me and I am you, a soul connection out of this world..
A silent minute for our fallen hero, Chester Bennington.
A cheer with Stella.
Tired legs running, empty streets.
Our laughter echoes, a dead bar street.
A lost phone, a search for an open supermarket.
An empty beach, no life guards on duty.
My head on your chest, shared chemistry.
Your lips on my forehead..
Oh, how the morning sun hit your face.
I wish you'd realise how beautiful you are..
I take a sip of your ****** drink, I smile and take your hand.
Sticky salty skin, the heat of the rising sun.
7AM.
Sand in my cup, I see you watching the horizon.
I look at you and I wonder..
Can I have you?
...Billy from Belfast.
Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 2:59 PM UTC
Looking back, I miss it.
Life before you.
When not every song was about you.
The days I still believed in foolish love.
The times I thought I knew loneliness,
I thought I knew heartache.
I knew nothing before you...
I've wasted years, trying to numb the pain.
But in the end the same truth hits me.
I'll never feel that type of love again.
And honestly, I don't want to.
You took and I gave, oh I gave too much.
Loving you killed me.
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 12:49 PM UTC