I don't want to be alone
I don't fear the aspect of dying
It's just that everything..everyone
That I come to love..to hate
What a weird ambiance
It's such a scary thought
For things that was all of a sudden
To be gone
Blackness
Nothingness
Aug 17, 2022
Aug 17, 2022 at 1:05 AM UTC
I see you don't like me
My cordial mild mannered disposition failed
I didn't mean to stand out
It's not that I'm different
Honest
Just highly antisocial....
Yet your giving me a hard time anyway
How it must feel to have me in a bind
Well it's nothing new
Another Cross to bear
Anyway soon we might part ways
No it's not you ,
it's me I guess...
Jan 25, 2022
Jan 25, 2022 at 1:07 PM UTC
It been awhile
I took some hits
Had some falls
A blunder really
I come to Terms I might be a failure
Or it might be a rut
No I'm not sad can't say I'm happy either
For now I will take this first step
For I know myself
And with all the money you have you can't save you from yourself
That to me is my Wake up call
That I live with myself
As long as I
Try....
Jan 24, 2022
Jan 24, 2022 at 1:48 AM UTC
They say the hardest choices require the strongest wills
even uplifting cowards' voices
Can send chills
But that's just my two cents
I won't interact like a shy pet
No I'm not venting
Having no shining principles to interject
This is a dilemma sorry
I'm a hedgehog wedged
Don't get too close
You might lose your head
Mar 23, 2021
Mar 23, 2021 at 12:06 PM UTC
I'm sorry I don't say this much.
I would like to thank God, Couldn't imagine having another Mom.
You see I been watching and thankful
Your sacrifices and your unconditional love
Today I would like to say
I don't know where I be if not for you
Today I couldn't stand if not for you
Showing me I was strong
Today and the rest of my tomorrows
I know that I have a loving mother
None the less doting to call my mum
For today let me just say thanks for loving me and having me as your son
To Mom
Your #1 fan
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 8:18 PM UTC
It hit me like a wild boar
I'm glad the worst came to pass
These battle wounds left me high and dry
Cuts so deep
A master swordsman would glee
Bleeding overflowing to fill a river pass
With all your delusions of Grandeur
I promise you I will survive
I did survive
Broken bone won't sway me
My dry heart won't stop me
My soul forever unyielding
You came crashing
But I'm still standing.
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 8:27 AM UTC
The honeymoon phase was so innocent and yet so vibrant
Once the foundation cracked
It turned ugly
The fights was always savage
Love turned in need and comfort
Once the storms settled
You was the only one left standing
I was in my puddle heartless
Seeing you walk away from this war
Put me in a frenzy in my heart you took
I wanted nothing more but
you to crash and burn
A love so intense that if it wasn't me
I would destroy your entire being .....
Simply I can't bring myself to..
I just want back what you stolen
My heart so I can throw it away..
Oct 22, 2020
Oct 22, 2020 at 10:43 AM UTC
I don't regret nothing it's nothing wrong with trials or disappointments or hell failure
How will you grow, how will you learn to succeed
How will you come to be better than the last time mistakes are a given
Key focus and effort
is all you need to know
If you truly are valued..but..
If you can't forgive how can you truly live
I am thankful
That
I Can
breathe
Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 10:34 AM UTC
Your hate
I need that
Your emasculation
Fulfils me
Your unaccountabilty
Don't worry I'm responsible
That ***
I'm going to kiss that
That knife in my back
It's all good I can heal
Your pain and struggles
Blame it all on me
Oct 9, 2020
Oct 9, 2020 at 7:53 AM UTC
Into descent
Falling
I need to take this ride
Sweetheart
This is merely madness
Will you smoke out my
Light
If I simply offered
A glow that lights
Your empty tunnel
Yeah
Maybe Maybe
For you
I can do this last flicker
Sep 7, 2020
Sep 7, 2020 at 7:51 AM UTC